Saturday, August 25, 2007
waah ... confusion after another ...
Den on thursday , dunno hw to say ... i was lik on fire ... doing some drive in hangtime moves which I dun reckon I had performed b4 ...
On friday ... Yaxin they all ask me go bck yusof play basketball ... and wtf ... in the end , I go bck , they lik dun wan play wif me ... i swear to god nxt time i go bck i sure bring my own ball and play myself or wif teng hui they all ... nvr ever wif em ... plus ... yaxin ask me to go bck ... den underestimate me lik tt ... sm sort of insult me ... dunno wad possess her or me la ... jun xiong they all oso ... play till so rough and serious for wad ... in the end i use 10% still can manage to score 3 consecutive drive in ... ya jux sux in the eyes of me la ... ever since i was in republic poly , my basketball sight already higher den these brats alort liao la ...
den anw ... met wif my neighbour , who is my junior , wei ming from sec 1 ... he actually can play well ... bt gt the wrong mentor to guide him liao ... of all pros in the sch , he gt yi quan ...
den was disappointed wif the trip ... den yuan li come my hus ton overnite cux shermine go genting highland
den nxt morning , play basketball wif leslie , jia wei , yuan li n aloy at hong kah north cc ... play till leg pain lik hell cux v hot ... den saw one chio bu =PP
anw ... den after tt , go to gombak gym wif yuan li den go shelter court play basketball ... where kelvin oso come n aloy ... den it's lik i find tt they dun suit my basketball style , of cux i can't play till my fullest potential ... den blame me ... haha ... bt i oso at fault for standing there waiting for balls to drop from sky la ... haha ... idiot ...
bt smth made me feel disappointed ... when i mimick the NUS PG de style , I can play better wif Huo Xing de players den wif my own He Wei players ... is height the factor??? haix ... looks lik my style is proving myself wrong ...
den go KFC ... so gd ... weekend can eat fast food ... =P
tada ... =(
plying basketball on 11:29 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
the lonely holidays . . .
omg ... this is my holiday liao ... haha ... but alort of my frens still nt in holiday ... so it's gonna be boring for me ... this i know v well ...
hmm ... anw ... yesterday , it was a tiring day , woke up in the dead of the morning and eat wif teng ui , den he come my hus watch slam dunk ... den i took a 1 hour nap after he left ... den had a lunch before my basketball solo training ... developed some drive in moves ... though i do not wish to admit this , but my importance to the team is decreasing ... my defense , had slightly improved , but not to use of the team ... my 3 pointer , can easily e replaced by aloysius , yuan li and camilo's ... my drive in ... zhi hui n teng hui oso has gd drive in ... fadeaway , zi hao has it as well ... so felt like I really turned more n more useless to the team ... now , the only thing I have is my dribbling n passing which the team needs ... thus , I keep working out yesterday , at the gym , to train my strength ... bt I felt that I hadn't train much outta it ... =(
if only there is always smone there for me ... but there isn't =(
plying basketball on 1:11 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
whether I should play serious or not ?
well , toay was fun , at least in class , there ain't any conflicts and I had jolly well done my job , bt when we go bball court play bball , my fren kana nose bleeding , he's jojo ...
den me n zhou ji bring him to have a drink b4 getting to bbcc play basketball which i den discover that Lam Soon does have some strong players ... when I come bck , I find that the standard of the players were lik so great deal different , during my days at Lam Soon , found out more theories and also learn some shootings ... something strange is actually I also improved my drive in unknownly ... Hope it can be put into gd use for He Wei .. haix ...
smtimes jux feel so lonely ...
plying basketball on 11:47 PM
afterall , I've been dependant for three long yrs
today , I went to Lam Soon basketball court to play basketball again and find that from these two days' experience , whenever I grab a hold of the ball , I wil prepare for a shot which is smth I did not expect as I thought I would have been that independant especially when I am in a stranger environment ...
