Wednesday, May 31, 2006
wa...remedial remedial n more remedial
den it's lik i go art...den it's lik the whole three hours doin the same things...i realise tt mi remedials actually quite less lerx...compared 2 teng hui they all...haiz...bt smtimes ppl juz dun cherish wad they have n tend 2 ask 4 more...
den it's lik hafiz khan v daring lolx...come 2 skool wif a dyed hair...wa...den it's lik mi nowhere 2 go after the remedial...den stay in skool wait 4 kelvin 4 1 hr n a half...wa...den it's lik during tt period keep teachion teng hui sm stuffs...martial art de...dunno if he even care 2 learn...i might b weak bt i noe more den anyone else...the oni thing is i'm incapable of doin those...they say small means fast...some really is...ppl lik mi r exceptional...haiz...no stamina...speed or strength...haiz...
den it's lik i train mi punches n kicks...wahaha...i'm goin 2 b stronger again...den it's lik go physics...second 2 finish...one of the last 10 2 go...hw fast does the teacher mark...v fast right???
den it's lik come hm...den chng blog skin...later is really go pasa malam ler la...evrytime say wanna go den nv go...haha...gtg lerx...bb ...
i miss u ... tears flow down mi cheek...straight into ur body...bt nv reach ur heart...y???
plying basketball on 6:26 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
does ppl noe hw 2 cherish???
haiz...i dream tt i was fren wif joseph again...den it's lik after tt...den i was on a car or smth liddat...didn't really remember the dream...bt in the dream...mi n someone is still stead...den some tragic thingy happen...den i wake up frm mi slp...haiz...can't slp lerx...deni think the whole nite...mi sweat rolls down mi forehead...is tt an omen or gd luck nerx...haiz...i think bout smth else too...thru out the whole nite...den it's lik the air con so comfy...
den it's lik i dun dare 2 call her ... den it's lik i wait till 7 smth den i sms her...den i 4gt i'm late...wa...cuz i was lik 1/4 aslp...juz 2 conserve mi energy...den it's lik i was cryin as i type the msg...i regret typin it...the moment i send it...i was lik thinkin yi type it in the 1st place...i was lik thinkin i type tt den she wun feel tt stress tt i will keep wooing her ...dunno hw 2 say bahx...
den it's lik den i go 2 dover asap...wasn't really late though...den i was wearing a cargo or wadeva...a kinda shrt pants...den it's lik i went there den saw wilson...he laugh lolx....cuz i v 3Os wad...(odd one out...made miself)...den it's lik he say mine still gt ppl wear...bt jos is even worse...skool uniform...i was laughin mi @$$ out lolx(sry jo...takin ur quote again)...
den it's lik the haiz...the auditorium...the speaker v funny lolx...we r the best poly in s'pore...all tt sorta thingy...bua hiao bai...den it's lik gt free breakfast...i'm v kiasu lolx...take n take n take...haiz...hahaha...den it's lik in the paper plate on her face...i jump out wif fright...wad happen...den when i look back...it's normal again...y does things have 2 b liddat...
den it's lik all the dreams r reciprocal lolx...den it's lik i tok 2 joseph...den it's lik he ignore...den i felt vibration...sms...same thing...haiz...i', lik losin both ends of mi world...den it's lik i go back...haiz...den i go 4 a bloggin cuz...i thought is a v pro type de...in the end...they treat us a blogging noobs...teaching us does things tt i DUNNO lolx...
den it's lik gt free pen n all tt...den i quickly go hm...haiz...den it's lik i go 2 the phot finish shop 2 enlarge mi art compo...den it's lik go play basketball...i notice yeeteng blush on the way...n i dunno y ...lik usual...she will wait bout 3 hrs 4 mi...hahaha...
den it's lik they keep sayin yeeteng's mi new target...nt em...cheng rui...the rest noe...tt i nv really give up bahx...wa...play till sprain here sprain there...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...den i was lik sprain den sprain again...den sprain the other leg...hahaha...dunno la...though i off form...bt i noe i improve...cuz...if i off form ...i can't even shoot a ball...den i can score so much...sure improve lerx...
den it's lik i dunno wad 2 do nw lolx...den it's lik i go hm rather weak...den it's lik online n do nth else...wad shud i do???haiz...sianx...depressed...bb
plying basketball on 7:00 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
'o' lvl day...
hmm...the day started out fine ...actually nt fine bahx...keep thinkin of wad happen yesteday will make mi miss mi mood...bt wad can i do???i try 2 read comics...wadeva...bt wadeva i do...she will come into mi mind...haiz...
den i went 2 skool...rather depressed...if anyone did notice...mi eye is lik v funny lolx...evryone or anything i c oso use stare de...haiz...can't help mi mood bahx...wad can i do ...
den it's lik i look thru the window...i was shocked...i saw her behind mi in the reflection of the bus window glass...haiz...wad can i do...i guess i'm pure crazy... den i reach skool...butterflies in mi stomach...den suddenly...her voice came in2 mi mind ask mi 2 relax...WTF...i'm lik thinkin of her evry seconds...wad can i do?
den i go exam hall...den i was shivering wif fear...hu in the blue hell wun???haiz...when i nv even really study...den it's lik o lvl...nt mid yr lolx...haiz...den it's lik appeared 2 b quite ez when i use wad i think of...obviously...her...haiz...i rite bout the good deeds she's done tt make mi chng mi perspective 2 her...
den it's liok i nearly cry...bt of cuz can't...partly becuz i stomach v pain...no tissue paper...can't go toilet...of cuz...becuz of the essay...i dunno hw many marks it can bring mi...i juz rite 4 fun de...den it's lik paper 2 even more ez bahx...den after tt i go find her...den she cry on the bus...omg...den i wipe her tears 4 her...dun say i bhb...bt i feel tt it's dmth 2 do wif mi...haiz...bt she juz dun wan 2 say the reason...
den it's lik i oso feel bad...den keep wipin her tears 4 her...den it's lik den we go 2 her skool collect her results...den it's lik i wait there 4 bout lik 15 min???den we go yoshinoya eat...den it's lik so dam full lolx...hahaha...den we took 169 back...it's so damn FAST lolx.... den it's lik she v cold...bt wad else can i do...nth really nuch...mi status in her heart has decrease 2 a merely normal fren ...juz one step further frm a stranger n tt's it...
den it's lik we reach her hse den i ran hm...den it's lik i reach hm...saw mi new air con...a bit impressed...den vacuum the whole hse...den mi mum say later needa go pasa malang lolx...haiz...can't chat wif her online lerx...haiz...den it's lik ...haiz...
i decided on smth lolx...i nv really swear b4...though nt heavy...i will wait 4 her...
haiz...i dunno when...bt i promise her tt time i would pop the qn after 8 yrs...so i suppose eight yrs...i will marry noone bt her...if i really can't marry her...i would stay single 4eva...so ya readers r the witness...no matter hu i might stead wif...(smtimes things r unpredictable wad...)bt i wun marry em...i will marry noone bt her...
though this sound childish...bt den i thought it over b4...she's the oni one i think i would love...can't do without her...wa...later gonna go pasa malang lerx...bb
plying basketball on 6:41 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
frm this day on...@ least 4 nw...i will hate evryone...
haiz...@ least the starting part of the day was mixed wif joy n sadness bahx...i was watching the NBA western conference final... heats vs piston...wa...wad a strong match lolx...wa...den in the end heats won...yipee...den it's lik i was smsing wif verock ...den ...haiz...half happy half sad bahx...
den it's lik go play bball tt time den rain den i dun feel lik playing lerx...haiz... den i went hm...online...den tok 2 corrine n kaylin...kaylin's a nice girl...dunno hw 2 say...bt nt tt familiar wif her...n she muz b takin precaution bahx...since almost evryone of their skool heard about mi background info...
