Friday, June 30, 2006
saw her...finally though...bt dunno when can this happen again...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...we ended up dio dai ji...teng hui wif yusri...bt say real one...teng hui's punch can b hard...bt he lack of tt kinda experience...even joseph n kelvin oso has it...i dun have...lack in experience...bt nw no more....tt time fight wif veteran jossy,as an amateur,i did mi smart move...the oni way 2 win...copy his movements....wahaha...
haha...den it's likk ... we tell other ppl frm other class lolx...2molo is alex's b'dae...planning 2 b'dae bash him...wahaha...den it's lik...watch the yussoffian idol...lame lolx...wahaha...den it's lik eat lunch at caltex,went hm n bath... wahaha...evryone turned yoyo freaks courtesy 2 mi...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...i juz dun lik things 2 happen this way...no music lolx...art remedial...den do mi paper cutting den at hm do color scheme
den it's lik ...went 2 jurong east entertainment centre meet them...den borrow her mi fone...she seemed nt satisfied wif the fone...den we bought bubble tea...den board mrt back...
den it's lik reached yio chu kang...den she nearly break wif tt him...bt nv....den sheryl break wif daniel....tragic...haiz
he sound so depressed lolx...ting n mi oso can't bear 2 c him liddat
bt den ting oso gt her prob...dunno whether daddy treat her as stead or nt lolx...haiz...bt can't do a thing...i'm oni gd at hearing 4 ppl's troubles...wahaha...
isit really wrong 2 love someone???haiz...i nv do anything lolx...tt he say he angry wif mi 4 likin her...bt den ...say frankly la...i hardly communicate wif her lolx...he didn't gt the correct person 2 b angry wif lolx...plus his own testi is flooded wif love letters frm other girls....nn still flirting wif verock...so he shud realise tt he oso had mistakes....
i juz love her...purely love her...n when she sever bgr ties wif him,i will let time fly...den tell her bahx...i can't juz keep mum 4eva...if nt i will regret it....bt den muz say at right time lolx...no matter wad...juz wanna b the one hu tell her tt i love her...wee...bb
plying basketball on 11:58 PM
Thursday, June 29, 2006
this kinda situation...sad or hpy...
it's lik i fully trust her bahx...den it's lik i dunno wad 2 say bout it ...quite hpy ... den corrine finally online lolx...kaylin oso online,ting oso,jolene...almost evryone online...den i keep askin bout qi mian ah gong's birthday celebration de...
den it's lik ...gonna c her again 2molo bahx...dunno...long time nv c her lerx...dunno hw she's been lerx...n i promise 2 lend her mi 6610...wahaa..at least it's better den the samsung fone i using lolx...
i dunno la...den she lik...quarrel wif tt him again...haiz...wad can i do bout it???nth...i wanna help her bt hw???she say it wun last soon...if it's teng,he will say v hpy cuz he will jio a girl if she goin 2 break ...bt den it's bad 2 do tt ...i hate it...i rather they continue...cuz even if i jio her ...she will sure reject...wif mi kind of face...
haiz...aiishiteryu 2 her...bb
plying basketball on 11:47 PM
haiz...didn't really gt hpy the whole day...
at nite yesterday...verock nv call mi ...hahaa...long time nv c her dunno she hw lerx...bt den i didn't really slp peacefully lolx...mi mind is still about tt "her"...
i dunno wad 2 do...wake up late...super tired...i dunno y...since skool ever start, i gt tired evry morning...den it's lik ...i dunno wad the free sms is bout...i really dunno tt one is nt the 10 sms de...haha...den it's lik haiz...wasted...ohya...den i went skool...den in the class room i'm lik super bored+tired...den recess time, went back class earlier 2 copy hmwk...wahaha...den go down at english period cuz joseph gotta sing...a punishment 4 nt doin any hmwk...den in the v end,after dunno hw many min,he choose 2 sing twinkle twinkle lill star,i thought is yi sheng jue wang or it's my life...wahaha...
den he nv sing lolx...merely say out...bt den the teacher let him off...den it's lik wa...i shudn't have done mi hmwk...den juz say out the lyrics 4 lil indian boy...wahah...
den it's lik after skool...i dunno wad 2 say...bt den i came hm almost immediately...wahaha...gt tuition...den do tuition hmwk lolx...haiz...anyhw do
she ask mi 2 trust her...bt den ...i dunno y...n she actually no need 2 care bout whether i gt trust her or nt...cuz she gt a boyfren lerxxx
bt den i really dunno hw 2 tok 2 her lerx...i seriously dunno...if i ever tok 2 her...irritte her...gt dislik by her...den sure can't even b a listening ear 4 her... bt den actually i dun think she seriously need tt...haiz...
sounding quite depressed...sry 2 those hu wanna attempt 2 make mi hpy bt can't...
plying basketball on 4:36 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
haiz...wif this kinda sickness...i'm destined 2 b a lonewolf ba...
juz lik wad mi title suggest...wad's a lonewolf???a lonewolf is smone hu doesn't communicate much wif evryone...usually in comics...they r wanted by loadxxx of girls...dunno y lahx...den den they will have one or two true frenz...egs...Kai frm beyblade,Takumi Fujiwara frm Initial D n Dearboys,Rukawa Kaede, Sasuke,Shino,Neji,Kakashi n many more frm Naruto...
i did had one great real true fren...he's lik mi elder bro...we r lik twins....one twitch of the eyes all tt we can easily tell wad the other is sayin...we double team in basketball,cycle long distance wif bicycle,sing the same song,share the same drink,b each other's listening ears...(though i listen more den he listen)
den it's lik...due 2 joseph...hu say i backstab him by starting a relationship wif verock...things chnged...we go separate ways...nt frenz...wad we call..classmate...
i dunno wad can b mi pillar 2 let mi rest on nw...no true frenz...n the girl i love... a different feeling frm the past...oso the oni one hu i 1st had bad impression on n fall in love wif her in the end de...
she oso...haiz...i dunno...i juz dun realise any meaning of living...nth at all...i wanna vanish frm the world...haiz...feel lik doin tt...many things unfinished... wanna finish bt can't...i dunno wad i shud do...
bt den there r frenz hu truly care bahx...ppl hu i dare 2 tell em mi emotion n secrets...corrine,kaylin,daniel n teng hui(maybe verock too),others nt so close de... edmund,kelvin,mandy,etc...
i love sm songs lolx...bt can't put...actually sm can la...bt currently ...tian tian kan dao ni is the best...den superwomen,den yi lu xiang bei,den zhi dui ni shuo,dong jie n last bt nt least,lian ai da ren...
bb...gtg...i really dunno...actually ...verock...i dunno lahx...bt den it's lik nt completely lose feeling of cuz ...bt den becuz of sm incidents tt happen n "her",tt feeling juz fade slowly...hahaha...tokin lame things rite???bb...lonewolf's destiny is beyond
plying basketball on 10:30 PM
haiz...hpy 4 nth ...izit???
yesterday nite...mi mum...she's lik a bitch lolx...she saw mi another fone...den confiscate it...den i ask edmund 4 help...here he come...askin mandy 2 borrow mi a hp...haha...so gd...
waiting 4 her sms all day lolx...den it's lik she nv sms mi...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do...den i sms her frenz lolx...n oso sms corrine n ting...haiz...wad shud i say bout it...extreme boredom...started mi art...i juz love it...finally starting the cutting part...den it's lik...haiz...remedial...den after remedial...we went out...playin wif mi art cutter...den tenghui hold mi wrist n twist it...of cuz i turn back la...den i was holding the cutter wad den accidentally slice across oni...nt a deep cut...makin a fuss outta it...
