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Thursday, August 24, 2006
mockings by peers...

omg...so long nv post lerx...lets post bahx...

hmm...

let's start frm tuesday...

i rmbred goin 2 skool...haix...the skol...looked so unfamiliar 2 mi lerhx...the gates were lik highway 2 hell...

wadeva evryone says...it's lik tokin bout mi...n whenever ppl look at mi straight in the eyes...tt eye contact delivers wad they wanna say 2 mi...

i can't belive it ...it's lik ... i thought tt these few days sure hell de...

den i went 2 canteen n cry there...haix...den we went 4 morning assembly...n all tt sort...dun really rmb much ...bt den wad i rmbered r hw evryone stare at mi n hw mi classmates mock at mi...

haix...it was really hell in skool...den it's lik after skool...went 2 kelvin'hse downstairs visit him...alot of ppl there la...went i really saw him...i was so shocked...the wounds ...omg...he's face was lik disfigured...all mi fault...

haix...i nearly faint larhx...den really felt v sad larhx...2 c him lik tt...

after visiting...we went bck 2 skool...wondering wad 2 do ...bt there's absolutely nth 2 do ...den went hm...

den nxt day...went skool wif amanda...lol...

even more serious...adam say tt there was an incident where 2 sec 4 guys play catching...ppl were laughing n lookin at mi...the whole skool...they all noe it's refering 2 mi n kelvin...evryone noes...n they were mockin behind...i really couldn't stand it...

it's lik den i had counseling session...den went 4 couselling...after skool still gt math mock exam ...super difficult...completely gave up on the paper...den it's lik ... went hm slightly later...training mi brawl ...

den it's lik ...went bck wif amanda n shermine they all in the end...omg...den it's lik went 2 kelvin hse...deliver workshts 2 him ...all tt ...den i lik advice him alot of things...even i oso think lik a mother lik tt...super long winded...bt it's becuz i really dun wan any more thing happen 2 him...

den it's lik nxt day lerx... which is obviously 2dae...i went 2 skool...was late bt catch up wif amanda...

waa...it's lik i went 4 math lesson ...den gt two guy gang up 2 tease mi la...as i walk pass their class...it's lik their whole class noe lerx larhx...

omg...so stupid...

denit's lik after skool...went 4 chemistry lesson...den went 2 kelvin hse again 2 deliver his work 2 his bro ...lol...saw amanda they all playin at playground...haix...i really no time recently 2 draw mickey mouse 4 shermine...bt she mi niece sia...muz fork time out 2 draw...tell her nxt monday give bahx...bt wad if i still no time on wkend???

hasix...

n had been fren wif joseph lerx...zheng shi de fren ...omg...den it's lik he's still a lame jooker lik b4...

i really felt so relax tokin 2 him...cuz wadeva trouble i have i tell him ,he will chgn the word 2 become funny la...lik i say nan guo,den he will say smth lik yang guo,followed by xiao long nu, den shen diao xia lu...

he's lik twisting n turning mi words den make mi felt relax...long time nv lik tt lerx...

den it's lik ...buddy...y muz u keep thinkin negatively la...it's nt hopeless...there's hope...it's u dun clutch hardly 2 it....

i really wish tt i could b wif her...lolx...so i did mi hmwk ...wish they r accepted by the teaches...a bit lik anyhw do de...lolx...

i love her...bb

plying basketball on 10:00 PM


Monday, August 21, 2006
hate miself...


i really am inhuman...i dunno wad i've done...regret it deeply...v deeply...

i rmbed borrowing uniform frm kelvin in the morning...den i was late...missed mi bus den rush frm west mall till his hse...den we walk 2 skool

den in skool...we start doin sm hmwk...it all seemed fine...perfectly fine...

den we reach classrm...den we sat down...the whole day no mood 2 study de...dunno y ...den mi math...the best of all of us...nearly pass...bt still fail...kelvin oso ...he's is physics...best among us...nearly pass

den it's lik ...haix...had mock exam n all tt...kelvin slp almost the wholt time thru...den i drew heart shapes n all tt...waiting 2 give her...

