Thursday, May 31, 2007
3 pointer!
den today , it was so much happenings tt i can't describe my feeling ... v mixed .. strting of the day , was late so was embarassing . den it's lik we had training ... taought junhao hw tu shoot .. n shud say conflicts strt frm there ...
bt nvm ... den the conflict gets worse n worse ... den go eat KFC .. den go bck play bball wif aloy again... den play 5 on 5 ... den cux teammates lik can't score ,den of cux if i have the ability to gt bck even points wif the opponent , i will shoot la ... den oso dun nid lik tt de ma ... they oso can't score ...
den i go lot 1 den saw zi hao they all den ask em go play bball wif me n yuan li ... den saw the slam dunker again ... he was chased out of the court ... den we go block 140 de court play .. it's lik quite fun .... cux my 3 pointer can finally b accurate for the day ... at there , evryone seemed lik at a different level frm us ... v fun ... it's lik we can b champion teams there .... bt den yuan li dun wan train there cux he say onlie gd tu me , nort tu th whole team ... den dunnno la ...
bt den i feel hpy still ... cux i feel more confident now ...
plying basketball on 11:37 PM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Self-proclaimed last day of school ...
today was suppose to be the last day of sch as tumolo is a holiday and i decide to practise pontention on friday ... haha ...
so today wa my last day , yesterday , i played bball den was lik ... hong yuan kip advising me on things ba .. den i was fired up at once bt den at the wrong way ... den he was lik asking me to stop ... den at a point of a time , i finally fired up at the right moment , a three point shot ...
den yuan li came my hus ton ... den we discuss the training schdule n stuffs ...
4 kelvin
5junhao
7tenghui
8yuanli
9alex
10tewei
11chengrui
12aloy
14gordan
ahahaha
with the addition of at least one tallgeese , we will go for the youth cup !!!
plying basketball on 11:30 AM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Jealousy ... Despo ... am i ?
Today , i went tu sch in a quite depressed mood , bt cux i saw yida on the mrt so at least gt me away frm it ... the experience yesterday ... though we haf tu admit we faced a strong team , bt losing is losing , even if we win morally , there's no prize or trophy for tt ...
hope at least someone could morally support me ... saw some of the teammates holding hands wif their gf on the way there ... make me feel so left out...
den in class ... still the same ... i still chat wif Maji a bit more den the other classmates ... lik he's the onlie fren in the class ...
bt i noe he oso nort considered tt close fren cux the most we chat r on songs n singers ... nth much more...
smtimes i wonder if the class n the basketball team nids me ... when i going fer semi dinner b4 the training ... hong yuan come tell me tt i dd well ... in fact , evryone on the team says tt i did wel or smth lik tt ... is tt insulting me ???humilating me ??? i know i didn't score any point yesterday ... bt it wasn't juz my fault rite??? They pass too high for me ... i'm nort michael jordan ... vincent oso said i was at my best yesterday ... he did spelled out my "acheivements" la... the saving of the ball , the no trnovers,nv commit fouls , bt i think he was jux saying tt out of fun .... i knew it tt i'm nort strong ... n tt's y for the following matches ... i muz score at least 3 points ... if nort , i dunno hw tu face my frens n foes le ...
n hope ... there will b somemore moral support frm people ard me ... n hope my special someone can appear b4 me asap ... =P
plying basketball on 12:16 AM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Days of Basketball ..
yesterday wasquite ok fer me ... gort fired up which was rare for mr gordan over here ...
it's lik kelvin had a leg cramp n tt was the moment which chnged the day ... i strted tu play down the paint tu cover up for him ... n i haf tu say tt i did quite an ok job ...
the best part was when i was fired up in one match wif yuan li n kelvin vs cheng rui , aloy n a pro ... den i was lik considered triple double as I grabbed quite a number of rebound , assist quite much n in scoring , i was quite average as well ... den b4 diner , played wif a guy frm america , foreigner hu comes u the court , he's arogant n ask me if i was even fit tu play wif him lik tt ... more arogant was jordan ... bt he kana trashed ... den the second challenger gets one point , for me , i gotten two points cux of nervousness ... bt it was a great experience , cux i was a black horse , noone would have guessed such a short kid could score ... bt i burned him n delivered a 3 pointer which tu me was satisfacotory alrdy ...