den kelvin started blaming mi...wad the fk did i offended em lolx...juz an accident rite...???
haiz...den i went 2 the second hand shop wanna noe the price of second hand fone...it's lik...wa...80 dollars...wth...dunno la...liddat hw 2 return mandy her fone...wa...den it's lik...went hm...den courtesy 2 mi sixth sense...i noe tt the family members r all irritated by me...guess i shudn't have join in the family tribe or smth....n tok less 2 em...
i dun find a point if i keep pestering em...i might b hpy 2 tok 2 em...bt they aren't...den the call will serve no purpose...so...i shall juz control miself...if i noe it's em online...i try nt 2 click on their pop up n say hi...
haiz...actually i'm fated 2 b lonely lahx...tt's y i'm a lonewolf in class ever since pri skool...no real frenz...all betray mi...thought have kelvin as a true fren cuz interst alike...bt den...haiz...i dun thinki i will have any true frenz or wife in mi whole life...
standing at the same spot...still waiting 4 perhaps a miracle...a big one...one tt will make mi find a true fren n a partner 4 life...hu is willing 2 go thru thick n thin wif mi...
dun dare 2 even tok 2 her nw...suffers great pain in mi heart...n mi brain...i dun think miracle will come 4 mi...wad's the point of living 4 mi lolx...i sux 2 the core lolx...haiz...bb
plying basketball on 6:09 PM
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
skoolin again...
i dunno wad 2 say...i was lookin 4ward 2 the english lesson...i really love tt lesson nw...haha...i juz lik the teacher's teaching method...btw...gt one new lame wad home rule de...nw...the classroom is nt the class de...is the teacher's de...so we muz move frm class 2 class ...so siao lolx...den it's lik they dunno we will make use of the chance 2 slack...hahaha
den i dunno hw 2 say...boredom n sad...i really dunno wad 2 say...i really dislik the feeling of sisappointment...den i after skool went outside coffee shop eat again...haiz...den we went back 2 skool...den i go n buy mi prepaid card le...
i dunno hw 2 say...pure hpy when i finally bought mi prepaid card n cutter bahx...den saw mi mother...den ask money frm her den go hm...den go hm tt time teng hui keep sayin he can't believe wad he juz saw...a chio bu...bt view de...haha...
juz nw mum came in check on mi...lucky nv saw the fone...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do...bb...aiishiteryu 2 her... :)
plying basketball on 6:21 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
there's no perfect day....
i realised tt there's no perfect day...perhaps it's oni 4 mi...haiz...morning...wake up...den slp again...whole nite couldn't slp soundly...cuz skool's gonna start...i scared i will gt detentions...den she oso goin 2 skool...imagine wad will happen... i can't watch over her...even if smth happen 2 her...i wun noe...
i went 2 skool...den the principal crap talkin 4 dunno hw many min or hrs...den we go back 2 classs...gt our new timetable...juz 2 find out tt it oni last 4 2 weeks...diaox...den wad's the point of the timetable...den tuesday 1:15 den release le...i'm so hpy...i really dunno hw 2 describe...thought 2molo can finially c her again...heart filled wif joy...haiz...
den recess...i ate a bowl of porridge...nt enuff...second round...haha...den went 2 eat laksa in the second round...guess wad...this is the 1st time ever since 19 feb tt i eat so full in skool...haha...den went back 2 class...den eng lesson's gonna b mi favourite lesson lolx...i juz love it...
miss clarisse ng tell us 2 rite letter 2 her...den i say
"dear miss ng,
i'm gordan tay tze yong frm class 4e4...i'm a skinny,short n weak person ... i love basketball n believe in hardwork n determination...i oso believe strongly tt size doesn't matter in basketball...i have other interest such as badminton , ice skating, listen 2 music n chaating on msn messenger...i will try 2 improve mi english mi doin 10 yrs series n reading more books...
lonewolf(signature)"
den it's lik she gave us her handphone number n email address ... i juz lik tt feeling...haha...den we went 2 coffee shop putside de skool ...den i eat the slowest again...haha...den it's lik went 2 skool n play basketball...i realise tt in skool...i'm juz a shooter...they call mi cool shooter which means look cool n calm lahx...bt den i dun think i really am...plus i prefer 2 drive in n lay up...a better option den juz shooting frm the outside...bt den theorical ppl lik mi r mostly shooters...cuz theories r mostly on shooting fundamentals...
n i dun help in defend...lik the san pu in dearboys lolx...i dunno hw 2 say...he juz stay cool n calm even in the tournament...nv make any mistake n nv attempt 2 go rough...juz stay at his position n waiting 4 a pass frm teamate n shoot...at the defensive side...he juz do wad's given 2 him...nv really help teamates 2 double team n all tt...
i wish i can b lik the main character aikawa...juz keep driving...haiz...wish she can help mi 2 choose between a cool shooter or a basket driver...
things juz gt badder...i reach hm 2 find out tt mi phone bill is still 80+...haiz...i had no other choice bt 2 return mi mum the fone...or shud i pay her the money?
bt den i scared she say cannot pay using the money frm the bank n muz pay frm the salary...i dun have enuff frm there...i still needa treat mi frenz 2 k box...
haiz...den i went online at the wrong timing...when she's goin offline...i'm sinkin rite 2 the bottom of the sea...bt when i look back...there r hpy moments...bt den sadness juz overwrite the happiness...
haiz...need her the most nw bahx...bt no choice...aiishiteryu 2 her...bb...
plying basketball on 7:06 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
boredom the whole day long....
it's lik i woke up...found out there's nth i can do lolx...den suddenly ...she called....den we chat n chat...the contents r secrets lolx...den it's lik went online...oh yeah...i'm in the family ...den at nite ...watched naruto...i dunno y...smth juz remind mi of mi hatred since last night...haiz...smtimes oso dun wanna hate ppl...when i can't do anything bout it...cuz it's mi own uncle...u expect mi 2 kill him???i try 2 nxt time bt nt nw bahx...found out tt there r mosquito bites around mi hand lolx...
plying basketball on 10:11 PM
suffers boredom
hehex...morning...woke up...nv ton...hahaha...pang seh them...den i do hmwk till lik noon???den i go eat lunch wif mother n sisters...den meishan call mi go 2 her work place work...siao one...hahaha
...b4 tt...she was online...hahaa...den she's online again after mi lunch...i'm so hpy...bt den didn't tok much 2 her...den verock...tok 2 her will vomit blood...she wanna gang fight...come on la...wanna play majority win game...y dun test individual skills???wan den one on one sparring lahx...wahaha...
den verock even scold her lolx...fk verock 4 tt lahx...she insulted the whole of the family lolx...she dunno she's blessed 2 have a family...i wanted a family liddat too...where i can feel tt evryone do care...
den it's lik ...haha...i dunno hw 2 say...went 2 eat dinner wif teng hui n kelvin...eat the superman buddy meal...hehex...den came back...verock's blog gt ppl use mi name say i still love her...fk tt guy lolx...haiz...de
the one i love is the girl i love nw lolx...haiz...i came hm 2 noe tt she's angry...nt wif mi ...bt tt him...bt den can't help it lolx...juz wanna b her listening ears lolx...
tok wif ting n kaylin lolx...corrine oso gt...kaylin is still the most matured girl in the whole of the family...she's the one hu always look at different angle n perspective...