den it's lik we played after eating...smth lik we call him mr attractive...all tt ...den dunno y he so fed up den chase after us...den i called him again...he chased mi...all de way...den he nearly tapped mi ...wanna hit mi ...den i increase mi speed....

i heard a sound den turn bck...he was on the floor....bleeding

i was shocked ...confused...nervous...dunno wad 2 do ...haix...i really dunno ...i caused it n i am so confused...we took him 2 the general office...den i waited outside...den it's lik ...thought of it ...den i cried...den kneel down ...den all tt...

so embarassing...came 2 thought of it...fancy a sec 4 ppl crying lik tt...i didn't really noe wad i was doin...bt den i heard tt i keep hurting mi self...wadeva a zhi bi zhen de ren will do ...

den it's lik i went 2 wash up

den many teachers surround mi n console mi...actually felt v pai seh sia...so many ppl lik consolin mi when i nt the one injured...bt really v sad la...we did so many things 2gether...den ihurt him ...felt so super remorse...

oni juz nw ,i hear he bck hm le...i so hpy...bt dun dare call him...wish he get well soon...

sry kelvin...mi best pal...

plying basketball on 7:14 PM


Sunday, August 20, 2006
did smth regretful


let's start frm the beginning...yesterday...the skoolin was quite nice la...gave her a lollipop n choco ...owe her de

den it's lik ...went 2 eat den oral lerx...b4 tt...i was tokin wif cheng en n aloy...den i finally saw the cally...dun think she really look tt awful nice in her real person...

bt den 4gt it...bt her atttude oso gt sm small probs ...

den it's lik oral...felt easy la...dunno y teng they all say difficult...den it's lik ...went 2 art rm...den do the art lolx...pasting the second layering lerx...den it's lik ...went 2 play bball...den i wasn't serious cuz i wanna conserve energy n concentration 4 doin art later on...n oso 2 train mi so called one metre away frm three pointer...

i scored...7/10...it was a record...scoring 70%...i can use it lerx...

den it's lik...after art...went 2 eat KFC...annabelle they all scared of ghost...den i made the sound produced by the maid...tt kind of high pitch screaming when girls c a ghost...i was impressed wif mi skills...cuz it's lik i long time nv scream till lik tt lerx...

den i went hm...den tt's all 4 it...wif u till u slp...wish 4 tt 4eva...

den it's lik nxt morning...woke up n rush 2 meet teng hui...haix...he go ... again...haix...it's disappointing smtimes...

bt den we went 2 meet kel they all den eat le go art rm....lolx...edmund made a durian hotdog bun...sounds nice...bt i dun wan taste...i will oni get mocked at...smth lik"the bird test mi product..."ed sure say de...

den it's lik we went 2 eat lunch n all tt...blah blah ...till 4 pm...didn't accomplished wad i wish 4 ...bt nvm...mi target was too high...tt i noe la...

den it's lik went 2 cut hair wif kelvin...smtimes can't stand it...many ppl say we look alike...den it's lik ...smtimes i was hpy ...cuz we do evrything together de...den it's lik alrdy lik super twiny la...if we r real twin den gd...bt den i oso feel tt at the same time...i dun think i look lik him...so y do others say lorx...i'm more inferior 2 him...he's better in many aspect...even looks...he really has tt charm which i dun have...

den it's lik...i really felt sucky la...den we went 2 cut hair...it was nice la...the way the whole system work out...bt i personally think tt i dun suit tt hairstyle...hear properly...it's i dun suit the hair...nt the hair dun suit mi...

i feel tt i too ugly 2 have tt kind of hairstyle...

den it's lik ...went 2 west mall...frm afar,teng hui they all can't recognize us...den they decided 2 take pic of us...i dun wan take de...i thought kelvin wun wan...cuz he hate takin pic...den it's lik in the end he stand straight ...quite a pose la...in the end took one...