den it's lik i go 2 expo...on the way...thinkin of hw 2 find verock since she dun wanna tell mi where she is...haiz...den when i each there...i keep searching n searchin...bang by walls n ppl...2 crowded...i search 4 bout 5 rounds den i rest...i still can't find...when she say she's in the food fair...i think 2 miself...hw can it b...den it's lik i go search another 2 round till mi leg lik rotten gum or wad lerx...
den she finally say she finished her work lerx...den i quickly wait 4 her...i dunno...when i saw her finally...after 2 days...i really lik seeing an angel liddat...noone will really understand wad i mean bahx...haiz...den it's lik we went 2 take mrt 2 marina bay den back 2 cuzway...on the way...i finally ling ji yi dong...thought of 2 ways 2 ask her lerx...n i use both @ the same time...though nt super romantic...bt i guess it's better den askin her ..."can patch mahx"...smth liddat...too informal lerx...
den it's lik she say cannot...haiz...den it's lik mi whole heart shattered on the spot...on the mrt...juz lik dropping a packet of oreo on the floor...the whole packet shattered...haiz...den it's lik i walk her hm...i dun even think i needa eat anymore...sadness full mi whole stomach...
den it's lik she keep askin whether i wanna eat...i dun wan bahx...mi pride n evrything juz shattered into pieces...even a hundred hamburger oso can't satisfy mi...
den i walk her back hm...den she hug mi...sayin "dunno when can we meet again..."smth liddat...bt i juz knew...tt's as fren oni...mi tears alrdy come out bahx...den when the door close...i let out a thousand lone wolf cries...the whole condo might b able 2 hear it...2 mi it's alrdy v loud lerx...den i cry...frm there...all the way till i reach hm...till bout 15 min ago den i stop bahx...
haiz...i realise tt i keep wasting mi time on thinkin bout those thingies in the morning 2dae...haiz...hw should i open mi mouth n ask her patch,wad 2 do 2 maintain relationship...hw 2 treat her better...n mi character...try 2 stay as pri skool as possble...nt childish...bt other characters i've lost thru the yrs...haiz...i guess it's lik useless nw bahx...n when i'm cryin.... hu moes...hu cares...juz lik wad corrine's blog says ...though she say she rite 4 fun...
haiz...guess mi o lvl chinese result wun b any better den an f9 bahx...
plying basketball on 8:40 PM
sianz...wad a lousy ton...
waaa...evrything doesn't work out fine lolx...it's lik i chat wif verock on msn till she offline oni... den nth else 2 do...or i dun feel lik doin...den verock say she wun slp...i was rejoiced...bt den she still slp...bt den i oso gt lidat b4 lolx...
den i lpay NBA live wif teng they all...den dunno hw 2 say...trashed by em lolx...wa...den we go 2 mac...dunno 4 wad...den it's lik on the way they smoke again...den we come hm oni after bout 15 min spent sitting down @ mac...we come back...den watch video ...till 4 smth ...den they slp...i go 2 the living room...lie down...sn doze off @ bout 6 liddat 2 6 30...den teng woke mi up...2 accompany him 2 the toilet cuz he wanna mi hold 2 the dog while he pee...haha...
den it's lik i realise tt she's awoke alrdy... den i cal her...nt getting the reaction i expected though...bt still...a lil bit hpy juz tt i can hear her voice...i dearly wish 2 patch wif her...bt den... things juz gt 2 late lolx...den it's lik teng they all still in bed when we alrdy planned 2 go play basketball...haiz...demn i sneak out 2 post de lolx...hahaha...later go hm den post bahx...bb...i dearly wish 2 go her workplace...bt den i guess mi mum wun let mi go bahx...bt if i really can,i will try 2 go de...i surely will...
plying basketball on 7:22 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
haiz...the whole day depressed bahx...
wa...i woke up in the dead of the morning...den it's lik 5 30 lolx...no one really wakes up...den chat on fone wif mi...dunno hw 2 address her nw bahx...den it's lik she tired den slp ...den i went 2 go online...den guess wad..teng hui online v early lolx...10 am...@ least he wasn't late...
den it's lik i keep watchin videos...den suddenly...teng say gt ready...den i quickly bath den bout 2 go down...den it's lik mi dad came back n lecture mi bahx...den i quickly run 2 the bus stop... den we miss one bus...den took another...den it's lik we went 2 seletar...den on the way...things juz start 2 gt started bahx...but actually i was lik expected it...
den we went 2 the restaurant 2 eat chicken cutlet...den i was lik flip thru mi wallet den suddenly swords pierced thru mi heart...thousands of em...den we went 2 gym...haiz...so exhausted...bt i can tell it doesn't help mi muscle...den i went 2 play basketball...den rain...den we went 2 the arcade n pool...
den it's lik we went 2 bath,tour around,eat etc...the ice cream real nice lolx...hahaha...den actually we wanna go 2 the west mall cinema watch x men de...den we went 2 west mall...in yuan li's dad's car..den it's lik the car drive past verock's hse...haiz...den it's lik depressed greatly @ the sight of the estate...haiz...den i came 2 noe tt she works in expo 2day...
den iit's liik we keep smsing...den we went 2 west mall den the cinema si bei full sia...den we dun wan watch liaox...den we went 2 value shop,comic connection,ts vision n dunno wad heck place...ohya,...the fucking arcade...no initial d de...fk off...den we went 2 the 1st floorn saw the security n tok 2 him...the FOCAL security we met during the ball incident last yr...haiz...
den it's lik i wanna chng ...bt noone really give mi a chance 2 bahx...wad shud i do....???can anyone tell mi pls???...btw...ton @ yuan li's hse...2molo den go back chng blog music...bb
plying basketball on 11:18 PM
will it b a great day???i guess so ...
haiz...yesterday...i asked someone 2 make a choice bahx...it's lik i dunwan evrytime oso i say...dun wan break dun wan break...this time...i let her choose herself...so tt there wun b any regrets...though if really break...i would have been quite depressed or sad 4 awhile...bt den gd timing...the holiday den i will b able 2 puour mi heart out...instant ko...wa...
den it's lik she say she will reveal her ans this afternoon...by hook or by crook ...i muz gt it...cuz mi frenz r concern bout our relationship...wanna b the 1st person other den us 2 noe it...haha...actually...i juz dun lik this feeling of dragging lolx...dunno shud pin high or low hope ... the higher the hope,the more the disappointment...bt the higher the hope,den the more sense of acheivement u will gt...
haiz...tears...juz roll down mi cheek...mi fist clenched...mi heart swell...evrything juz turn into hatred b4 mi eyes...untill mi frenz tok 2 mi...things juz gt better...yesterday attempted 2 kill wilson...plus so much more things untowards happen 2 mi...haiz...
2dae...i'm gonna rock the whole place...seletar country club...it's so big lolx...n i'm goin 2 fight on...i'm goin 2 fight mi own depression n leave them buried @ one corner of the golf course n nv take back...haiz...den plus gt ice cream n chicken cutlet...special de...it's nt lik outside tt kinda stupid cutlet...bt top supreme de...den gym n basketball willl auto sweat out all mi stress lolx...haiz...pity is kelvin nv go...
i utterly disappointed wif him sia...wad the...he's lik teng hui's follower n security dog alrdy...fk lolx...he's attitude n character chnged loadxxx...lik tt kelvin i lo-blowed n kicn his dick twice tt kelvin...hu had no guts...needs frenz protection...act gangster 2 let ppl fear of him...hu smoke...evrything bt sparring skills...he can't even win mi sparring lolx...fk...
haiz...juz wish evryone hu r hpy...hpy holiday n advise those hu r depressed 2 take a walk by the beach ... feel the breeze... n relax urself...bb
plying basketball on 9:42 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
haiz...can't describe 2dae bahx...
yesterday,mi mum say monday...she will include air con in mi room...yipee...