bb...gtg lerx...still gonna rite testi 4 her nerhx,,,aiishiteryu 2 her...
plying basketball on 12:39 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
steamboat...dazhong gathering 2006:2002 batch gathering
haiz...hate it...den it's lik tian siang suddenly call mi go down...wa...they all damn tall...we meet em at arcade at west malll...den teng n shudong accompany mi 2 eat the hot drumlet...
den we went 2 jurong east...when she called...yipee...i felt so hpy...den shudong n teng hui wanna hear her voice...so funny...we talk 4 quite a long time if nt 4 the arcade...which is while waiting,weina they all come lerx...so in the end...gt...mi,teng hhui,shudong,weina,shaoyu,ruirong,tian siang,jian ming,yong chye... den we went 2 the arcade...den they play...i watch them play...den it's lik tok 2 her too...den mi n her put down the fone after the gang finish the games...
den it's lik went 2 meet kim weng,yiwen n joan...yiwen dress till lik sailor moon...2 mi la...den teng hui they all call her japan girl n call her chun lee of street fighter...cuz she wear smhw liddat..bt i think it resemble sailor moon more...
den it's lik went marina...den eat the steamboat thingy lolx...haiz...den no church...cannot c her...den it's lik went 2 arcade...lost 2 darrus in ver 3 of initial d...becuz his car gt speed boost due 2 lvl 7 car lolx...wahaha...mine is a new car...bt managed 2 tag behind him...managed 2 actually past him bt den he block mi way...den cannot lerx...cheater...
den it's lik play ver 2 oso...play so much den realise i spend a lot on the arcade ... damn...den it's lik nxt tuesday den can c her again...i really miss her lolx...den after tt...gt one girl called jia leng came ...super noisy...n veronica n evelyn...den we went hm...didn't notice...gt isabel n 2 more guys...one is called zi yan...haha...den met teng hui n gang in the end...the bastards vs the bitch n i'm one of the oni few guys sandwiched in between...
den teng hui ask mi go ton wif him at mac nw...oh mi damn god...tt's gonna b so tiring lolx...wahaha...haiz...i dread 2 tok 2 her ...
i love her...aiishiteryuu...muackz...bb
plying basketball on 1:03 AM
Friday, June 23, 2006
nt ya de meifu anymore...
guess wad...i cannot concentrate on mi holiday assignments yesterday...wa...i dunno y....keep thinkin of her ...waaaa....
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 describe...felt v troubled...dunno wanna do hmwk or nt...one part of mi wan mi 2 do n the other part dun wan mi 2...
den it's lik at the middle of all...smone i didn't really seriously tok 2 went online... she's called verock...guess ya noe her bahx...waha...den it's lik we had a serious conversation n it's lik she say wanna end things nw...den since i alrdy luv another girl...it seemed lik there's no other choice bt 2 end mi n verock's stry...
den verock say she long time alrdy lose feeling 4 mi...hahaha...i alrdy sense it lolx...bt den i dunno hw 2 say...i noe i no chance she oso dun nid 2 curse mi de ma...bt den 4gt it la...
den this morning...went 2 play basketballl...find out tt there r deal lot of rooms 4 improvement...i juz love the game...evrytime i juz needa b more concentrating den i can find rooms 4 improvements lerx...there's no ppl hu can play perfect basketball...haha...
i needa go eat steamboat le...bb
plying basketball on 2:49 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
hehex...i love her...
woke up at ten in the morning...den it's lik needa go n c mi decayed tooth ...den it's lik i put cement lolx...still gt wad...den it's lik unexpectedly nt pain lolx...den it's lik after tt..i curse mi tooth lolx...$80 sia...den i was bout 2 cross the road 2 bakers' choice when she called...wa...i was damn hpy...
u noe???i'm lik on cloud nine lolx...we chatted till lik 3.40 lolx...hehex...bt 2 bad she can't come out ...sobxsobx...hahaha...den it's lik ...v bored le...den i was lik waiting 4 teng hui 2 go eat dinner...wahaha...den we eat le den go back den online...den she's oso online...bt didn't really tok mu2 her...cuz she's playin maple...den chat wif ting...wahaha...v fun lolx...
hahaha...tt's all 4 the day....2molo dazhong gathering...dunno y...gt a bad feeling bout it...waahaha...
i miss her...wanna tell her mi feeling bout her...days had past bt i haven tell her yet...i love her...bb
plying basketball on 10:38 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
sentosa again...waaaa
it's lik....dunno hw 2 say...i was expecting smth...i knew i was...bt i dunno wad...den i slp again....den teng hui called mi ...morning call...cuz sentosa trip...dun really look 4ward 2 it...den slp again...den thirty min more,he called again...den i quickly rush ...den gt ready in 20 min i think...den i quickly go find him...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...i finally knew wad i expected...n desperately waiting 4...her call...wahaha...haiz....i dunno hw 2 say...juz love chatting wif her...she didn't call...den i accompany teng hui 2 the skool ...den 2 vincent n daniel...where they gt their hair cut...den i eat mac...big breakfast...den we went 2 meet the rest after teng n ed's hair cut...
den it's lik so tiring lolx...b4 goin...most of us slept on the bus lolx...wahaha... den it's lik mi hp goin lo battt...wad shud i do???i quickly off the fone...cuz i scared cannot chat long wif her if she call...bt den i scared i off fone she can't call thru...haiz...
den went 2 sentosa...wahaha...den it's lik i keep waiting 4 her 2 call...den when i call her bro...her bro say she went ice skating...joseph is a bastard hu's scared of seaweeds...hahaa...den it's lik evrytime we sand battle(means use sand throw at enemy),i will b ganging up wif gangs of mi ed kel n teng...bt 2dae,after a few min,it became a fair n square solo battle...in the end,we stare at each other...mi in the water,he on the shore...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...i offer handshake umpteen times the whole day he oso dun wan...wahaha...den it's lik we went back...den liddat lolx...nth much...eat xinger burger...den pang seh teng n the gang go hm 1st...den it's lik she's online ...i'm so damn hpy...
i love her n really wanna let her noe...i dunno wad will b her reaction...bt juz wanna let her noe mi feelin bout her...i love her ...bb
plying basketball on 10:33 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
does mi blog skin really gt prob???
haiz...many ppl say mi blog oni half can c ...wad the...dunno wad happen 2 mi blog...i dunno whether shud i chng or nt...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 describe...it's lik v boring morning...takin mi fone... k750i...figuring out ...bt den it's lik the fone is a bit gt prob de... wtf...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say lei...v bored...den i went 2 skool ...wif teng hui...they all say i childish when i play yoyo bt den amazed when i displayed mi yoyo tricks... wahaha...they can't deny i'm quite good at it...though nt best or wadeva la...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say lei...after skool...actually wanna pon the nxt remedial 2 go sentosa de....den the teacher announce tt 2molo no remedial... diaox...ahaha...no need pon...den eat mac ...den went 2 play basketball...
i felt lik i played lousy...nt satisfied...mi knee prb come back...haiz...do anyone care???i guess nt...kelvin dunno wad happened...chnged a lot...teng hui n ed still the same...joseph still nv tok 2 mi...
i regret wad i did juz nw...i didn't pick up her call...den it's lik i thought no chance anymore...smtimes u juz missed a chance n u can't gt it back de...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...she called again...den we chat...2 mi...tt's the moment of the day...i felt lik the happiest guy in the whole world...more hpy den billionaires...ahaha...
den it's lik 2molo gt sentosa...haiz...bt i will always check back the fone...