den went 2 jurong enter...den played...mi n kelvin both broke our own record...

den it's lik ...went hm...hate teng hui la...wad he did...

den went hm...den went temple...den the person...i alrdy point where 2 go ...den she dun uds...fk de...den we took several de tours b4 we actually went in...den it's lik i went hm alone...den chat on msn...den teng hui lik say sry la...he seldom say de...so was touched...bt den ...i wanna say oso den he offline lerx...

den bt den i think i oso at wrong la...i shudn't tell others he ... b4...actually i wasn't purposely de...i didn't noe tt she dunno...bt den nvm den ...i can't seal mi lips tight ...tt's all...

i love her n miss her...wish 2 c her asap ...

plying basketball on 9:14 AM


Thursday, August 17, 2006
big hatred day ...


omg...the whole day ...i felt tt i hated them them n them ...hu else lorx...teng hui edmund n kelvin la...provoke mi till lik tt ...i felt lik i dun fit 2 b human in their eyes...

den it's lik lion dance...the guys say wad c us small let us have a chance 2 perform...siao...den when we c they lion dance...i can vomit blood lerx...tt one call lion dance...they even more funny den us lorx...

den it's lik went 2 art rm...den went bck lerx...went 2 caltex...ate cornetto den sat down n talk...

den went hm...she's online...so hpy...chatted wif her...den goin 2 slp lerx...lolx...

haix...wish i can b wif her always...haix...den sunday fancy paper noone buy wif mi...omg...

plying basketball on 11:10 PM


Wednesday, August 16, 2006
days of reckoning...dying soon


monday start ... it wasn't gd 4 all the days...it all sux...the whole thing sux sux sux...

went 2 skool...den it's lik so tiring...lol...i bought the top up card...den it's lik ... so hpy la...gt 2 use mi hp lerx...bt actually it's lik hpy 4 nth la...dunno la...wasn't mi day ... so fan der lorx...it's lik ppl flooding mi sms ... omg... i dunno la...they so fan der lorx...i juz can't stand it derx...smtimes...

den it's lik after skool , gt mock exam la...den i oso 4gt wad happen le...haix...

den i rmb at nite...smth happened...can't 4gt tt...haix...

thought i would b dead the nxt morning...bt didn't...escaped mi death...den went 2 skool...haix...bt den dun have geog mock exam ...so gd...

den it's lik ... omg...den after skool...played bball...all tt...den went hm ... den it's lik ... dunno...

den 2dae lerx...i dunno...yesterday suffer some blows cuz i bang the walls n tables...

den it's lik ... haix...bought lollipop 4 amanda ...lol...haix...i dunnno wad 2 say...
i oso dunno y ... i've been sad recently ...haix...i gtg lerx...

i love her...jia you...!!! bb

plying basketball on 10:17 PM


Sunday, August 13, 2006
omg...training the whole day...tiring...


haix...morning wake up...did sm stretching larhx...den it's lik went online...den went 4 lion dance training...lolx...learnt quite alot of the drum...omg...gt blister on mi finger...wad the heck happened lolx...

den since oni gt mi roderick n coach...we had special request...cuz our coach is fighter ,muay thai de...so he teaches us basic skills...

den it's lik ...meishan came lolx...didn't inform mi de...diaox de lorx...

haix...den it's lik went 2 bt timah hill there...lolx..did a lot of trainings there...

saw monkeys...there de one part gt a lot...den i did alot of physical type trainings there...

den eat dinner den went hm...finsished mi hmwk...den gt 2 slp lerx... haix...

y muz u hurt urself...it hurts...really much...mi tears juz rolled down n u dunno...

haix...aiishiteryu...bb

plying basketball on 10:43 PM


Saturday, August 12, 2006
the past were bad dreams...nw ...i start anew


juz when i thought yesterday would b one iof mi nicest day ever after the 2 weeks of bad luck...i was totally wrong...depressed 4 yesterday...dead...revived at 12:06...