2dae morning...went 2 skool...den i found out tt no matter wad i say...i will offend her...n someone thought i angry cuz she nv go skool...i dunno lolx...does mi tone really sound so harsh???haiz...4gt it...bt in actual fact...injuries r actually nth plus tt's nt her writing hand...actually if she can bear wif it sure can go skool de...haiz...
den it's lik go skool...den starting is we go the booths den vote...i vote 4 a useless bum cuz dun wan waste time...den it's lik ohya...remember mabelline is sec 3...shud have voted 4 her class lolx...den there's a race ... bt den those cars look v wierd ...made frm recycled items...
haiz...can't work in holiday...wa...den yusoffians idol v boring...the judge choose one song 4 em...den u noe wad???almost all of em sing i belive i can fly...stupid...hear until i can remember the lyrics liaox...
haiz...den quarrel n quarrel...den maintenance...all the way to i take report book...den ok lerx...den it's lik recess...btw...joseph's been even angry @ teng they all recently lolx...hahaha...haiz...den it's liki go hall again...den after tt...den we go outside kofi shop 2 eat...
den guess wad...the two form teachers come n sit wif us...bua hiao bai lolx...lik we welcome them wif red carpet 2 sit liddat...4gt 2 say bout mi class foto...i realise hw gay lookin i am in the fotos...i keep slouching...if i juz stand straight den can lerx...i 4gt lolx...i felt so wierd...i mean mi v wierd in the pic...den i remember i purposely loosen the tie...no wonder so wierd...hahaha...
den it's lik i dun lik it...waste moni lolx...haiz...den it's lik come back actually wanna all leave 2gether @ 3 30 de...den it's lik i gt 2 stay back cuz mi work v un finish ...lag behind loadxxx...den guess wad...in the end...when they left...zack goh become so nice...lik hw he tok 2 mi in sec 2 n beginning of sec 3...i lik the way he say "i believe u can do it"...sounds so encouraging lolx...
den it's lik i taje their advise den i found zaki lagging mi behind lolx...she juz nv fully explain evrything 2 mi lolx...den zack goh juz say...fill up the background...he think tt's the most major mistake...i immediately fill up...den it's lik yeah...gt mi composition done...wa...i so surprised lolx...quite acceptable lolx...2 mi bahx...hahaha...guess i finally gt the real meaning of composition lerx...
den it's lik i go hm tt time...on the bus ...an auntie ask an uncle where his daughter teach in...he say YISS...i felt so proud..the auntie suddenly say wad the...yiss sux ...the students there r so terrible...beyond cure n wadeva lolx...i wanna stand up n tell her there r talented n gifted students ppl there too...dun use generalise the whole group n insult evryone there...fk lolx...let mi hear tt frm u again i sure tear off ur mouth de...
den it's lik reach hm...wa...again...mi grsan ma @ hm...2 long winded person @ hm...felt so unez...mi day v frustrated n tiring rite???haiz...bt tacy n weina oso nt any better...2 someone...since u really lik ur fren so much...go out wif em bahx...den it's lik teng they all oso ask mi 2 go selatar country club again...yipee...comfy...luxury...evrything...bt @ Khatib...so far lolx...bt it's worth it...hahaha...
i love hehex... hahaha... i dunno hw 2 say...someone ... anyone...around the world...or minimise it... around s'pore...someone hu will live her life wif mi...smone hu REALLY care bout mi(nt sarcastic...)...smone hu will spare a thought 4 mi...smone hu will support mi...smone hu won't make mi sad...
bb guys n galz...aiishiteryuuuu!!!
plying basketball on 7:48 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
u v LOW class lolx...4gt it...it's all over...
the whloe day started out juz fine...@ least 2 mi...it's the perfect day 4 almost evrything lolx...haiz...juz tt will b bz thru out bahx...
btw...it's the last mock exam paper...wa...evryone look so desperate n tired...i keep drawing n throwing papers lolx...nt satisfied wif evrything...haiz...den it's lik the canteen auntie oni charge mi $1 4 all the stuffs ...normally all tt would have ezly cost bout 1.50 lolx...2 those LOW class ppl 50 cents sure is nth de...bt 2 us ...this kinda normal or really low class kinda ppl...50 cents can help us 4 life...
den it's lik okok bahx...den it's lik we went back...haiz...evry one v desperate 4 the skool 2 end soon bahx...nt juz mi...den it's lik i wet 2 north point 2 meet laopo...den it's lik i call mi mum n dad bout those kinda meet the parent session thingy...juz dun lik tt feeling...the feeling of fear...i scared kana caning...cuz mi art...damn tt art teacher lolx...haiz...i fail it ...d7 mayb still can accept...lowest in class nvm still...give mi e8...fkers...haiz...no point scolding here...lik any freakin ones will care...
mi teachers sure say i nt in safe range...if nt 4 mi art...i would have improve a deal lot...imagine tt...mi humanities frm f9 become d7...science maintain though...the oni lacking one is art lolx...i hate it...
deni t's lik we went 2 meet den eat @ long johns...den it's lik she keep complaining bout her hand...haiz...it's nt i dun understand her lolx...bt she dun need 2 keep complaining n nagging 2 herself de mahx...lik it would heal her...she should instead try Hocus Pocus...those alakazam ...kadabra...n sorts of magic words tt might miraculously heal her...
den it's lik i hate it lolx...wadeva oso say"i lazy "...evry one oso lazy de wad...den pain oso muz pull thru...hu will oso pain de ...bt can't juz stop in life n muz move on de mahx...hw can stop there let ppl heal u or die there...muz pull urself up n move on...bear a bit of pain den can lerx...n it's oni a shrt while wad...
den continue wif mi stry...actually wanna go bugis de...den rain nv go...den we @ northpoint den she say needa go hm early...denit's lik we go back...den take bus den stop @ the bus resting area...so FUN lolx...i finally noe wad's wrong wif attitude lerx...it's the luxury....life 2 comfortable lerx...haiz...bt can't blame ppl...condominium lolx...
haiz...hw 2 fite...bt @ least among mi frenz...mi hse is lik the second best interiorly...externally it's juz one b4 teng's...teng's hse...haiz...muz work hard lolx...financial assistance programme...muz repay dem horx...
juz nw saw laopo's profile...saw one girl called adeeva ...she's pretty in tt pic...bt den when i go her profile c...v ugly lolx...too much accesories n too act... hahaha...
n wad's so gd bout a tin of gel???isit so gd???wad bout jasper the unfrenly ghost...???n last bt nt least...one river...he so gd oso???wad do u get when u mix all three together...-s-h-i-t-****...so i dun find any big deal in em...
waa...so hpy 2 b compliment by others...haiz...juz lik i nt stupid 2 say de...compliments n the words i love u r v important...bt i dun think anyone say directly bahx...evryone will add smth 2 tt three words in front or behind it tt made it sound v untruthful...(muackz...laopo /laogong)...
hahaha...den it's lik i rather fren say 2 mi bt i wan a pure n truthful i love u ...might nt b tt love...as long as care n concern bout mi...tt's love...so dun think dirty ...i love u ...2 evryone... bb... inconclusion...i'm hpy n sad @ the same time...of cuz...more 2 sad by 2 %...49% hpy n 51% sad...haiz...hahaha...both sad n hpy... :) :(...///:::bb...
plying basketball on 9:58 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
yeah...yipee...finally smth solved...
haiz...yesterday nite was lik one of the worst bahx...i can't even remember bt it's one of the smallest misunderstanding we had been quarreling bout n extend 2 one of the biggest...lolx...haiz...
den it's lik morning go 2 skool is lik half dead...again...mi frenz would cheer mi up...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do lolx...teng hui still say envy us...den it's lik reach skool juz in time 4 the bell ring...jossy quite early 2dae...hahaha...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...sian lolx...the whole day is mock mock n mock exam ...
haiz...so damn sian lolx...the whole day is lik the exam is lik stress mi up...too sian lerx...den someone else stress mi up on the fone...mi heart is cryin...do ya feel it???haiz...i bet noone will b able 2 bahx...