i promise...whenever u need mi...i will always b there 4 u...even if i have 2 remain as a fren...though i wanna let u noe...tt...i love u ...aiishiteryuu!!!
plying basketball on 8:56 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
heex...
i dunno ...i was juz real damn hpy cuz she was online 2dae...in the dead of the morning...haha...bt i had 2 go offline lerx...cuz i have 2 go 2 c mi decayed tooth...hehex...den i was lik go mac wif mi mum n eat breakfast...
den i go poly clinic...den they say muz use book de...damn them...wasted mi n mi mum's trip...waa...den i go hm...quickly online...den it's lik she offline lerx...haiz...den suddenly she online again...hahaha...den i nearly confess 2 her lolx...den i go play bowling wif mi mum...den it's lik i play v lousy...went west mall...mi sis wanna chng fone...6230i 2 k750i...day lite robbery...dunno lahx...
den it's lik still gt sentosa trip...when i come back den teng hui ask de...wakao...den u gues wad...she blessed mi 2 b hpy wif the girl i lik...den it's lik sure can't...cuz tt girl is her n she gt stead le...wahaha...so ironic...bt it's true...wahaha...
den it's lik chatting...wanting 2 waste time...n tt's it...
i love her...sa rang hae yo n aiishiteryuu...bb!!!
plying basketball on 8:08 PM
haiz...debating session ...
guess wad...i've been debating wif miself yesterday nite...many things juz occur 2 ppl around mi tt i have 2 sit down n think bout it...2dae morning,i'm gonna bring out 2 important issue , sparring 2 solve problem n crying 2 show tt a male is full of emotion...
i disagree wif both...sry 2 those hu agree wif those...
nowadays,sparring...is a type of combat...hand to hand combat...involving strength...bt wad bout the ancient version of sparring,different,u may use grapples,choke or juz use a finger 2 poke @ ppl's acupuncture ... which involves technical skills...where size doesn't matter....so i think we shudn't use modern sparring rules n instead use ancinet sparring rules...(which i'm better @ )
bt of cuz this is nt the main issue i'm gonna tok bout...sparring 2 solve problems...i heard jackie chan say b4 tt when u use ur knuckes 2 hit someone,ur knuckes itself will oso feel the pain...which is completely true..
y can't ppl settle things in peace , y muz we use violence...??? i dun agree wif tt...many ppl recently sk mi 2 spar wif em when they r unhpy wif mi character... which i think we shud in stead sit down n they tell mi wad's the problem n intro a practical solution 2 the problem when sparring doesn't chng mi character...
hehex...den nowadays...girls evrytime c guys cry will soft heart de...which i dun agree...they will think wa...so big still cry...muz b really v sad...i shud say they r cowards...if evryone v sad den cry...den hundred over stressed n depressed guys cry evryday le...those hu cry r ppl hu r weak ...oni ppl wif strong will wun cry...those girls hu c guys cry shud think tt they r cowards n nt tt they r v pitiful or wad... cuz there's really no reason n no reason tt a guy shud cry...they shud b more 2wards the cool side when they r sad...
sry...no offence 4 the these...i will bring out more issues nxt session...bb...
i love her...bt...hehex... nvm ... bb...goin 2 pluck out mi decayed tooth...
plying basketball on 10:19 AM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
initial d day...miss it v much lolx...
wa...yesterday n 2dae morning been chatting wif ting...wahaha..den it's lik she noe mi lil secret...bout mi charmander...waaaa!!!den it's lik haha...dunno hw 2 say...
father's day...n i didn't noe lolcx...nv even really tok 2 mi real father...instead... sms dadfdy n say hpy birthday 2 him...wahaha..wish he live up 2 the qiang n ting 4eva...wahaha...i noe i sure no miracle de...sobxsobx...
den it's lik went jurong point wif leslie...den bought a car...mazda rx-7 fd3s spirit r type a ver 5...den it's real damn good lolx...good @ both acceleration n turning...it rox man...
den it's lik dunno hw 2 say...went 2 comic connection...unwrap a naruto guide den stand there n read...den search for gundam models @ toysrus n kiddy palace...den when we eat dinner,leslie tok bout pro job...didn't expect him 2 noe more den mi...when he's two yrs younger den mi...wahaha...i dunno hw 2 say...
den it's lik he twll mi alot frm his experience...imagine a 14 hu is nt a virgin...wahaha...i'm really super shocked...den it's lik dunno hw 2 say...haiz...felt so failure...
i really lik her v much...bt den ...haiz...dun mention it lerx...hehex...i juz love her...
wish all guys hu can do pro job a happy father's day...cuz...ya will b fathers in future...wahaha...so HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
plying basketball on 7:00 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
hehex...unlucky...bt hpy...
hehex...2dae morning overslept...den i go c...raining...lucky...den can tell leslie is cuz raining den nv go de...
den guess wad...i was lik...playin basketball...den go eat...den after tt...i vomit... wa...in front of leslie...so ps lolx...guess i'm sick...bt noone really cares much bahx...i guess...leslie didn't really care much...n i tell sm ppl n i think oni beanna n ting really lik v wry bahx...thx ya...
den i go hm...b4 tt...taught leslie sm combos i've created...haha...den it's lik trash him lik hell...wa...den i go hm...den go bedok reservoir 2 support daddy 4 his dragon boat wif ting n beanna
had a wahle of time there...hehex...gt one bhb guy there...v hap lian lolx... wahaha...i dunno hw 2 say bahx...den 5 30 den went back...beanna n mi tok quite a deal lot...nv tok so much 2 any girls b4...it's lik we cannot finish tokin n 1st time eat mac so slow lolx...cuz keep talkin...
hehex...den she went back...ask mi create msn acc 4 her lolx...dunno she will remember after tt or nt...ahaha...juz nw walk back hm den muscle stretched...so painful...den i hit it 2 numb it...lik the ol says...yi du gong du...haha...
haiz...love can hurt...especially when u dunno if u wanna confess or nt...ahaha...n when she's alrdy belonged 2 someone else...hehex...
muackz,iloveher,bb
plying basketball on 7:36 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
LAZERZ...we rox...
hehex...2dae quite fun de...leslie came mi hse...den we play the song remember me...it's a initial d ver 3 arcade stage song...den i noe y it's he's former favourite initial d song lerx...cuz the singer is called leslie oso...bt is a female...haha...
den i helped him insert songs into his mp3 den we go 2 work...wa...fk tt SO lahx...he say tt i still haven 16 yet,go by the month ...i wanna ask him go fk off lahx...where gt liddat one...i oni 3 more days of work oso cannot let mi complete...heartless freako...den mi boss came...he attempt 2 help mi...bt den 2 no avail...too bad...
den mi n leslie went 2 c the fast challenge lolx...den i was asked 2 join in the FAST pro challenge...mi 10 FAST tricks record is 26 i think...den i thought...die lerx...den long sleeper...den mi long sleeper is 51 seconds...impressive bt actually can longer...bt mi hands shivering...butteerflies in mi stomach...1st time do long sleeper in front of so many ppl mahx...den i dunno ...minus n deeduct i still gt 104 points...one of the oni 4...bt den this one no finals de...means there's no finals n semis n all tt...so one guy won lolx...
den gt one double team de....took mi so long 2 find a teamate...i dunno ...i named us the LAZERZ...cuz we will perform the tricks lik lazers...means fast lahx...bt den due 2 sm mistakes...we did badly enuff 2 b the second last...i was nt v hpy of cuz...both times oso lik close 2 champ liddat...wad the...