den it's lik ...quite well thru out the lessons...haix...den it's lik math le...i noe i wun gt gd results...haix...when mdm lim say gt 3 ppl hu rank 6th in class...den it's lik i thought ...wun b mi...bt den it was...i was so shocked...A2...4 paper 1...

i was so rejoiced...bt den the big one was oni about 2 come la...after skool...o lvl result...chinese...i expected a fail...cuz mi written paper de comprehension evrytime de ans too shrt...

den it's lik ...when teng hui came bck...it's lik ...he said i gt B3,mi targeted result...i was shocked...i went 2 the front...retrieve the result...can't believe wad mi eyes were seeing...omg...

den it's lik ...i thx de teacher...the teacher thought i was jkin...bt den nvm...edmund was another hpy one...though he oni gt a C6 bt den 4 a expected F9 student 2 gt C6,it's lik a miracle...thus, it was great...den it's lik went 4 art...den went oral de practise...

saw her...i was hpy...the whole day didn't go welll...kelvin n teng hui wasn't hpy...tts enuff 2 affect mi mood...

den played bball...lolx...i noe wad i'm lacking in lerx...

den it's lik went 2 dentist wif kelvin after dinner...quite late...den it's lik...sms her... omg..mi hp goin no money lerx...den mi mum called 2 say can't use com...siao de...i was thinkin after i tell her mi results,she will b hpy n return mi my com de wire...

den it's lik...reached hm at 11 ...den i was goin 2 tell her...when she scolded mi...omg...den i was so angry tt i went 2 tell mi tuition teacher...den mi tuition teacher said gd...i was hpy 2 hear tt he was surprised wif mi results...

den it's lik mi mum overheard the conversation abit...den it's lik she heard tt i got bck mi chinese results...den she ask mi hw was it...i tell her b3...she wasn't satisfied at all...omg...n compare me wif other ppl...when edmund can get a new handphone when he gt C6...

den it's lik i vow 2 miself tt mi life will nv b the same...oni vengeance...untill 12:06 den one new msg received...frm tt look ...i can't belive mi eyes...den it's lik ...tt msg decided mi fate 4 mi...

den it's lik ...morning...mum gave mi bck mi com wire....finally surrender 2 mi coldness...den it's lik i online den she oso online...den ...lolx...was hpy...den yuan li say gt free ticket 2 watch the philips cup...saw jin kai there...

it was nice la...the show...quite nice...den after tt...we skipped the last match den went 2 yuan li's hse 2 take his bball...den play bball ,used lay up...more den b4 lahx...shud i consider tt an improvement?

den it's lik came bck hm...i dunno bahx...quite late lerx... wanna make her the happiest girl in the whole world...i love her...

den came bck hm...lolx...

plying basketball on 11:15 PM


Thursday, August 10, 2006
kelvin's b dae


lolx...it's mi bro de b dae...so nice...i thought evrything will b touching 2 him ...mi arrangement...bt den it didn't seemed so ...lolx...morning...meet teng hui...he was exceptionally early...4 the 1st time ever...den it's lik ...pack mi things den meet him...den bought lollipop n chocos...den went 2 kel's hse...without tellin...he was surprise la...bt den isn't tt kind of super overjoy

lol...den we went down...den it's lik ...sat there 4 bout an hr
den we went 2 west mall...amanda's voice was really quite surprising...bt den nvm...it doesn't affect anything bahx...lolx...

den it's lik...went 2 JE...lolx...ate long john...den play initial d...lolx...kelvin strong sia...though the 1st 2 rounds i win him...t the nxt two rounds he super cool...win mi ...den it's lik ...wasn't hpy...wif mi car n all tt...

den it's lik went 2 watch the movie ...lolx...the fast n furious tokyo drift...so nice...lolx...han is so strong bt he die...tragic death...haix...