den smth juz made mi wanna laugh out loud lolx...jossy keep slpin den the teacher pull his ear up...she say y so many water...evry one eeeee!!!it's saliva lol....on his mock exam paper...deadmeat...hahaha...
there r ppl hu cheer mi up...n there r ppl hu add insult 2 injury lolx...haiz... wilson...haiz...keep insulting mi so much tt i wanna bash him...den it's lik dunno hw 2 say...in the exam suddenly thought of one person hu i wanna spar wif ...he's a bastard...sry 2 those hu think he's gd or cute or handsome or wadeva...bt i hate n detest him...
den it's lik misunderstand smone in the whole exam bahx...can't concentrate den rush on mi work...bt nvm...the teacher wun really mark it...better den kel,ed n jo hu didn't did a single qn...hahaha...
den it's lik after skool go west mall straight away...waiting 4 a miracle 2 happen...2 makke sure of smth...2 test whether laopo still love mi or nt...
den it's lik i reach there she's nt there...sank into despair...den went 2 the sportslink fair...all the thoings so cheap...i wanna t-mac bball shoe...$79.90. , a AVIA jersey shorts wif pockets...den i can tuck in mi hands ...cool man...$9.90... den bike...!!! $79.90 the cheapest bike there lolx...
den it's lik i dunno lolx...i waited till 2.30...patiently waited...evry MRT train which come...evry hope...shattered b4 mi eyes... she didn't come down...teng saw mi @ bout 2 23...den it's lik he as mi wad i doin...i say waiting 4 verock bt dunno she will really come or nt...frm his eyes...i could tell tt he understand wad state i'm in...mi sadness n all tt ...den it's lik he ask if verock nv come den go join em...den it's lik @ 2 30...one more train came...
haiz...2 mi disappointment ...she's nt in it...bt somehw ...a force is resisting mi leg's movement...den @ 2 45...she finally come...no wonder smth resist mi frm moving....thanks 2 tt force...den it's lik ate @ mcdonald's ...
laopo still v unhpy...after mi lunch...we went 2 bball court 2 find teng hui n guys...haiz...she's still the same lolx...den i play bball...yeah...score a few balls...den it's lik teng hui smhw nt satisfied wif mi performance till mi assist...so beautiful lolx...bt he nv score...i more disappointed wif his performance den he's 2 mine...
haiz...wanna eat chocolate...hehex...haiz...poor mi...no moni 2 buy all the things i wan...sports equipments...fone...chocolates n tidbits, cao cao album... haiz...none of em lolx...n naruto comics...hahaha...
btw...thx 2 evryone hu chat wif mi currently ...hahaha..i love u laopo... aiishiteryuu!!!...bb
plying basketball on 7:30 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
haiz...sian de day...
2dae so sian lolx...u noe wad???all the lvl can go out or play all tt n oni us needa do wadeva mock exam shit de...useless exam lolx...imagine u needa go hm check ans urself...siao de lolx...evryone sure copy de...though i wun ...hahaha...
den it's lik jossy 2dae v angry in skoool wif teng they all...haiz...mi results sux lolx...haizz...i needa pass o lvl n go poly de lei...fk lolx...den after skool...dunno y nt tt hungry ...den bought oreo 2 eat...den go meet verock den did nth much except i learn bout martial art n smth else which i 4gt...
i think i remember lerx...i shudn't have always b other's dgo...do wadeva ppl ask mi 2 do...wanna pls tt person...cuz she might b mi nother...no offence...nt blaming her lolx...it's lik i volunteer miself de...bt den thinkin of tt i'm quite doggy or wad they say...maidish...bt i'm nt a maid...neither is crabbie...
n plus...i learn tt one shud always seek n understand a person b4 they really stead lolx...it's nt nice knowin a lil time n thought the person is the perfect pathetic angel in ur heart n after steading 4 8 days den show her true color tt type...nt worth it...
i oso dunno...a lot of theory juz gt into mi head...matchmaker muz memorize all de...hmm...waa...so LITTLE lolx...haiz...everlasting love...dun belive in tt...especially after the video yesterday..."true love can oni last @ the most 4 yrs oni...so girls better do tt fast 2 stop the man frm flirting"
den plus loadxxx of other theories...hmmm...wheniu recall den put down bahx...
gtg ...bb ...enjoy mi new blog skin...!!!hehex :)...bt actually i'm sad...haaizzz...
plying basketball on 8:47 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
hehex...the whole day...stressful bahx...
haiz...den it's lik whole midnite n this morning in a v v bad mood bahx...evrything change oni after i reach the study corner n tok wif yong sheng ... i did wad i have 2 do lerx lolx...yesterday n saturday i 1st time lik dog lik tt or wad verock they all say "maidish "...
haiz...den it's lik stupid lolx...den it's lik @ the morning assembly i "steam "den wilson keep sayin mi dick is 12 inch long...fk lolx...bt made mi relax loadxxx...den it's lik PFT test oso help mi destress...haiz...den i pull up dun even dare 2 do one cuz it's lik v high i dun dare 2 do even one pull up...haiz...scary cat ...
den it's lik recess 1hr 15 min lolx...den in class joseph is lik keep getting bullie n ed n teng keep whistling lolx...haiz...so sian lolx...sexuality tok oso v sian ...haiz...den after skool needa rush northpoint...bt den it's lik evrything is lik a bit ok lerx...den eat @ KFC den go 2 cuz way...denit's lik nth 2 do...bt den we bought big gulp...den we went 2 library...
i'm so damn bored there lolx...den dunno wadeva problem wif mi bladder...go urine loadx...den walk her hm...den it's lik mi mu called...guess wad...we tok 4 35 min bout the same thing...juz her scolding n nth else lolx...den i send laopo hm...den i went hm...
@ hm...i online n do smth ridiculous...mi mu ask mi rite wad can she do 2 teach(jiao in chinese) mi...i juz rite give mi freedom n all tt sort lolx...hahaha...den say b more lik mi frenz...evryday oso go out ..plus go out earlier den m,i...reach hm later den mi...as long as gt slp @ hm den gd lerx...smtimes even ton @ other's hse...
den it's lik v dunno wad lolx...i found out t i v harsh 2 tacy n she say nt juz 2 her bt all the girls... no wonder she think i harsh 2 her is becuz i lik someone else...i came 2 think of tt...bt wad can i do 2 nt b harsh...always liddat de...frm small...even when i'm in the wrong...things juz dun seemed lidat de...i'm harsh 2 evryone lolx...
hmm... i will mark this down n try 2 chng...bb...still gt tuition...
plying basketball on 7:35 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
yeah...i'm in christ!!!
wa...yesterday saw infinite justice model den nw crazy over it lerx...haiz...i morning v early wake up den online den wake verock up...den i ask her 2 wake lois up she dun wan...den it's lik she still sad i guess...
den i was lik planning 2 play basketball after the church thingy cuz her mum says tt it would b till noon oni...den it's lik i go n find leslie b4 i go 2 mrt...den it's lik i reach there den wait 4 em ...hahaha..
den it's lik on the mrt gave a sit 2 a needy...so gd ...hahaha..praise miself... haha...den guess wad...the queue 2 the church is so long lolx...den it's lik i finally noe the rock is 4 wad lerx...den it's lik the whole thing's fun...the songs n the humorous speaker...den in the end i'm in christ...dunno hw 2 tell u ...bt den i'm in christ lolx...shud b sayin smth lik i'm a christian lerx...bt den it's lik if mi parents noe i'm sure 2 b in dead meat...dunno wad 2 do...
den we ate @ carrefour...it's nice lolx...the terriyaki steak spaghetti...hehex...den we go smwhere 4 dessert...so nice lolx...the place...a pleasure...den it's lik went hm after tt...den met leslie den play basketball...won all three match ...praise the lord 4 tt ...