den it''s lik leslie say he oso wanna buy yoyo...wahaha...2molo i think i playin basketball in the morning...den i will buy yoyo wif leslie in the afternoon...dunno...wish 2 c laopo...since no work lerx...den can bring her out ...mayb frm late afternoon???haha...
den nxt week sure bz bahx...whole week gt remedial i guess...den gt sentosa n dazhong pri skool 2002 batch gathering...wahaha...wish mi frenz all r all nt so takk...sure more shuai n chio den mi bt dun b too takker den mi by loadxxx plz...
haha...den i dunno y...mayb i'm juz 2 obsessed wif laopo bahx...juz lik hw she gt obsessed wif mapling...haiz...can't help it...i really miss her loadxxx...ting sure even worse bahx...haiz...i dunno hw 2 describe mi feeling...i feel lik hug n kiss mi laopo...she's so damn cute...
wanna stay wif u 4eva...i wish i could n i will try m best 2...muackz... aiishiteryu...bb
plying basketball on 11:05 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
wa...inching close 2 the end of mi job lerx...
i dunno wad happened...i today morning...went 2 work as usual...den dunno y...juz sense things r nt right...too quiet...ohya...ben mcphee nv come...den wesley...one of the s'pore top 16 tels mi tt he went 2 visit his grandma,nanny mcphee's funeral...wahaha...of cuz is bluff de lahx...
den leslie cannot come, verock oso cannot come...wa...den guess wad...in the end she say she can come...so i keep training mi trappies n stop n go...wahaha...i dunno hw 2 say bt den i'm improving dramatically lolx...wahaha
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i'm gonna surprise ben n the guys 4 the fast challenge i guess...wahah...if oni i can gt the t shirt n the cap...wahaha...love getting it...den laopo came...den we went 2 eat...den send her hm...i dunno hw 2 say..bt ohya...gt one cocky guy came...juz becuz he gt 2 fast 401 den so cocky...wish he gt hit by it lik yo han...bt 2 yo han,get well soon...guess wad...sure gt stitches de...wa
den i dunno hw 2 say....laopo dun seemed hpy @ all lolx...i dunno y...she chnged a lot...i bet...since tt nite after the 1st chalet...n plus after she starts playin maple again...she chnged smhw 4 the worse...i dunno y ...she's lik controlled by the game lerx bahx...
i dunno y so many parents entrust their kids 2 mi lolx...btw...the mum hu went 4 an hr yesterday de...she came...went i'm bout 2 leave...den i teach her one trick lolx...out of the 10 tricks de...dun siao siao horx...i noe a few other den the fast challenge tricks de...so dun say mi lousy...
btw...saw yiquan...he say he's still @ city harvest...bt den i ask him y nv go new creation de...he say his priest say tt new creation gt a bit wrong teaching...no offence...
i miss laopo...i love her...i really can't dun c her...aiishiteryu...sarang haeyo...gd nites...!!!wish she can chng back 2 the laopo b4 tt bahx...bb n gdnite 2 evryone...
plying basketball on 9:39 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
mi 14 without her...actually quite ok lahx...
i dunno wad 2 say...i woke up early juz 2 hear tt laopo can't celebrate our 14 wif mi ...so i ask corrine can go n find mi or nt...den i go lolx...wa...1st time late...4 3minutes...hahaa...den guess wad???corrine can't go ...haiz...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...bt den i noe hw 2 do trappies lerx...den i win three yoyo strings... hehex ... courtesy 2 long sleeper...hehex...i dunno hw 2 say...spendin mi perfect 14 wif ben ???haha...den guess wad...i can do alot of new things lerx...hahaa... den i even become a babysitter...haha...den i dunno hw 2 say lahx...ben v kind...gib mi a yoyo lolx...haiz...i really miss someone rite nw...ben... hahaha... jkjk...
i wish evryone hpy...i dunno y ...i'm actually okok bahx...i dunno ...i guess i 'm hpy...i dunno ...aiishiteryu n i love u evryone...muackz...
plying basketball on 9:44 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
yeah...won de gold yoyo finally
haiz...tenghui birthday dunno when de...nv celebrate wif him lolx...wahaha...den it's lik 2day gary came...wa...scary...den laopo came n find mi den i send her hm lolx...den guess wad...i finally won de gold yoyo...so difficult lolx...juz 2 find tt i dun feel i need it lolx...haha...i dunno hw 2 say...u r nv satisfy wif wad u have wad...humans always ask 4 more...haiz...den it's lik ben mcphee so nice...haha...den we guys teased him...cuz in the commercial he say u can do it too...so we oso take a yoyo n say tt 2 him...haha...super damn whole happy...
last bt nt least...aiishiteryu ,sarang haeyo n i love evryone...haha...2molo 14 lerx...
plying basketball on 10:25 PM
wee...yesterday was hpy lolx...
2dae gt a new crew called linghui ...she v chio lolx...at least 2 mi lahx...den guess wad...mi aunt came 2 check whether i gt lazy or nt lolx....den laopo lazy buy lunch i buy 4 her n lois lolx...den guess wad... i took a pic of her eating n a video lolx...
hehex...den i go 2 work lolx...v aching...mi whole body ...cuz nv slack mahx...den dinner time go crabbie's hse there de coffee shop eat lolx...den after tt go back den finally can slack a bit....small bit oni...2molo gary comin lolx...
den dinner time i go 2 buy laopo dinner again...i'm extremely refreshed lolx...so hpy ...den watch a show n i keep commenting...haha...den after tt 9 den i go hm lolx...den after so many days nv kiss laopo lerx...finally lolx...
actually i work den so many things juz keep repeating...so i nv really rite much thesee few post...hehex...unless smth big happens...gt goin lerx...i love laopo...muackz...saranghaeyo n aiishiteryuu...i miss u ...n 2molo will b our 1st 14 after we patch lerx...sry...still gt work ...dunno hw 2 celebrate lolx...
plying basketball on 10:31 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
waaa...boring
haiz...overtime today...den cannot c laopo...whole day v hungry...den no gold yoyo...haiz...dunno wad 2 post on...boringness bahx...haiz...bb...muackz 2 family...aiishiteryu sarang hae yo n i love u laopo...!!!14 comin in 3 days...
plying basketball on 9:38 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
wee...2dae so lucky lolx...
wee...2dae v lucky...i morning go 2 work...hehex...find it v bored lolx..den i go 2 work thirty min earlier...den eat break thirty min faster...it's lik one extra hr lolx...den u noe wad???i've been practising yoy there lolx...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...saw logaras...mi primary skool mate...help him donate 2 dunno wad...bt den...long time nv donate lerx...hehex...den it's lik i saw laopo...den send her hm...on the way...she v sad...i dunno y ...den she nearly bang into a motor cycle...damn tt motorist...
den we went 2 eat cornetto...she say she will chng 4 the worse...unlucky 4 mi...den i broke...another unluckyness...shud nt buy the cornetto lolx...den it's lik go back den gt stopwatch...yeah...den verock's former skool mate teach mi a method which will help mi do within thrity seconds...wee...i'm gonna get it 2molo...by hook or by crook...
den 2molo laopo goin bt batok 4 dunno wad...i wish she doesn't go...there so much gangsters n i wanna c her...u noe???i one second nv c her will start missing her lerx...i dunno if she might feel tired of meeting evryday bt i dread 2 c her evry second...muackz 2 mi outside de family...i love ya...n 2 mi laopo...i love u ...aiishiteryuu...sarang haeyo...gd buyye...muackz...