lolx..den gt tt kind of feeling 2 drift again...den this time...i ask 4 her ans...n she answered mi wif mazda rx-7 savanna fc3s...lolx..tt's cool...lolx...ok...gt sm parts which i noe gt room 4 improvement lerx...

den it's lik evryone were sick...i mean mi kel n teng...lolx...went west mall...oya...kelvin lost his yzak ...haix...the stealer let mi noe i sure kill him...

den it's lik ...evryone sick la...den kelvin thought he lost ten dollars...actually is he 4gt 2 include the price of ljs n the movie ticket...lol.x..weas nice...the day...

at nite...chat wif shermine...she's a nice girl too...she say i gt chance bt i dun think so bahx...we live 2 make others hpy oni...lolx...amanda is actually frm broken family bckground...omg...mine is oso goin 2 ...kelvin...he's bro bao do him smth...dunno wad...lolx...

wish him n all the 4e4 pass our o lvl...lets work together...wee...hpy b dae kelvin... wish u will rmb this day 4eva...n gd luck 2 amanda n shermine too...lol..


bb

plying basketball on 10:45 PM


Wednesday, August 09, 2006
haix...i juz fell deeper in ...


lolx...it's lik ...one month between mi n huimin ...lolx...den went 2 fetch her...den we went 2 play initial d...haix...felt lik mazda rx-7 fd3s type r is the best...akagi...2 31 ...at least is the best among all others...haix...bt i dun wan kelvin 2 say i copycat ...haiz...

den it's lik went 2 eat dinner at united square...the day was gd la...till i reach hm den jomelle tell mi a different stry...haix...in the end...i felt lik a failure...dun wanna care le la...

on the other hand...haix...i'm such a dropout...among mi frenz...haiz...they all gt the charisma...charming...one shuai ,one cool , one cute...wad bout mi ...nth...initial d bball n study oso lose 2 em

den it's lik ...fell deeper into another web...haix...

aiishiteryu 2 her...wish 2 b wif her...if i was given any chance...

plying basketball on 12:08 AM


Tuesday, August 08, 2006
1st dsay n u stabbed mi heart ...deep inside...


it's lik ...dunno...went hm after mock exam ...b4 tt...bought the t shirt 4 national day de...den went hm....lolx...

den it's lik ...discuss the initial d outing 2molo...gonna use mi trueno 2 trash mi fren de cars...nt i wanna b bad guy bt den if lose 2 noob sure disgrace de...

haix...i love u ...i dunno wad really 2 type...u juz hurt mi ...when i juz c u once... speech so cold...eyes so fiery...haix...i wish i could b wif u always...cuz u r ruly mi superwomen...

i luv u ...

plying basketball on 12:17 AM


Sunday, August 06, 2006
toyota trueno gt apex ae86 sprinter,akina downhill...3 min 09 sec...


lolx..frm mi blog title ...u can guess wad the main theme of the 1st day is abt le bahx...hahaha...

den it's lik morning...tok wif huimin...den in the afternoon...i really feel lik goin 2 play arcade...den smone ask mi whether if tt time tt smth happen i will b hpy...den i say yes...den it's lik...dunno lerx...she didn't reply...frm wad i rmb...den i went 2 entertainment 2 play initial d...den it's lik full tuned mi trueno...lolx...den play qiu ming lik hell....den it's lik...wa...in the end.. the last time attack...3 min 09 sec...beat kelvin de 3 min 10 sec...2 those initial d noobs...4 ur info...1 sec means a lot of difference...a car can approximately go 50m in one sec...

den it's lik so super duper hpy...den went hm...den go 2 help carry things 2 mi father's temple...den went hm...den sit around...den smth juz happen b4 i knew it...shocked...bt i dunno hw 2 react...it seemed 2 b hpy...shudn't it...

lolx...den it's lik...mi lu bing was the superband...lolx...haha...den i lik hyuga neji frm naruto de...he's so damn cool...bt den nvm....