den for tuday , went tu find aloy n try tu teach him some skills .. den went for youth cup tournament , we did quite well in the 1st quarter , third quarter n last quarter , bt lags in the second quarter where evryone's tempo messed up ...
den i thought i wasn't going tu play .,.. bt when i played finally , my stage fright overwhelmed me
...bt i did had some things which i felt honourable ... i didn't commit any turovers , any foul or kana blocked ... plus i made a big save ... which i was proud of ... n i drived in against tallgeeese ... so wad more could i have expected???to score points in the following matches
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plying basketball on 10:08 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
wad am i tu evrybody ???
yesterday ... i woke up , i saw my mum , my sis n my dad , n thought tu myself who i really am to em ?
mum , is a kind pperson ,can b gentle , bt can b naggy as well , tu my mum , i''m a lazy person hu is always noisy except when reading comic or at the com , to her , i'm most probably only a son hu likes basketball n computer hu she quite treasure ba ...
my sis ... hmm lets talk abt the bigger de ... ammelia , the fat pig , intelligient i shud say , the way she think of he is a letdown in my education as compared tu her ba ... in basketball , she dun believe in my skills which i dunno y bt i can c tt no matter wad , she stll treat me as a bro la ...
my youngest sis (both my sis are younger den me ) alison , i shud say she look quite cute at times , bubbly , bt sometimes act cute ... i shud say she sometimes lack the respect that i am the eldest and sometimes even treat me as her younger bro , lik tu throw her temper at me , bt at least she call me "kor" n is always counting me in for wadeva she is doing ...
dad , seldom at hm , fierce , tt's wad i can describe , tu him , i am most probably an average in my education , maybe a letdown tu the family for nortbeing tt muscular , tu him , my strength is mayb my lion dance which he will be letting me take on after a few more yrs ...
den widen the thing , my closest frens and boon kiat ba ...
boon kiat is alison's laogong n is my future younger bro in law , he is kind la , tu him , i'm probably a laze ard craptalking bro of alison .bt mayb the gd abt me is tt i do care bout him , tu him ba ...
Teng Hui , maybe the one hu understands me most , no secret can escae he's eyes now , he thinks abt me as a gd fren frm the same pri n sec sch , think i can b gd at times n attitude at times , dislike my way of showing temper , always there tu advise me on my mistakes .
Yuan Li , my second current closest fren , always there to advice me on my mistakes as well , he's perspective of me is probably the same as teng hui except that he thinks my way of tokin can b offfending at times as well .
Kelvin. my third current best fren though nearing a yr ago , he was as close as a bro tu me ... he's always there tu correct me , tu him , i'm probably someone hu share the same interest as him bt differet character , he would b the angel n me , the devil .
Xinyi , I don't know how tu say bt den she might think tt i'm gd , juz tt at times i v stubborn , mayb ba ...
Aloy , must be thinkin i'm a nposy person , one hu likes tu advise him alort on he's skills ... only an average player tu him ...dunno le ...
Tewei , the one hu understands me bt dun say out , he probably thinks i lik tu boost bout my height compared tu him as i would grow a few more cm den him everytime .... bt he's growing taller n taller as well ...
den mayb shud tok bout my boss ,Bernard , he probably thinks i'm a gd bball player den is always there to b the top seller , juz lik tt ..plus tt i'm a greedy worker hu kip asking fer free ice creams ...
den Youth Cup team members , all should be thinkin i'm a v talkative member , always creating troubles in training , always asking stupid qns , always doing moves other wun , mayb tt i am accurate in my free throws and nth else ...
I would specially lik tu b gd frens wif Lao die(old dad ) i dunno y bt i love talking wif him cux he always listen attentively , bt mayb i am still v talkatve to him juxtt he dun say ...
Hong Yuan , ball captain , really hope he could wash away the thought tt i am talkative cux recently , i go bck tu tt emo self again ... love tu watch him playing bball ...
Vincent would probably think that I'm juz a nuisance ...
Bryan would think i'm one hu lik tu give pl mockery nicknames ...