plying basketball on 10:18 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
FAST...i'm on!
hehex...2day wad shud i say...second day of work...beginning 2 gt used 2 the job...as usual lolx...set bad egs 2 adult promoters...keep getting out of mi own booth...bad rite???last time i promote eat tidbit while workin...now is move freely when u work...
den guess wad...i wen 2 meet laopo...n i miss her so much tt i can't help bt get so anxious lolx...i nv c her face so long lerx...den i eat long john silver wiff her...nearly late...made it juz in time...den go 3rd storey 2 pack the stuffs...den laopo there playin x box...sry...dun mean 2 rush u ...i oso wan u hpy bt it's really i workin...
den it's lik go there whole day learn wind up...laopo seemed 2 b v bored...i really wish her 2 b hpy n all tt...bt den i really dunno hw 2 ...i can't leave mi booth 2 far too...den it's lik 5 lerx den we eat den sent her hm...she pass mi library book den ask mi help her return...i really v worried i late bt den i'm reluctant 2 reject it too...den it's lik rush here rush there stomach v pain...
den i reach le den noe i'm earlier by 2 min...damn the time lolx...make mi wry...den i go up n pack again b4 i go down...den i do nth except playin yoyo...i noe all ten tricks le...bt i did it in 50+ seconds....den steve taught mi ways 2 make it faster...n it did help bt still muz make all the tricks so fast ...by makin it lik nature flow...den can le...wa...nice theory...
den i go hm...i can gt mi sis's 6230 i lerx...yippee...guess wad...i'm gonna put songs inside n oso take foto of mi beloved laopo lolx...
i love u ...sarang haeyo aiishiteryyu...i miss u ... muackz... 14/6 comin ...
plying basketball on 10:07 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
hehex...may i help u ???
hmm...guess wad...i'm officially workin...yahoo!!!
hahah...guess wad...i siao lerx...9 am alrdy wake up...den ...naruto naruto naruto!!!i dunno ... smone i lik b4...n v similar 2 laopo de...the body feature except face n skin darkness...haha...it started wif her tagging mi...hehex...i was lik so shocked...she's angry wif mi n blocked mi ...den sudenly blocked mi...she's more pretty lerx...n i can sense tt she's nt tt xiao qi sort lerx
den it's lik super hpy...tagged her immediately ...den went 4 work...verock...still haven wake up...i was lik wasn't she goin 2 meet alina.???haha...den i eat...den play arcade...den it's liik i lvl 1...vs a car lvl 23...deni was lik close 2 win...though depressed @ 1st bt i thought 2 miself...alrdy v gd lerx...can play till tt well...if he oso lvl 1...still can win cuz lvl boost the speed mahx...means mi cornering better den his...
den it's lik went 2 work den teng hui they all came...so touhed n surprised lolx...n ps lolx...haha...bt den ed keep reminding mi bout skippin remedial...i was afraid lolx...bt nvm...haiz...den i went 2 basement...no customer...wad 2 do...den i buy yoyo ...coutesy 2 YT...hahah...
den i eat...den go hm...i wanna keep it a shrt one...haiz...juz wanna tell laopo i love her n 2 the girl...thx...!!!:)
plying basketball on 10:25 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
chalet...hpy or nt...
waaa...comp hang...muz repost again...haiz...i dunno hw 2 say lolx...ohya...mi nick...sec 1 tt time...someone call mi grandpa joe...courtesy 2 Charlie n the Chocolate Factory...
den it's lik i go there...10 min late..meet up wif Uncle Wen Jie ,Ah Gong Qi Miann last bt nt least,sherman...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...den we took 154 2 downtown east...den it's lik reach le den beanna they all still @ ang mo kio ...den we went 2 burger king n eat...guess wad...we gamble there lolx...den in the end...met wif laopo n beanna n gang 2 costa sand resort...
haiz...i v bhb lolx...act tough...carry 3 packets of those thingy...evrybody took oni 2 plus light ones...those three r super heavy lolx...den it's lik go n play basketball wif Uncle n ah gong n sherman...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...can't check in...den we play basketball...sry laopo...dun mean 2 pang seh u ...i love u lolx...i play basketball there all three times oso can't play till mi fullest potential becuZ u nt there...
den its' lik check in...den go play basketball wif jing ler,yih chuan,,shi xuan,jun han n hao sheng...the rest i dunno wad name...hahaha...den it's lik gt ppl wanna play den we go back le...wtf...no key...wad 2 do...den i follow laopo,corrine, kaylin, uncle n ahgong n sherman 2 the beach lolx
den in the end...when we gt back...den noe the key wif sherman...den we rush in...we pack our stuffs n laopo throw potato chips on the floor lolx...wa...i dunno wad 2 do lolx...den after tt go cheers wif her...buy some drinks den go back 4 bbq ...we stayed @ 2nd storey...nv help out...do the eating...hahah...den it's lik after which den slp n all tt ...
den it's lik 12 den laopo say go out meet nigel...though i was reluctant bt still let her go bahx...den it's lik wait n wait...fifteen min pass...n she say oni outside...shouldn't take long...deni go out 2 check...c she nt there...den rush n rush ...round the whole of costa sand country club...den it's lik cannot find her...saw uncle n joyce wanna ask 4 help bt joyce was drunk...uncle was quite awake...he saw mi face...white wif panick....den he say relax...go back 1st...
den it's lik mi n ah gong n sherman go around the resort 2 find laopo n nigel... den it's lik no luck ...den the whole class offer helps ...2 find her...i really dunno hw 2 say...touched by the bond between em...thought they were scattered in the days...bt den they do care bout one another...den it's lik jun han, shi xuan n mi go n find outside the resort...they risk the curfew lolx..still can't find den gt back...den ah gong called nigel n came 2 noe they @ park ,will b back SOON...
den i wait outside...den it's lik shi xuan came out 4 awhile den go in again...den it's lik evryone come out again...another touching sight...they all care 4 mi lolx...haha...though nt in their class...den it's lik go n find laopo in the park wif sherman...till give up den come back...den she finally back lolx...her soon is 2 n a half hour lolx
den it's lik i try 2 control mi temper...i prmise miself nt 2 keep throwing temper @ her...things has passed...i dunno...i keep sayin sry 2 evryone lolx...i mean b4 tt...aiz...they lose their long slp...den it's lik she finally gone up...drunken joyce n her made din of noises den mi n uncle decided 2 go ou 4 a stroll when ifound smth amiss...den we rush back 2 saw laopo nt around again...
i dunno hw 2 describe mi feeling...i feel lik banging mi head against the wall lolx...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...ah gong n uncle ask mi 2 slp...can't always give in 2 her...did i give in 2 her???i dunno ...i really care bout her lolx...concern...bt give in...i didn't think i give in 2 anyone b4...isn't give in=surrender???
denit's lik 2 hrs pass again...uncle n mi set off...den i sense she's near...she indeed is...den we went 2 mac...eat breakfast...den waited 4 uncle n joyce...den we went back n slp...couldn't slp much...sry ...bt i really can't help bt 2 think wild lolx...imagine a girl n a boy @ midnite strollin by he beach...wad could have happened...thr thought of it makes mi sick...i told miself 2 trust her loadxx of time...bt den this time...i really dunno hw 2 say lerx...bt i still muz trust bahx...since she say she's pure ...