den it's lik doin nth whole day...come hm online n doin nth...haiz...oni can chat wif mi belved biaoyi ...hahaha...wish evry one gd lux...bb
plying basketball on 9:25 PM
BBQ day!!!
hahaha...2dae is lik so funny ...i oso dunno y...haiz...woke up so early juz 2 do mi english hmwk...so hardworkin(say mi own self...hahaha)den mi mum still scold mi...fk lolx...in the end oso no tuition lerx...den i eat roti prata ,oreo n choco...b4 i go 2 woodlands...btw...i helped tacy 4 her blog lolx...linked her lerx...
when i reach there...vicky's face was quite ok lerx bahx...compared 2 the past few days...den it's lik i keep dragging time...den we went 2 mac 2 eat...so nice lolx...i ate team A ...so damn nice...den we went 2 queue 4 bubble tea...den it's so nice oso...den all the tragic starts 2 happen frm here bahx...@ least 2 mi...
we went 2 find pussycat dolls's cd 4 lois...her voice v cute lolx...bt den the disc is lik 16.90...so ex lolx...bt nvm...2 mi it's worth it bahx...she will b hpy bahx...hope she will b ...den it's lik verock's turn 2 buy present lolxx...guess wad...we spend @ least 1 hr n a half 2 buy her stuffs...i can't belive tt lolx...she's lik nt scared time will run out lik tt...
den it's lik we wen 2 buy oreo den go buy ice den go her hse watch i nt stupid too...den it's lik ...dunno hw 2 say...still v touching bt it's lik watch so many times till i can memorize sm of the words lerx...
den go 2 the bbq which i think is the best bahx...noone really tok 2 mi...n noone snatching the food...it's lik the 1st bbq i can b full without buyin anything miself 2 eat...den it's so fun 2 mi...den 2 her it's lik nt fun lolx...bt @ least 2 lois it's fun bahx...tt's alrdy v gd lerx...the birthday cake really taste v nice lolx...
i think i'm a lil back lerx bahx...bt dunno hw 2 say ...i juz gt used 2 tok 2 those outcast de...lik verock's maid...noone really tok 2 her after they started 2 eat...den it's lik keep askin if she wanna eat lolx...den it's lik dunno hw 2 say...
i felt so hpy n tears rolled down mi cheek...no la...b4 it even fill up the whole of mi eyes,i rubbed away lerx...it's lik we go up...den it's lik lois hear the song immediately...i felt so hpy...den it's lik vicky had a flower on her hair really v nice lolx...add smth nt so lame ...hahaha...
den it's lik come hm lolx...den i help mi dad carry things up...without a lift lolx...den it's lik mi father so exhausted den stil dun let mi carry...i can b stronger den him de lolx...bt he wun belive bahx...haiz...wanna help him oso cannot...u c???nt evrything is i wanna offer help oso ppl will accept de so smtimes when thhey ask mi help em den i will feel reluctant...
den i come hm...i'm attracted 2 choco again...n water ...i love em lolx...they rox...hmm...2molo still muz bout 7 30 wake up...needa go online c hu will online...if strike lottery corrine will oso online...ahahaha...hope so bahx...den gd buy 2 evry one...gd lux...hehehx.x...
plying basketball on 12:53 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
hehex...mask wearing ceremony...
hahaha...it's lik closing 19th alrdy...juz nw...it's lik smth bad juz happen lolx...is she a prostitute hotline or wad???y ppl keep askin her 4 tt kinda service de...bt den i dunno bt if it's tt guy,i hate him...
jing ler so cool in the neoprint...compared 2 him...it's heaven n earth...still dare 2 do smth so inhuman...he think he's mi???hahaha...den it's lik hate him v much lolx...frm his stupid face...handsome or nt i dunno bt den it's idiotic 2 mi...
den b4 i realise it...we had an arguement again...jing ler,joel,adam n daniel so handsome lolx...i think so bahx...2 mi...they r above B lerx...bt tt's nt the issue bahx...all bout tt guy...we keep quarreling bahx...den it's lik drag the whole thingy till lik so long ...i oni noe tt i'm juz gonna turn a deaf ear 2 her n evryone hu thinks they understand mi v well...they understand mi too well externally bt internally ,they dun understand mi...
i dun think there's any family or gang as gd as 4na bahx...no quarrel,evryone share their trouble...evrything juz seemed 2 b greener on tt side of the field lolx...i wanna go 4na!!!...
if i'm gonna carry on living,i can't show others i'm a weak fellow,i muz show em i'm someone nt 2 b reckon wif...smone hu has hatred...
bt den 2molo goin 2 lois birthday party i guess...haiz...no money hw 2 buy birthday present...haiz...den it's lik so nervous lolx...lois is lik crabbie, corrine,beanna,draven,adam,daniel n mi senior Jing Kai...i think i will blush when i c em bahx...bt beanna nt so much lerx...i will keep wanting 2 leech em 4 dunno wadeva reason..idolise em as lot as hw i idolise jay chou n kin jun jie bahx...
den it's lik sunday still gt church lunch,goin 2 c lois again lolx...wish it's fun filled...sian...2molo morning muz wake up v early 2 do mi tuition hmwk which i didn't even toch the book since tt day...hahaha...
hmm...goin 2 slp lerx...wish evryone gd lucks...n if ya think i behave lik a naughty bastard...juz ignore mi cuz i dun think this will all end till i find enough ppl hui really care n understand mi frm deep inside...bb
plying basketball on 11:42 PM
hehex... 1 of the 9 ...miracles do happen...
2dae...morning...nt really on gd terms wif her again bahx...den it's lik go 2 skool... many ppl cheered mi up...nt many bt the 4na gang again...hahaha...den it's lik in class...physics still fail bt at least highest among our five man
...den matjh,shocking lolx..teng hui fail lolx...den guess wad...edmund was the highest...n i second highest...among the five i mean...wa hahaha...we both pass math...oni nine passers lolx...
den mi art fail...fk the teacher lolx...though she's quite kind smtimes bt she dun need 2 critisise others work b4 evry of their class mate de ma...she alrdy rite the remarks there lerx den let the studen t c himself can ler mahx...still needa announce lik tt ...mdm ang oso...attract attention by adding words which actually means the same thing...
teng hui v angry...actually evryone dun wanna go art remedial de...bt juz nw teng say they still gt go eventually...bt i dunno...it's lik noone else go...4gt it lolx...it's lik spend so much time 2 gt a fail...fk lolx...
thought things would gt worse cuz verock didn't seemed hpy again...den it's lik things doesn't gt better till we reached bt panjang plaza lolx...den it's lik she's back 2 normal bahx...happy nineteen laopo...wish u saw yesterday's post...bt wad's important is tt i will chng back 2 the mi last yr...n wun b aroused ez ly by things around mi...mi mental state will oso b stable...courtesy 2 sentosa i guess...or the basketball game bahx...
den it's lik we saw an awesome performance by pro yoyo players...den we went 2 walk around...den go library...den went 2 eat @ mac...b4 she went hm...
den she ask mi if i wanna go 2 lois's bbq party den i lik dunno lei...v ps lolx...go there without a present...???tt would leave a v bad impresiion lolx...wanna buy pussycat doll's cd 4 her...bt where's the money....haiz...
den it's lik i dunno wanna go or nt...laopo...she's sad when we went 2 her hse...4 dunno wad reason of cuz...
den it's lik i go bus stop...suddenly someone hug mi frm behind...tt scent... laopo???hahaha...indeed...dunno y she came bt i'm v touched lolx...hahaha...den i come hm ...dinner quite nice...hahaha...den it's lik come online so many ppl online...wow...wad a wonderful nineteen...