Joel would most probably think i am a lazy person hu dun care bout bball ...
den in my new class , I'm known giving crap qns n crap ans , tu them , i shud b some sort of mysterious .. cux i'm always not wif em n evrything ... out of the class members , i can b the noisiest n the quietest classmates they eva had , a common slacker n oso a gd fren of maji... though i dun really care much bout wad each n evryone thinks of me , i particularly care bout hw one of my classmates think of me ... i can't explain my feeling tuwards her cux it's too strange bt i know tt she quite hates me after some incidents ago ...
hope al these ppl can tell me whether it's better by shutting down myself or by beinng talkative .. some said i shud b talkative n some said they prefer me tu kip quiet n will pay me fer kiping quiet fer a min or two ...
hope tt i can at least score some points n contribute tu the youth cup in the coming tournament ... though our picks were strong teams ...
plying basketball on 1:08 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
We r far away ...
anw , in the weekend , nth much hapen as well , ten hui was hapy , he's half a month wif joey le ... during sunday , i played bball tt time , tall guys bullies our team , bt we managed tu do well ... didn't know they were observing my lay ups ... cheap slads ... den teng hui revenge for me la ... hahaha ... dunno hw tu say ... anw ... meet xinyi den she gave me a gift n i gave gher as well , nxt week one month le ... sometimes really feel tt we were v distant...
yesterday i asked her whether she's serious bout the relationship bt she nv ans ... hais ... den play bball tt time was too timid ... clueless of the strategies ... think i can't contribute in theyouth team much ... looks lik ppl around except teng hui n yuan li prefers me tu b quiet ... i shud b ba ...
classmates are lik juz 1% more closer tu me den normal strangers ... few of em i really would appreciate to be frens wif r mayb Vinod , Chibi , Emily ,Maji(who is the closest to me so far) and last bt nort least , most importantly , vivian ... hope there really will b a day lik tt ...
plying basketball on 11:28 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
went into sch youth team ... now muz train even harder le
monday , dio dua again ... bt charlotte say sry so nvm ... mayb she really meet wif something urent perhaps ... den played bball outside riversid sec wif some adults ... haha ... den go hm le ...
den yesterday ... was late fer UT courtesy to freddy n yida ... den i dun feel lik going tu sch liao ... den go tu woodlands civic centre .. play habbo hotel , den go find xin yi , went tu cck pak there slp on her lap ... den go bck tu sch le ... den gort youth cup selection ... bt number juz nice , nooone elimnated ... den can't gt my favourite number ... onlie can gt 14 ...
today might meet another girl called Tingting... haha .. hope it will b a meaningful day ba .. as fer the class .. it's still the same ... bt oing skit tuday , nvr done it fer ages ....
plying basketball on 1:23 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
going tu c her ???
hmm ... few days ago , i suffer minor depression ... frm thursday to friday i shud say ... den on saturday , i cam tu know one girl called charlotte , hu i think , had brought some light into my darkness world . den i had dinner wif my mum n grandma n such for mothers' day celebration .
den on sunday , went tu play bball , denplay wif alex they all as well ... den after tt go hm , gib my mum some present ... find t my stamina is decreasingfrm time tu time ... wad could i do ???
den today , bought waffle frm teng's mum again ... den come sch , den find tt the class's first impression of me is allrdy v dep , as someone hu is always saying silly things .. which i try tu chng in time ... bt dunno y now wadeva i say still sounds silly to them .
den after sch , wanna go n meet charlotte , made her a mini card usig bux tickets n fold it into heart shaped ... hope she doesn't mind as i did used quite sometime tu fold it ... cuz i wasn't gd at folding things ...
plying basketball on 2:31 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
webby spidey !
monday , I went to west mall early in the morning , hoping i could see her den saw teng hui n joey late , den went to mac to eat , they joined me later , den i go tu rp lerhx .. den i go find yuan li after sch , went to my hus to study , den i had argument wif hong yuan as he dun wan let me attend raining due o my hospitalisation ... bt in the end , i quieten down after he agree to train my dribbling .
den on tuesday , it was tiring , i watch my fellow frens training hard n i dribble the ball fer two hours , 1st time in my life ... den i go to find teng hui den we play wif a pair of rough ppl ... den i go bck hm lerhx ...
den on wednesday which was yesterday , I was a bit late , after tt , i wet hm awhile n rest b4 i go tu find teng hui den went to eat straight after , went home , n slp .