lol...den it's lik ...nxt morning...den went 2 city harvest church ...told mi mum i go art exhibtion...anyway...was late...had a whale of time there...den jack neo was there...lolx...den oso gt hear sun's voice...(local singer) ...

lolx...den went 2 suntec...lolx..or shud i say...marina square...lolx...den played arcade...den went bck...den it's lik ...wanna play bball...so went 2 cc 2 play bball...

den it's lik...omg...super rough...hurt mi knee n ankle...bt still can play abit...den it's lik both times ...different team ...bt den the teamates same character de...

it's lik ...all solo kia...i noe i needa count on em 2 score 4 mi...bt den ...they muz trust mi passing ...all mi teamates n oppoments were shock when i gt the ball cuz mi passing came out of nowhere...bt still the same...after mi teamates score...they didn't realise tt they nid mi passing den juz solo their way thru...den it's lik...omg...noone trust mi except the second team leslie.... trust mi bt den the other teamate dun trust de...fk him la...if nt both match they pass 2 mi den i pass bck...wanna trash oso can de lorx...

den it's lik went bck...nw i felt so bad...mi heart felt so heavy...mi burden ...mi responsibility...so heavy...enuff 2 crush mi down straight...bt den ...live still goes on...

haix...wish i were really a tweety bird sumtimes...flying frrely in the air...haix...

so tt's all...btw...tt girl hu make this chain so complicated...made mi life complicated...wanna noe hu i'm refering 2 ...bt i dun suppose i will tel her anyway...it's herself...bt she made mi lose mi hope on her...switching mi vision therefore....2 amanda...

anyway...gd bye...gd luck 2 all readers...

plying basketball on 9:15 PM


Friday, August 04, 2006
hey...stop all these rumouring stuffs...


lolx...irritated all days...den it's lik...yestreday...meishan suddenly keep callin mi 2 go out la...haix...siao one lolx...den i was at hm...keep onlining...den it's lik nth much happen...jomelle was sick...sad 4 her though...haix...

den it's lik mi biao yi...keep sayin i neglecting her...cuz she online v bored de...haix...den it's lik alot of pppl spam mi wad...can't blame mi...den it's lik sort out mi initial d cards in mi album lolx...i got 31 initial d cards currently ...lolx...bt den i goin 2 give one of mi Mazda RX-7 Savanna Infinite 3 FC3S 2 Wen jie,mi former uncle of verock's so called family...

den it's lik nxt week tuesday wednesday n thursday r lik paradise 4 mi lolx...den it's lik super hpy...i gonna use AE85 n AE86 lerx lolx...

bt den ...haix...this morning...

mei shan say wanna pass mi letter...den go her hse there waqit lolx...in the end she make mi wait4 20 min...sure late lerx lorx...

den she say go skool den open the letter...den it's lik i rush 2 skool...still late...
den it's lik needa run around bballl court 5 rounds...actually nth 2 mi la...bt angrily...others run v slow...den i finish 5 rounds den they oni finish 1 n a half round...den they cme back after they finish their second round den they day they oso finish le...damn em lorx...make use of mi...bt den can't blame turtles lla...turtles plus pigs...

came 2 noe tt the letter is a love letter...dunno hw 2 reply her...if i accept...i think disaster will befall mi...den if i reject...she sure angry de...haix...dun wanna lose a fren ...bt den can't betray mi feelings too...wad shud i do ???

nth much reallly happen...hpy 4 hafiz...he's one of the person in mi math group...supposely...shud b mi marks better den him...cuz i leader...in the end he 2 grades better den mi...he got A1...i'm so hpy 4 him...lolx...

den it's lik...dunno...den after skol...quickly ran hm...haix...i dunno y ppl lik 2 pick on mi n strt rumours de lorx...when did i ever stead wif shiying or jomelle...

now clarissa,amanda n jomelle sure think i flirt lerx...diaox...ppl keep gossipin around...when i thought evrything came 2 an end...smth pop up again...