I used to play solo , even if it's a 5 on 5 , I will try to drive in myself , create shots for myself and even grabbing rebounds lik helll ... maybe the teammates rely a deal lot on me ... untill I came to know Teng Hui , he demonstrated teamwork to me ..of course , noone loves to c the player getting more than 3/4 of the points scored by the team ... which was wad happened in the past , every shots seemed to involve me , if i do not score , i will be the one passing the ball to the person who shoots , so when ppl comment about the team , it's always a one man team , but when I am with teng hui , it was the opposite situationn , every shots are about him , unless he is off form , where we , as the minor roles , will support him ...
recently , find myself at a loss , I used to be tt independant , n I wish so much that i still possess those skills n abilities , just to mix it with the passing mentality I have now .. Now , every players who play with me will no longer say it's a one man team , I try to be more of a supporting cast , creating scoring opportunities for others and at the same time , score from long distance to confuse the defense of the opponent ...
thus , I find sometime , my skills are deteoriating , though now , I'm nt hated by anyone due to unselfishness on court , but my scoring selection is decreasing ... hope i can one day find out what i should do ...
sometimes , really feel so empty inside too ... when ppl have downfalls , there is always a significant someone to be there , but for my case , I dread for one , but couldn't ...
plying basketball on 12:07 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Meaning of a 3 pointer
Yesterday , during training , I keep noticing Hong Yuan's shooting and observe the way he get's he's knee bent n straightened again ... I notice the way he flicked he's wrist and the position of he's knee ... immediately correct my shooting on the spot ... n i found dramatic improvement in my shooting ... I not bluffing ( and y shud i bluff abt this kind of thing ?)
My shooting percentage has jolly well improved by at least 30% ... and when I got home , GeYun suddenly online , first time saw her online ever since I added her two weeks ago ... But she is troubled so i try to hear her out ...
But she does make me feel that hope is there somewhere in the world ... make me feel lik standing up again ... jux lik how my 3 pointer improvement inspire me to move on in basketball
plying basketball on 11:02 AM
Why should I be chnging when no1 notices my changes ?
That's the bottomline ...
today , went to sch as usual ... took the UT ... Jieying told me tt my labtop's A/C adapter was inside the facilitator's cupboard ... there i begin my UT ... everything seemed fine until when I had 1st breakout , sitting at a bench near yuyang ,junming , fazlan , zi jie and feroze , maybe some of them were kind n innocent ... in all sorts of way , but a minority caused them to be labeled as dangerous slackers ...
anw ... i nv offended them in anyway recently , n there they throw ice at me ... from what i rmbed ... n i was of cux vry fed up ... n of cux ... due to my total dislike of this white chick initially due to him being an opposite man under he's mask , I confront him to ask him why they thrown ice at me ... if i had jux slower down the pace by a few seconds n let the classmates witness what did actually happened .. but since none witness , noone belives in me ... I dun nid them to show any utmost kindness ... nevertheless any caringness ... which i know from the start , was jux trying to act harmony ... who don't know that they were like acting ???with that kind of forceful faces sobbering from wall to wall ...
but wad the mother fking thing did i done which makes that white chick so credible and me being so unsounded ? lik i'm the one strting the flame and getting the whip off ... i could jux have clear my doubts ... if zhouji was there ... he's always my good fren , and he's te only one hu believes in the story till now ... bt of cux i mux thank it to mr white chick for being my guest to let me know alort of cock and bull tales ... the sad thing was i still didn't let the chick lay it's egg ... or let a fox tail gt out of it's bckside ...
bt i know that for sure , he is a coward , for hell god knows he has a backup chick army , duck, spiked smoke eagle , smoke falcon and that frozy duckling ... y nt jux say he has no guts to face it alone ? bt nvm ... eventually , i still learnt smth from itall ... impressions counts ... i might be doing work now , being more positive , trying to interact better , think further a bit before i speak , but there is smth i lack of which zhou ji tells me , the strong appearance ... i've always been lik a little laughing nut in the class ... n i know by tt time jojo was teaching me smth wrong ... it's nt tt ppl dun accept me becux i nv do work ... nv play basketball well( to him bt nt to the others in the class hu i know ) or wadeva shit else , but becux i dun look ferocious ...
and from now on i know from the start what i should do , jux be cool n stop smiling for this jolly well days n who knows .... I'm topping the class , it isn't a dream ...
plying basketball on 12:35 AM
Monday, August 13, 2007
Might be quitting the team ... Or isit just a path for me to strt anew?
<-- These are my jerseys , from top left number 15 , sec 3 , sec four coach give as souvenir number 12, number 14 ,second jersey from sec 3,
bottom left : number 3 , sec 2 jersey (one of my hot favourite) , republic poly youth team number 14 x 2 and last bt nt least , my favourite jersey , 1st jersey in life , sec 1 , number 11...
I thought for the whole day , keep reminescene , recalling my past ... finding that sometimes i prefer the past ...