2 laopo...i love u ..i wish 2 come...bt den without a present i will feel v bad...haiz...sry...dun b sad...if ur mum really let den mayb i go take some of mi last saving 2 go n buy...though nt muc bt @ least enough 2 buy one bahx...hahaha...bb
plying basketball on 8:24 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hehehexxx...getting results...disappoint n happy
hehex...this morning so damn great ...i dun even noe i have 2 go 2 skool lolx...den i quickly rush 2 skool...juz in time 2 c chewing gum's face...i nickname him tt...our principal...1stly cuz he's mr chew,secondly ,he's face really v lik chewing gum lolx...
den it's lik yuan li patch wif gina lerx....hpy 4 him...bt hu will b sad 4 mi nerx...noone bahx...deni juz realise i'm almost back 2 last yr except in joseph's presence...i dun wan 2 act lik a childish lil bird...haiz...when did i become so uncool de...hahaha...bt den can't blame mi...mi face alrdy say 2 words...mean idiot...hahaha...
deni t's lik so anxious...all the results doesn't look appealing...haiz...chinese was gd...i'm proud of it...eng...frm teacher's expression...fail...bt i pass...den there is math...fail bahx...most probably...science...i think fail v bad...humanities fail bt 2 mi ...i'm proud...shrt by three marks oni ...better den f9 loadxxx lerx,n among mi n teng,ed,kel,jo,i'm the second best i think...den it's lik quite hpy in actual fact...
den it's lik after skool finally ...the day was long...2molo art remedial...sure v sian de...dun feel lik goin...plus it's the 19th lolx...expected 2 go out wif her...den it's lik dunno hw 2 say...wanna pon the art remedial...bt do i dare???
quite heavy in the heart...i ardy expect verock 2 b unhpy...dunno y...though the words in the sms appears the same...bt it gives mi a different feeling...when i saw her...mi prediction was right...it's so rushing 4 mi n i saw kelvin's mum n mummy wan qi ...
when i saw her...she was lik so unhpy tt it's lik she's cryin lik tt...den we went 2 KFC...den saw 2 couples n benjamin...haiz...mi prespective 2wards him haven chng a bit since tt cat incident...haiz...den it's lik i saw them goin 2 play basketball...den i can't resist the temptation ...
verock's still v unhpy lolx...den saw 2 jie fus on the way...junhe n daniel... DANIEL!!!-mi idol...hahaha...n we went 2 the basketball court 2gether...actually his face oni stands 40% lolx...the most important feature bout him tt attracts mi is his enthusiastism(dunno hw 2 spell) 4 basketball...
den when we reach there,tingxxx qn mi bout verock's mood...hw i noe lolx..she dun wanna tell mi lolx...bt her mood slightly chng @ the sight of volleyball...she hpy i oso hpy lerx...bt nw came 2 think of tt...i'm worse den a ball???hahaha...juz jkjk...i wun b jealous wif a ball...
den it's lik i play 2 on 2 wif daddy , adam n daniel...three round all r mi n adam ...i depend v greatly on mi another favourite idol ADAm!!!he's cool n powerful...he's almighty lolx...his volleyball so gd,basketball oso...bt told u i'm mean evil lerx...guess wad...i spy his movement n gt him all up...it's lik i can den pass him the ball de...den c all his skills...hahaha...he's quick...cuz he's leg is shaped in a way tt seemed v light n can cut thru the air...i dunno hw 2 say...u c hw he run n jump den sure noe lerx...
his jumping ability make mi think tt he's v tall...though disgraced...bt he's same height as mi...4 a sec 2,he's v tall...den it's lik he can jump v high...which is his oni strong point...bt den it's ther most important factor of basketball lolx... though jumpin is his oni ability bt it's wad a basketballer needs most 2 improve @ great speed...
den it's lik we played 1 on 1...i didn't expect 2 win daniel...since he's a skool team...i observed he's movements...he's those kind hu make sudden attacks...take two steps out of a sudden n shoot...@ the right side of the one ppointer...den it's lik he nv really jump...den he's defence is nt tt strong...bt he's sudden attack's quite fast lolx...den it's lik if he no blister sure can wad de
...i dunno hw n y...keep muscle cramps n ankle lock miself...fk lolx...so unlucky...denit's lik i won daniel 2 times...den won daddy one time den adam requested a 7 balls match ...den i win oso...bt all is becuz i observed them juz 2 well lerx bahx...den benjamin i observed him after scoring lik 4 balls...den hahaha...saw thru he's trick ...bt he's the most rough neck among them bahx...hahaha...
in the end benjamin say i count wrongly...dunno is i count hu's point wrongly...i think i nv count wrongly wad...bt den nvm...den it's lik suddenly say golden goal...mi leg sprained n cramp,den dun wanna continue le cuz next challenger is handsome daniel again...den i too exhausted lerx...it's nt goin 2 end lolx...den i juz dun wanna defend him n let him win lolx...no prize anyway...
den mi mum called again...wad a nuisance...den bt den go hm tell her result ler so hpy...cook salmon,return mi internet cable n all tt...den b4 tt when i send laopo hm...den did wad beanna they all insisted mi 2 do...bt den it's i dun dare 2 hug her in front of evryone...so many ppl lolx...mi mind is lik last yr again...gd thing is mental prob will juz gt away frm mi n i will nt gt aroused by all things around mi ez ly...bad is i will b too sociable 2 sm ppl ...so much tt i will hurt mi self in the end again...
laopo...i love u ...bb
plying basketball on 9:00 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
the 2 tiring day...!!!
hahaha...courtesy 2 mi mum,can't post 4 2 days lolx...v GD horx...haahaha...i'm goin 2 rite mi accout as an `st eye witness of wad happen last 2 days...(sounds lik a letter writing)
hahaha...i went 2 skool...last paper sia...i felt so hpy...after 10 05 ...i straight away go 2 find verock n beanna ...yeah...actually wanna ask beanna go jurong east de...bt i dun think she will oso gib teng hui any great big chance n they had their own plan lerx den 4gt it...hahaha...
so hpy :)...i bout a month or so nv saw beanna lerx...no lahx...in the library saw 2 times lerx...bt it's still a couple of weeks nv saw her lerx...she's fun ...den it's lik i waited 4 15 mins again...hahaha...den 2 keep miself occupied,i stare @ the sky...den smone thought i angry...
in fact both thought i'm angry...i wasn't till ...it's lik we were walkin 2 cuz way...den verock suddenly walk v fast...den beanna keep smsing mi 2 ask mi walk wif her...y shud i when verock is tryin 2 cool down...she oso keep sayin she's verock's stead...den it's nt mi own responsibility,she oso ...den she herself keep walkin as slow as a snail...
den we wen 2 the toilet when verock stepped on mudshit..den we went 2 toilet...den she so unhpy...i was quite hpy cuz beanna keep chasing mi...resemble smone loadxxx...hahaha...den it's lik we went 2 KFC...den they laugh bout their shared dreams...den sm bitches come in n stare @ beanna n verock which starts a staring competition...
den we took bus 2 cck den i was lik dunno hw 2 say lolx...nt really quiet bt nt really noisy...n verock v NOISY lolx...the surprising part was beanna was the most QUIET in the whole bus...den we saw draven...he's a cool n quite handsome guy...nt his look it's his muscle definition n his height
den it's lik we went 2 k box...den it's lik they keep forcin' mi 2 sing wif draven ...den it's lik i gt so confused wif the tune ...draven sing a different music...bout 50% or more islik nt even part of the song...excpt 4 the lyrics...den the rap parts he no tune...den i was lik ...sry...dun angry if u saw this ...@ least female song u sing quite nice...u seemed 2 b more familiar wif their songs... probably u r a great fan of Jolin Tsai bahx...
den i wanna say sry 2 em lolx...i oso sing v lousy...can't catch up v breath plus voice become lik shit...last time nt lik tt de...can't even mimic any singer's sound lolx...i'm so poor...n in beanna n draven 's presence lolx...draven ...its lik syaoran n yukito lik tt...admire him...nt the love kind bt juz lik idol lik tt...his character v cool lolx...den it's lik i dunno ...embarassed @ the thought of it...