smtimes i really wonder wad wrong have i done lolx...haix....though i admit i dunno hw 2 control mi feeling 4 others...bt den i'm nt flirt till i will stead wif three at once lorx...even if i lik more den one person...i will oni choose one 2 go steady wif de...so ya dunno hu...the spreaders...the gossipers...if ya let mi noe hu u r ...b it a guy or girl...no mercy...4 guys...den i sure bash u , 4 girls...i ask ppl rape u ...

gtg lerx...bb...whew...aiishiteryu 2 those hu trust mi n nt the rumous n gossips...wadever u call it...

plying basketball on 1:06 PM


Wednesday, August 02, 2006
didn't wanna end all these...bt it alrdy ended...


lolx...haix...i shud start frm yesterday...lolx...it's lik i super attentive the whole day bahx...den it's lik after skool...den i went hm...switch on the com...n start playin...b4 tt ...i rmbred...ohya...in the assembly hall...edmund n alex they all keep teasing mi say i gay wif leslie...cz i saw his condom b4 ...diaox...den i strangle n punch him...

den the teacher caught mi den ask mi rwrite apology letter 2 him...den after tt...kelvin return mi the comic...den i read 4 less den one min...den called again by the same teacher...still say nv pick on mi...den he say rite apology letter 2 the principal...diaox lolx...

den in the afternoon...thought whole day...wondering n wondering...wad shud i do ... it's lik ...in the end...still chosen tt path...it was discovered tt she merely scratched herself...

den it's lik...i had no chance bt 2 take this path...it's lik...can't tolerate it...gt cheated 4 many times...n can't tolerate the way she treat her stead bahx...

den it's lik...felt super sad la...den in the end...told her bout it...the story closed...n a new book is yet 2 b written...

den it's lik...felt v stressed n pressured 4 the whole day ...gt headache...n "heartbroken" oso la...bt den ... i really can't keep tolerating lies...nt the 1st time lerx...

den i slept considered early 2 mi...

i dreamed of it...i can't belive it...cried in mi dream...n it was there...really stained on mi bed...it was heartbrokening ...y n y ?i was the one hu chose tt path...didn't i ?

nxt morning...den went skool...gt counsiling...cuz tt time cried...den it's lik the counsillor ask mi bout mi stress ...told him all...emphasising on mi frenship wif joseph...wanna b fren wif him back dearly...

it's lik math test was chicken feet 2 mi...den the rest of the period oso nth much bahx...den after tt math remedial...after tt...i vow i will rmb this...went 2 caltex...den i was so fed up...ed kel n teng throw mi bag on the basket...on the floor of caltex...den i angrily go n pick up n throw edmund's on the floor...i can't tolerate him anymore...den he put mine in the basket again...

den i kick his bag...he step on mine...den i kick harder he stomp harder...den he pick up his bag n kick mi...i wanna kick his ass ...bt kelvin stopped mi...went hm after tt ...angrily...

den it's lik saw te wei...the cutest n second shortest in the whole of sec 4...he's oso the 1st person in our skool 2 noe the unique passing frm takumi fujiwara of dearboys...den i was the predessor...modified it ...bt still nt as gd as te wei's...he's oso the shortest skool team player...4 'b' boys...

den we tok bout dearboys...tryin 2 cool down lolx...den it's lik reach hm le...joseph online n say he will tel mi whether can b frenz back again...cuz mi n verock stead tt time is lik frm 19 feb till nw bout 6 n a half months le...so wanna make the matter rest lolx...

haix...i reall regretted v much...y i always zai shi qu cai dong de nan guo ...haix...i really regret v much...yesterday's stupid decision...tt betting wif the god...i really wish time can turn bck...when i was still wif her...gd tt mi aunt was smart...she read mi blog n tell mi...she was right...losing trust was quite an excuse...haix...hw i really wish 2 hui dao guo qu

haix...i dun wish 2 type anymore...mi heart turns sand...spreading away...into the big desert of gaara...too much enemies n regrets nw...

plying basketball on 6:43 PM