haiz...den i finally slp one hr after she does...den after tt...we juz play on the bed...den went down 2 chit chat wif haosheng...den it's lik go arcade wif laopo...den nv play much den go foodcourt eat...den when we come back...they say wanna bbq again...den mi n laopo go book lolx...den it's lik bbq tt time laopo help out...den i go up there...juz 2 hear the sentence..."she really goes overboard this time" 4 so many times lolx...i admit she does bahx...bt den i can't do anything 2 it ...nth bt trust bahx...den @ nite...she go n buy pad cuz she period come...den buy le den i go play bball wif adam...
den after tt ting finally receive a msg frm daddy ...she's over joy...den after tt i bath le ask laopo go cheers wif mi...den guess wad...she borrow a fone 2 tok wif nigel on the way...i really v furious lolx...am i so boring n is nigel so important???den i go in n slp...haiz...
den in the morning wake up n check out...evryone left lolx...left mi,ah gong,uncle,shi xuan,joyce n her bf...at least i think he is...n laopo...den we went 2 check out n pang seh joyce n her bf on the way...@ pasir ris,bought bubble tea n gt chase out...den go hm...
den it's lik pang seh by ah gong they all...they too tired bahx...bt i dun agree tt they r tired cuz of the search 4 mi dear lolx...she will feel stress de...den it's lik they @ 1st say cuz they can't slp when i ask em nt 2 go...so it's nt cuz of the disappearance of mi laopo...bt becuz they can't slp...den i came back...yeah...can work lerx...so tired lolx...on the way back...
laopo buy mashed potato...den we go toilet...den it's lik go LJS eat...den she go hm...den on the wway cut mi hand...den it's lik she so wry...i was rejoiced lolx...seeing tt she care 4 mi...though she didn't express it well enough...
the chalet...i really dunno hw 2 grade it...fun or nt...sry if ya feel offended...bt without nigel...i think the whole chalet will b gd...den it's lik nt well organized bahx...bt den...there r oso hpy moments...brought mi joy n sorrows...i dunno...bt i wish i can c em again...
dunno can work or nt...muz ask mi dad...wish he let lolx...
i miss mi laopo...v v much...wish she can b as devoted as ting...though nt as crazy bt @ least miss mi lik i miss her...haiz...haha...i love u laopo...n evryone hu went 4 the chalet...bb
plying basketball on 2:54 PM
chalet...hpy or nt...
waaa...comp hang...muz repost again...haiz...i dunno hw 2 say lolx...ohya...mi nick...sec 1 tt time...someone call mi grandpa joe...courtesy 2 Charlie n the Chocolate Factory...
den it's lik i go there...10 min late..meet up wif Uncle Wen Jie ,Ah Gong Qi Miann last bt nt least,sherman...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...den we took 154 2 downtown east...den it's lik reach le den beanna they all still @ ang mo kio ...den we went 2 burger king n eat...guess wad...we gamble there lolx...den in the end...met wif laopo n beanna n gang 2 costa sand resort...
haiz...i v bhb lolx...act tough...carry 3 packets of those thingy...evrybody took oni 2 plus light ones...those three r super heavy lolx...den it's lik go n play basketball wif Uncle n ah gong n sherman...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...can't check in...den we play basketball...sry laopo...dun mean 2 pang seh u ...i love u lolx...i play basketball there all three times oso can't play till mi fullest potential becuZ u nt there...
den its' lik check in...den go play basketball wif jing ler,yih chuan,,shi xuan,jun han n hao sheng...the rest i dunno wad name...hahaha...den it's lik gt ppl wanna play den we go back le...wtf...no key...wad 2 do...den i follow laopo,corrine, kaylin, uncle n ahgong n sherman 2 the beach lolx
den in the end...when we gt back...den noe the key wif sherman...den we rush in...we pack our stuffs n laopo throw potato chips on the floor lolx...wa...i dunno wad 2 do lolx...den after tt go cheers wif her...buy some drinks den go back 4 bbq ...we stayed @ 2nd storey...nv help out...do the eating...hahah...den it's lik after which den slp n all tt ...
den it's lik 12 den laopo say go out meet nigel...though i was reluctant bt still let her go bahx...den it's lik wait n wait...fifteen min pass...n she say oni outside...shouldn't take long...deni go out 2 check...c she nt there...den rush n rush ...round the whole of costa sand country club...den it's lik cannot find her...saw uncle n joyce wanna ask 4 help bt joyce was drunk...uncle was quite awake...he saw mi face...white wif panick....den he say relax...go back 1st...
den it's lik mi n ah gong n sherman go around the resort 2 find laopo n nigel... den it's lik no luck ...den the whole class offer helps ...2 find her...i really dunno hw 2 say...touched by the bond between em...thought they were scattered in the days...bt den they do care bout one another...den it's lik jun han, shi xuan n mi go n find outside the resort...they risk the curfew lolx..still can't find den gt back...den ah gong called nigel n came 2 noe they @ park ,will b back SOON...
den i wait outside...den it's lik shi xuan came out 4 awhile den go in again...den it's lik evryone come out again...another touching sight...they all care 4 mi lolx...haha...though nt in their class...den it's lik go n find laopo in the park wif sherman...till give up den come back...den she finally back lolx...her soon is 2 n a half hour lolx
den it's lik i try 2 control mi temper...i prmise miself nt 2 keep throwing temper @ her...things has passed...i dunno...i keep sayin sry 2 evryone lolx...i mean b4 tt...aiz...they lose their long slp...den it's lik she finally gone up...drunken joyce n her made din of noises den mi n uncle decided 2 go ou 4 a stroll when ifound smth amiss...den we rush back 2 saw laopo nt around again...
i dunno hw 2 describe mi feeling...i feel lik banging mi head against the wall lolx...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...ah gong n uncle ask mi 2 slp...can't always give in 2 her...did i give in 2 her???i dunno ...i really care bout her lolx...concern...bt give in...i didn't think i give in 2 anyone b4...isn't give in=surrender???
denit's lik 2 hrs pass again...uncle n mi set off...den i sense she's near...she indeed is...den we went 2 mac...eat breakfast...den waited 4 uncle n joyce...den we went back n slp...couldn't slp much...sry ...bt i really can't help bt 2 think wild lolx...imagine a girl n a boy @ midnite strollin by he beach...wad could have happened...thr thought of it makes mi sick...i told miself 2 trust her loadxx of time...bt den this time...i really dunno hw 2 say lerx...bt i still muz trust bahx...since she say she's pure ...
haiz...den i finally slp one hr after she does...den after tt...we juz play on the bed...den went down 2 chit chat wif haosheng...den it's lik go arcade wif laopo...den nv play much den go foodcourt eat...den when we come back...they say wanna bbq again...den mi n laopo go book lolx...den it's lik bbq tt time laopo help out...den i go up there...juz 2 hear the sentence..."she really goes overboard this time" 4 so many times lolx...i admit she does bahx...bt den i can't do anything 2 it ...nth bt trust bahx...den @ nite...she go n buy pad cuz she period come...den buy le den i go play bball wif adam...
den after tt ting finally receive a msg frm daddy ...she's over joy...den after tt i bath le ask laopo go cheers wif mi...den guess wad...she borrow a fone 2 tok wif nigel on the way...i really v furious lolx...am i so boring n is nigel so important???den i go in n slp...haiz...
den in the morning wake up n check out...evryone left lolx...left mi,ah gong,uncle,shi xuan,joyce n her bf...at least i think he is...n laopo...den we went 2 check out n pang seh joyce n her bf on the way...@ pasir ris,bought bubble tea n gt chase out...den go hm...