den beanna...i dunno hw 2 say...bt she keep sayin i sing better den adam... haiz...muz she mention his name @ tt point of time?hahaha...keep comparing mi wif him lolx...den i was lik thinkin she's sarcastic...adam sing should b quite nice ...haiz...dun compare mi wif him!!!...den i juz ignore...
i dunno...verock juz seemed 2 gt angry the whole day @ different point of time...u cool her down one time she will gt angry hours later...(coutesy 2 corrine's tag ,i noe it's nt her character bt her attitude...)den it's lik the time drag till i was late home...v late...den mi mum is lik havin silent quarrel wif mi...i dun care a damn...hahaha...
nxt morning...i wake up @ 5 40 again...hahaha...den it's lik she oso wake up lerx...den it's lik i start 2 inteact nt a lot bt lil bit wif mi mum in the morning...still in quarrel mode...den it's lik i told her i will b goin 2 sentosa ...den it's lik i went 2 fetch verock...hu in the blue hell noes time will drag so long...i waited 4 2 hours lolx...
den saw crabbie...den smone notice i blushed...n they think is becuz they all come 2gether n ask mi greet them...which might b one of the reason...the second is crabbie...dunno y lahx...thrid most important ,lik draven's case,daniel...he's mi idol...,i idolise him...
den we went 2 veorck's hse there n again...a few minutes drag 2 35 mins... she shud nickname herself time dragger ...den we were obviously too far late...den we went 2 KFC n takeaway 2 bus inter...where we had our meal while waiting 4 bus...the bus came smoothly QUICK...den we went on the bus den set on a trip 2 sentosa Palawan beach...den she dun wan swim i oso dun wan swim...we lik qurreling again...
till mi frenz persuade her finally...nw i finally noe hw powerful either she or mi frenz r...it's either mi frenz perform magic n make her listen 2 them or she idolise em or she thinks tt mi frenz r more important den mi...den she agreed 2 swim...bt in the end ...tt shudn't sound unhpy cuz she nv waste mi $3...which is mi main motive...2 nt waste mi money,though still quite unhpy...bt tt unhappiness fade away ...bt i still can't bear in when dunno wad in the blue hell did she tell mi frenz lolx...they keep sayin i force her 2 come...attitude...yucks...i juz ignore...
den when we were goin 2 bath,i lend her mi towel...3 mins turns 2 30 mins...there again...time dragger...haiz...den i went 2 bath ASAP...of cuz...10 min...when i'm out,i juz dun feel hpy lerx...den we went 2 take bus 188...den verock lie on mi shoulder oni theyu os c till lik tt...mi shoulder dunno stained wif a few hundred strands of hair ler lolx...go hm evrytime muz pluck out den can throw in washing machine...bt she didn't drop a strand since the 1st time she lie...
den we went 2 mac...on the way...i saw kelvin smoke..i was freakingly pissed off...the lady luck wasn't gd 2 mi 2dae either...splashing mi wif waves...fk lolx... kelvin completely chnged since tt time we separate ways @ jossy n verock saga...
things doesn't seemed well lolx...@ the beach i saw lerx...bt i 4gt it bt he made mi remember 2 hate him...i hate smokers!!!u r mi rival ...
den kelvin n teng lerx...ed say he wun...hu noes...kelvin oso say he wun...den fk...jossy the leech is lik leech ppl without his own sense of direction...he's influenced ez ly...i noe him 4 yrs lerx...understand him most lolx...
i warned them dun teach him hw 2 smoke...no one take it seriously though...if i find out he smoke...joseph...b prepared 4 a spar...
den i send verock hm...haiz...den it's lik i dunno hw 2 saay sia...she v scared...@ 1st i was quite scared...till alicia,,corrine,claire,ming shuang,daniel,draven n last bt nt least mi spine provider,mi father struck mi head n i noe i dun needa b scared...
i thought verock was possessed...den she wasn't so i look around n spot one...hahaha...bt i didn't tell her of cuz...she's late hm n her mum scold her...
extremely upset lerx lolx...corrine was quite right bout her attitude...n her time dragging habit...dunno lahx...i juz dun lik it when she dun even noe when she lose face in front of evryone...bt den haiz...i oso dun care lerx lahx...shout all u wan , b angry all u wan...i oso dunno hw 2 chng u oso ...
i will post again later...thx corrine,beanna,crabbie,daniel n draven,ya give mi wonders this 2 days ...post 2 nite...
plying basketball on 8:56 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
14th May 2006...(sounds stupid bt meaningful title...)
2dae...morning 5 am...haiz...considered still the same thing goin on lolx...i really didn't noe laopo sent mi any msg...haiz...i was lik slp 1 sec b4 she send cuz when i slp...it's bout 11 20+ n she sms @ the same time...excluding the seconds... hahaha...den she say she tired ...needa slp...
i dun even noe wad i'm doin...den i go online...den it's lik kelvin saw i online den i voice 2 him...though he dun gib advice lik b4 bt @ least he listen bahx...dun expect tt much lerx...den i go read laopo's blog...
after tt mi mum saw i using com den ask mi switch off...say too early when it's alrdy goin 8 lerx...siao one lolx...den i go n read comics till lik 9 smth den she awake finally...i try 2 act as if nth happen...den went 2 buy roti prata...
long time nv eat lerx...v nice lolx...i add a lot of curry...love it loadxxx...den it's lik i go bath den go lerx...den it's lik i go laopo's hse den accidentally press wrongly...den it's lik press the bell which is 2 call the guard hse ...when i go up...laopo ask mi whether i wan a drink...though i'm super thirsty...ran here n there..bt den too ps den dun wanna tell her...
den it's lik v hungry den she gave mi apple strudel 2 eat...hahaha...v nice lolx den it's lik her sis voice v act cute lerx...hahaha...den it's lik some tragic really happen lolx...nt convenient 2 say here bahx ... bt tt left mi weak all over... n it happen thrice lolx...
i dunno frm when ..i start 2 keep lying on laopo's lap oso...den she will place her hand on mi head...lik mum n son lolx...hahaha...den it's lik can't help her in her art...mine is nt gd either...when it comes 2 drawing...oni anime n manga drawing works best 4 mi...
den it's lik we went 2 eat...den it's lik both damn hungry bt she finished 1st lolx...den we went 2 buy soft serve lolx...den we went 2 Kranji Beach...dun look lik a beach @ all lolx...seemed lik a mangrove swampy area lolx...bt mi laopo seemed 2 enjoy it...
i was quite reluctant 2 go down cuz i hate water n whenever the sun shine @ mi...i will v dizzy n those worms made mi sick...den in the end she dun even noe hw 2 wear shoes lolx...haiz...den it's lik so many things happen 2 her lolx2/3 i oso suffer...the leg n oso mosquitos bitez...den she even gt punished by a bird shit lolx...den she keep complaining...
haiz...i help her a bit...those which can b removed ...those obvious part...i smeer them on mi hand n wash lolx...den it's lik i dun lik it when we were walkin n she keep complaining...it's lik make a fuss out of lil things bahx...bt if it happens 2 mi i will oso a bit frustrated...bt nt as much bahx...alrdy nt tt obvious lerx...
den it's lik i calm her down while lookin 4 a bus stop back 2 woodlands...den the bus driver is the same lolx...den we went back...den she took the long cut home...den we rest @ the playground...den she go back...miss her loaddxxx lolx...den i eat @ Long John Silver ...addicted 2 it lerx...n 2molo i'm gonna eat there again lolx...hahaha...i'm gonna b the best customer they ever had...hahaha...
i miss u ...wish 2 c u 2molo...meet @ northpoint den go tiong bahru plaza 2gether lolx...hahaha...den it's lik so relaxing lolx...exam will b over bt still gt 'o' lvl chinese paper comin...the tuition teacher wanna aim 4 A2 4 mi...a bit crazy bt if i put in enough effort n hardwork nth is impossible...hahaha...den it's lik ...
miss mi laopo v much...14th feb,we watch i nt stupid 2 wif Joseph...14 March,a great day @ Marina South...14 April,book fair @ s'pore expo n a day @ Changi Airport...
i dunno y...all of em falls on 14th of the month...as if 14 is the day we stead... dunno y...evrytime 14 we will b v gd n 19 we tend 2 quarrel ...hahaha...14 is lik i dunno lei...evry 14th of the months r the best r goin 2 b the happiest day in mi life lolx... wish the 1st day we stead is 14 ...2 bboth of us...14 is lik more important den 19 n smtimes i mistooken 14 4 bring the day we stead...hahaha...
no matter wad...thx u laopo...i will love n miss u 4eva...wait 4 8 more yrs n i will pop the qn de...rest assure tt ...aiishiteryyu!!!!!
plying basketball on 9:25 PM
14th May 2006...(sounds stupid bt meaningful title...)
