Thursday, April 13, 2006
haiz...mi getting depressed...deeply depressed...
2dae...evrything started out fine...go 2 skool...find frenz...etc...until teng hui n edmund started the feud again...haiz...again"dun crab lei...","tok crap la" "yesterday i eat crab","crab crab crab!"...i noe they r out 2 anger mi...bt i can't control mi self...i instantly point them middle finger...haiz...den they start it again @ chinese period...i sat beside mandy den she oso witness loolx...i clench mi fist untill gt marks of mi finger nails on mi palm...nearly bleed...lucky skin nv peel off...den at ss period...i went 2 locker den mine is at 3rd storey , den i heard teng hui n kelvin tok bout crab again...den i wanna turn back run down n bash em...bt when i turn around,mi vein n wrist hit the hlder of the locker...made of hard metal...dunno wad it is called...cause of mi swinging action...it brings more impact...mi whole wrist nw can't carry things liao...dun say punch em lolxxx...bt at least nt fully disabled...bt semi-disabled...den ss period ...joseph came in ...he's late...it's better off he nv come lolx...spend oni 50 min b4 recess...cuz 5 min after he come in...lesson end den pe lesson lerx...free period...edmund,teng hui,kelvin n joseph play basketball on one side n i play at another street basketball court...den i wan't really alone...i was playin wif the sec 2s...no doubt...i'm the most...(dun wan 2 say la...later say i hao lian)...bt den...teamwork is still important...no matter hw many points we score,the other team still win...(mi n a sec 2 guy vs 2 other of his fren)we lose in teamwk as we nv play b4...he dunno tt i do stunt passing den he can't catch the balll...i dunno he plays classic...lagging out in his classic type og playing too...severely defeated...hahaha...den after skool...hahaha...i went out wif verock,tingxxx...n last bt nt least crabbie...i dread 2 tell her wad happen ...bt i didn't dare 2...we went 2 northpoint den ate long john silver...(yipee!!!)den she* is lik dun wanna eat ...no choice...i fork out mi moni 2 buy combo 1 4 her lolx...haiz...risking lolx...nw almost penniless lerx...haiz...sian...dun even noe gt enough moni buy tt type of mp3 sheryl has or nt...haiz...crabbie looks sad...cuz she smhw quarrel wif her mum or wadeva...haiz...den c her lik tt mi oso feel sad 4 her lolx...den after the meal,we went hm...crabbie's backview is full of sorrow...i asked verock wanna chase after her or nt...she dun wan...den i dun wanna desert verock...den juz nv gave chase...den i ask again whether she wanna take mrt...she oso say dun wan...den i was late 4 the speech day 4 an hr...wish they took mi attendance...haiz...den i ate mi mnm thru out...btw...bought mineral water 4 mandy n gang n found out tt it's 2 instead of 1 dollar...fifteen cent i dun wanna gay gao lolx...hahaha...btw...she ask mi 2 play badminton 2molo...den play wif mi sis...mi sis made mi fed up lolx...plus i 10% oso can win her 100% lolx...den mr ishak gonna go lerx...so coincidence...his name same as our sch's name...except he's nt yusof...hahaha...he made mi smile when i c his face lolx...though nt taught by him b4...bt his a gd teacher...humourous...n when he say he wanna leave,many students v sad...i oso ...national anthem nearly cry...haiz...den come hm...crabbie's sadness affect mi...her backview -unforgettable...full of sadnesss...haiz...n the pics dunno gt helpp crabbie in her project works or nt...haiz...wish c can c this...i owe her an apology:::CRABBIE...I'M SORRY!!!
plying basketball on 9:45 PM