den it's lik pang seh by ah gong they all...they too tired bahx...bt i dun agree tt they r tired cuz of the search 4 mi dear lolx...she will feel stress de...den it's lik they @ 1st say cuz they can't slp when i ask em nt 2 go...so it's nt cuz of the disappearance of mi laopo...bt becuz they can't slp...den i came back...yeah...can work lerx...so tired lolx...on the way back...
laopo buy mashed potato...den we go toilet...den it's lik go LJS eat...den she go hm...den on the wway cut mi hand...den it's lik she so wry...i was rejoiced lolx...seeing tt she care 4 mi...though she didn't express it well enough...
the chalet...i really dunno hw 2 grade it...fun or nt...sry if ya feel offended...bt without nigel...i think the whole chalet will b gd...den it's lik nt well organized bahx...bt den...there r oso hpy moments...brought mi joy n sorrows...i dunno...bt i wish i can c em again...
dunno can work or nt...muz ask mi dad...wish he let lolx...
i miss mi laopo...v v much...wish she can b as devoted as ting...though nt as crazy bt @ least miss mi lik i miss her...haiz...haha...i love u laopo...n evryone hu went 4 the chalet...bb
plying basketball on 2:54 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
severe depression bahx...shud i say tt?
i dunno wad happen...i oni noe things tt makes mi v sad yesterday...i was wakin up ...dunno wad 2 do ...den mi mum ask mi 2 buy food 4 her...den it's lik i wanna go out she say cannot...den instead...i thought of bringing verock 2 mi hse...guess i call her liddat better bahx...
den it's lik dunno hw 2 say lolx...err...@ mi hse ...den we surf internet...juz keep surfing...i dunno ...nigel...a special stream person...haiz...nv even met someone frm this stream b4...so sure wun win de...no matter wad...i dunno ... izit i think too much???things juz go hay wire inside mi mind bahx...dun make verock sad...so didn't tell her...bt wad bout mi...mayb i shud juz close 1 eye...dun think 2 much bahx...
btw...actually it's nth much...i did tt often n loadxx last time...evrybody deceived by mi appearance... n nw i'm the 1 fooled bahx...was it or was it nt...1 thing 4 sure...i'm gonna gt depressed durin the chalet...
tokin bout the chalet...there's nth really interest mi there...initial d ...wad else...err... cycling...mayb...sun rise???...n last bt nt least...smth tt i wun stop lovin...basketball...
haiz...y did i devoted so much time in other things n neglect u mi dear ball...it's u hu always stand by mi n cry wif mi...@ least it looks lik tears 2 mi lolx...u grow up wif mi...frm dunno hw 2 shoot...2 using chestnut shooting...2 mi modified chestnut...2 lay up...2 one handed incorrect shooting...2 one handed correct shooting...2 jump shot...n 2 mi air zoom lay up...all these while...6 yrs...u r the one hu grows wif mi ...
u r devoted 2 mi n i'm devoted 2 u ...i juz love this game...if nt 4 basketball...i will still b a good 4 nothing...frm basketball...i learn tt each body size has it's own advantage...smaller or bigger size doesn't affect the game ...determination rocks...
i wun b posting lolx...@ least 4 the nxt few days...haiz...i dun really noe wad 2 do nw...i really dunno...is tacy juz correct bout her ???i dun really noe...the appearance dun look lik wad tacy say bout her...bt den i dunno bout those inside stuffs...wad if she is...den wad's her real motive...i dunno...can someone pls direct mi????tacy is 2 small 2 give mi the advise alrdy ...
haiz...evryone wish mi luck 4 the chalet...can???hmm...guess noone really care...
bb(SHINN ASUKA-ZAFT PILOT-DESTINY)
plying basketball on 9:27 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
wa...so many days nv post lerx...
i dunno y ...i 2 days nv post bt i chng blog skin n settings within these 2 days...
there r gd n bad happenings in the 2 days bahx...friday,i went 4 art n things juz dun go as i plan lolx...den it's lik super upset...wanna c laopo dearly much...
den it's lik wanna mi start coursework oso no need use shout de ma...den it's lik i after tt juz ignore den go find mi laopo...den after finding...we go 2 harbour front...dunno do wad lolx...it's lik we went there...shop around...doin nth...i oso dunno wad we were really doing lolx...den it's lik i go n have mi dinner den we go hm lerx...
second day is lik dunno hw 2 say lolx...i went 2 her hse 2 fetch her...den cut mi hair ... OMG...i oso dunno hw's mi hair...den it's lik i bring her hm...den it's lik mi,her,justin(mi cousin),alison(mi sis) stay in mi air conditioned room...
den its' lik after tt dinner lerx...den after dinner go 2 temple n have the BBQ party which i dun think is fun...evrybody were lik so crowded...it's noisy...bt it's lik nt becuz of the jokes bt complaining bout the heat...
den it's lik i was singin n hittin the beat of the songs @ somewhere nt near bt nt far frm the temple...the corridor 2 the cargo lift...den it's lik go back 2 eat food ...wad's hpy is dun nid 2 DIY...hehex...
den it's lik stay in the office...den it's lik so eerie lolx...bt den of cuz no need scared...dark oni...no ghst de...den it's lik gt ppl wannna ga jiao us...keep tryin 2 gt in...i wanna kick their ass ...haiz...den it's lik 10 30 lerx...den it's lik i start 2 go ...den i was late 4 the bus lolox...den tt damn mother dun pay mi 4 takin taxi...damit...den it's came hm exhausted...haiz...
den it's tt all...actually...i dunno ...i dun think i dislik anyone frm her side...i dun really noe lolx...
den i wake up findin mi laopo playin game n as i type this poist...she's turned into the game...so much tt evryone around her juz become less important except perhaps juz herrself n nigel...bt nigel really quite handsome...didn't expect him 2 b special student anyway...
all the best 2 evryone...u control the game...dun let the game control ur mind :(
bb
plying basketball on 11:48 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
WEE...FINALLY GET HER BACK!!!
hehex...i morning wake up...call her...she tired...i gave her a morning call @ 8 ...hahah...den it's lik i went 2 skool lolx...den it's lik art so damn boring...the teacher's ammending skills lik shit...i think mi art even better den her...new den v big mehx???
den it's lik still hold mi after 12...dunno i'm in a hurry...den it's lik i needa go 2 pasir ris 2 meet wif verock n ming shuang n adam...wee...den it's lik go there lerx den eat miself...suddenly...ting,zhiqiang,verock,beanna n adam stand around mi ...den surround mi...closer n closer...den pick mi fries...btw...i wun 4give tt ugly freako...i shook mi head dun wan upsize she still upsize mi student meal...fk lolx...
den it's lik i pass the 20 dollars 2 beanna...haiz...one payment solved...den it's lik i still owe jeff 20 dollars too...haiz...den we toured around white sands...den beanna n adam had a tiff wif each other...till lik when they ok lerx...we found out tt we r @ the MRT station...den it's lik mi n verock...we patch there...pasir ris mrt station...wee...
denit's lik we went 2 bishan junction 8...den tour around...juz 4 fun...den it's lik verock's mood swing again...i try 2 b as calm as i can bahx...cuz i oso...i'm late n i nv do hmwk...haiz...den it's lik dunno hw 2 cheer her up...due 2 mi medical condition...
den it's lik i wanna go back hm den tuition...i miss mi laopo loadxxx...nw we have one more day 2 celebrate...wee!!!...aiishiteryu...laopo...i love u ...bb
plying basketball on 10:18 PM