I remember I was just primary 5 , trying to confess to a girl , but before I even did , she some sort knows it n hint to me that I was just too short... I wasn't a sweet talker , wasn't able to court a girl with tactics ... so the only way was to grow taller than her , one day , I asked my mother and she told me basketball is the perfect sport ...
I immediately save up some money to buy my first ball , which is a cheap 6 dollars one but it was memorable as that was the time when I know how useless as a human I was ... I always thought I had friends around , though nt alort , bt at least some gd friends , but basketball showed me their true colors , I can clearly see the line in the sand , the people who looks down on me ...
Of course , as a beginner , I do not even know how to dribble , nevertheless say shooting , my friends are at least 150+ cm that time , I was just 135cm when I played , but because I always hate losing , my determination (which is also my weakness ) keeps me from giving up basketball ...
in primary 6 , I find that I love the sport , not because I want to grow tall enuff to court the girl , but because i simply love the challenges of the game , I probably will not love it tt much if I am taller , thus , I did not regret being short whenever i recalls ...
Basketball became the thing i turn to when i feel stressed or feel lik crying ... Even if i cry , i feel that basketball had cried along wif me , in the form of my sweats ... sounds stupid ain't it ?
When I reached sec 1 , the level of the game increases with my age , though i still no much difference ,137 cm ... really extremely short ... But i ain't the only one , one of my classmate (who eventually made it to the sch team ) Te Wei , is also 137 but play extremely well , he can easily defeat me ... you can say tt my style of playiong is inspired by he's , and can be similar , but just that I modified it with my own style after awhile ...
I tried to perfect my lay ups ... and as years goes , my three pointer shooting as well as my jump shooting , which begins the era of the "tweety bird" ... Due to repeating absence to trainings ,grounded by my mum , I was not selected into the sch team , though i was disappointed , but one day , the coach finally saw my skills ... the non sch team was to pit against the sch team for awhile to be their practice opponent , on that training , it was the 1st n the last time i shine in front of the sch coach ...
In the sec 4 , I played with sch team players such as Kelvin and Teng Hui and Yuan Li v frequently , and more ppl took notice of me as despite my size n height , which was then , 158 , has some skills out of the physical limit ... I was able to lay up against tall opponents , pass fancily and shoot my patented trademark fade away shooting ... gained some regonition
after graduation , which is now , He Wei was formed and is going well , Yuan Li n Teng hui joined , but i am currently still at a cross road whether I should still join the team as last week , I said i want to quit the team cause I feel that everyone were not serious in the trainings ...
My decision which was made now while writing the blog is that I will consult some friends as well as observing the team whether they can still improve their seriousness to unleash it's potential .
Anw , really talked v much ... sometimes I really feel I grew alort since secondary school , especially when I saw the pictures just now ... hmmm ... Tada!
<----Taken Last year december
<--taken 3 months ago
Haha ... firstly , I had more moustache, secondly , my face nt so tweety bird liao , third , I taller by 6 cm liao , fourth , I darker . And fifth , most importantly , I am a member of HeWei basketball team now ...
Sometimes I feel that my skills are lagging behind , last time when I was shorter , I was more determined and ran faster ... now lik too old and keep having sports injuries frequently ...
While thinking of all these , still thinkin if I should join bck the team ... haix =(
plying basketball on 10:10 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
Days of serious trainings
These few days were like playing basketball none stop ... trained on shooting , passing , dribbling , lay up and even jumping ...
it's tiring me out bt i still enjoy it as I feel that there is nothing that can replace basketball in my life ... it is smth significant to me . .. .
then it's lik me n zhouji recently become so crazy ... hahaha ... can't tell u ... haha ...
smtimes , looking at her from a faraway place can just seemed as nice ... we are close , our distance , but our bond is just what you call a friend for a semester of my poly life ...
plying basketball on 11:35 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Days of He Wei ...
I didn't expect it , no one did , bt Yipeng , Brian and Billy just betrayed our team , and left us ... I hope there is no such incidents ever again ...
Anw , sch is also getting more and more boring ... feel lik nt going to sch bt i really wan my gpa .
Yesterday and the day before , went bck to yusof to play bball and also to visit the teacher .
Today , Zhi Hui had a individual training with me and i taught him some skills , hope he can take them into good use , he resembles me when i was in sec 2 , hope he can defeat me one day with he's speed .
The team is getting betta n betta , everyone works well and hatred towards Billy grows when he brought he's phillipenes fren here to challenge us .
Now , I can only say that the team is really one of the main thing which keeps me alive and I will nvr forget it .
plying basketball on 10:35 PM