Today , super fk up , t feroze wan tu play punk ... fk him la ... anw .. today is the 1st day of lion dance ig ... den saw hua xing de ppl ... haha ... den had yida n rosebelle 's contact . hope the lion dance will b fun , or i will quit barhx ... hmm ... gtg... bb
plying basketball on 3:38 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Went tu hospital , 1st time in my life in ambulance....
Friday , cut my hair and all tt ... den in sch had some arguement wif classmates over religion.Den eat salmon fish Whole day .. i'm crazy ...
den after sch , i rush tu the indoor court n play bball wif wen kai they al ... den was 10 min late fer bball training ... den dunno y , as i run , i cn feel my breathing a bit more difficult den usual . Den i come bck without rest , do 1-2 passing lay up drill ... den i realy extremely hungry n dehydrating ... den stil nid tu run the 2 fold ard the court n do 40 push ups , i know i sure can't finish it ... bt i tried tu force a bit ... i nid tu prove myself ... den i stand up tt time sddenly breathing diffuculty den leg weak den unconscious liao .
den had alort of procedure ... was extremely embarassed when carried tu the ambulance.Den sent tu tan tock seng . den ... was lik 1st day sms her den was hpy ... bt met wif such inciden , den can't go help em sell ... bt straight after discharged , i go hm den fake my mum den go tu jurong pont there meet teng hui they all ... den saw her again ... i really feel v lucky tu c her , she shine my world up .
den i go tu teng hui's sister's 21st birthday party at dwntwn east , feel lik lamp post cuz teng hui n joey den yuan li n shermine , onlie i single . den hope she could go ... den go there alortof things happen , didn;t managed tu slp .... i feel v headache , cuz juz discharged .. come hm almost lik slp thru out .. hmmm .. gtg eat alrdy ...
hope i could b the one hu make u smile ...
plying basketball on 6:43 PM
Friday, May 04, 2007
finally gt tu sms her n oso finaly cut my hair ...
these few days , things weren't tt great , wasn't playing bball well , was trying tu think of ways to drive in to cover up my weakness , felt lucky tt i have teng hui tu seek fer advice as he is always there tu look out on wad i haf tu improve on .
den these few days helped teng hui cleared trolleys , two consecutive days ... den fer 2 consecutive days he treat me eat mac ... den anw ... Jojo told me smth which set me straight in the thinking ... mab i really shud chng my mindset . N I cut my hair alrdy , making em nort so thick .
Den , this morning oso went tu eat breakfast wif teng hui den saw a wierd kind of rain , i mean th pouring ... is different . Den i go sch tt time , teng hui helped me ask fer her number n i finally picked up the courage tu press the buton fer sending afte a long thought , juz b4 i reach the escalator of thecauseway point mrt station ...
den come tu sch wif Yi jie when i saw him down the escalator too . Den he's fren played wif me n teng hui bball b4 ... someone tu prove teeng's skills .
Den in sch , some hypocrites try to stand out fer their religions , gort some arguement
anw , finally gort tu tok wif her , muz cherish tt chance ...
plying basketball on 12:13 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
wish to see her ...
monday , work fer ice cream den paired wif supei , den wasn't earning super much , 2 customer in one whole 17 storeyed block , both at the 5th storey !!!!
den we chnged block , den strted to earn alot , nearly cleared bt still nv clear la ...
bt i saw " her " second time , actually i saw her in sch b4 , was attracted to give her a second peek , everytime i walk pass her , I will also take a peek , bt i noe tt i shudn't , thus , thought after i leave my sec sch , i will not be seeing her anymore , bt den sunday was the 1st time i c her , n realised it's her after hours of wonder .Monday was the second time , was utterly excited .
Tuesday was slping at hm all day till i decided to try my luck if i can c her the 3rd consecutive day , bt tu no avail .
Yesterday , went to help teng hui sell he's ice cream , den kim weng come my hus slp ... lol ..
plying basketball on 8:43 AM