2dae...morning 5 am...haiz...considered still the same thing goin on lolx...i really didn't noe laopo sent mi any msg...haiz...i was lik slp 1 sec b4 she send cuz when i slp...it's bout 11 20+ n she sms @ the same time...excluding the seconds... hahaha...den she say she tired ...needa slp...
i dun even noe wad i'm doin...den i go online...den it's lik kelvin saw i online den i voice 2 him...though he dun gib advice lik b4 bt @ least he listen bahx...dun expect tt much lerx...den i go read laopo's blog...
after tt mi mum saw i using com den ask mi switch off...say too early when it's alrdy goin 8 lerx...siao one lolx...den i go n read comics till lik 9 smth den she awake finally...i try 2 act as if nth happen...den went 2 buy roti prata...
long time nv eat lerx...v nice lolx...i add a lot of curry...love it loadxxx...den it's lik i go bath den go lerx...den it's lik i go laopo's hse den accidentally press wrongly...den it's lik press the bell which is 2 call the guard hse ...when i go up...laopo ask mi whether i wan a drink...though i'm super thirsty...ran here n there..bt den too ps den dun wanna tell her...
den it's lik v hungry den she gave mi apple strudel 2 eat...hahaha...v nice lolx den it's lik her sis voice v act cute lerx...hahaha...den it's lik some tragic really happen lolx...nt convenient 2 say here bahx ... bt tt left mi weak all over... n it happen thrice lolx...
i dunno frm when ..i start 2 keep lying on laopo's lap oso...den she will place her hand on mi head...lik mum n son lolx...hahaha...den it's lik can't help her in her art...mine is nt gd either...when it comes 2 drawing...oni anime n manga drawing works best 4 mi...
den it's lik we went 2 eat...den it's lik both damn hungry bt she finished 1st lolx...den we went 2 buy soft serve lolx...den we went 2 Kranji Beach...dun look lik a beach @ all lolx...seemed lik a mangrove swampy area lolx...bt mi laopo seemed 2 enjoy it...
i was quite reluctant 2 go down cuz i hate water n whenever the sun shine @ mi...i will v dizzy n those worms made mi sick...den in the end she dun even noe hw 2 wear shoes lolx...haiz...den it's lik so many things happen 2 her lolx2/3 i oso suffer...the leg n oso mosquitos bitez...den she even gt punished by a bird shit lolx...den she keep complaining...
haiz...i help her a bit...those which can b removed ...those obvious part...i smeer them on mi hand n wash lolx...den it's lik i dun lik it when we were walkin n she keep complaining...it's lik make a fuss out of lil things bahx...bt if it happens 2 mi i will oso a bit frustrated...bt nt as much bahx...alrdy nt tt obvious lerx...
den it's lik i calm her down while lookin 4 a bus stop back 2 woodlands...den the bus driver is the same lolx...den we went back...den she took the long cut home...den we rest @ the playground...den she go back...miss her loaddxxx lolx...den i eat @ Long John Silver ...addicted 2 it lerx...n 2molo i'm gonna eat there again lolx...hahaha...i'm gonna b the best customer they ever had...hahaha...
i miss u ...wish 2 c u 2molo...meet @ northpoint den go tiong bahru plaza 2gether lolx...hahaha...den it's lik so relaxing lolx...exam will b over bt still gt 'o' lvl chinese paper comin...the tuition teacher wanna aim 4 A2 4 mi...a bit crazy bt if i put in enough effort n hardwork nth is impossible...hahaha...den it's lik ...
miss mi laopo v much...14th feb,we watch i nt stupid 2 wif Joseph...14 March,a great day @ Marina South...14 April,book fair @ s'pore expo n a day @ Changi Airport...
i dunno y...all of em falls on 14th of the month...as if 14 is the day we stead... dunno y...evrytime 14 we will b v gd n 19 we tend 2 quarrel ...hahaha...14 is lik i dunno lei...evry 14th of the months r the best r goin 2 b the happiest day in mi life lolx... wish the 1st day we stead is 14 ...2 bboth of us...14 is lik more important den 19 n smtimes i mistooken 14 4 bring the day we stead...hahaha...
no matter wad...thx u laopo...i will love n miss u 4eva...wait 4 8 more yrs n i will pop the qn de...rest assure tt ...aiishiteryyu!!!!!
plying basketball on 9:25 PM
14th May 2006...(sounds stupid bt meaningful title...)
2dae...morning 5 am...haiz...considered still the same thing goin on lolx...i really didn't noe laopo sent mi any msg...haiz...i was lik slp 1 sec b4 she send cuz when i slp...it's bout 11 20+ n she sms @ the same time...excluding the seconds... hahaha...den she say she tired ...needa slp...
i dun even noe wad i'm doin...den i go online...den it's lik kelvin saw i online den i voice 2 him...though he dun gib advice lik b4 bt @ least he listen bahx...dun expect tt much lerx...den i go read laopo's blog...
after tt mi mum saw i using com den ask mi switch off...say too early when it's alrdy goin 8 lerx...siao one lolx...den i go n read comics till lik 9 smth den she awake finally...i try 2 act as if nth happen...den went 2 buy roti prata...
long time nv eat lerx...v nice lolx...i add a lot of curry...love it loadxxx...den it's lik i go bath den go lerx...den it's lik i go laopo's hse den accidentally press wrongly...den it's lik press the bell which is 2 call the guard hse ...when i go up...laopo ask mi whether i wan a drink...though i'm super thirsty...ran here n there..bt den too ps den dun wanna tell her...
den it's lik v hungry den she gave mi apple strudel 2 eat...hahaha...v nice lolx den it's lik her sis voice v act cute lerx...hahaha...den it's lik some tragic really happen lolx...nt convenient 2 say here bahx ... bt tt left mi weak all over... n it happen thrice lolx...
i dunno frm when ..i start 2 keep lying on laopo's lap oso...den she will place her hand on mi head...lik mum n son lolx...hahaha...den it's lik can't help her in her art...mine is nt gd either...when it comes 2 drawing...oni anime n manga drawing works best 4 mi...
den it's lik we went 2 eat...den it's lik both damn hungry bt she finished 1st lolx...den we went 2 buy soft serve lolx...den we went 2 Kranji Beach...dun look lik a beach @ all lolx...seemed lik a mangrove swampy area lolx...bt mi laopo seemed 2 enjoy it...
i was quite reluctant 2 go down cuz i hate water n whenever the sun shine @ mi...i will v dizzy n those worms made mi sick...den in the end she dun even noe hw 2 wear shoes lolx...haiz...den it's lik so many things happen 2 her lolx2/3 i oso suffer...the leg n oso mosquitos bitez...den she even gt punished by a bird shit lolx...den she keep complaining...
haiz...i help her a bit...those which can b removed ...those obvious part...i smeer them on mi hand n wash lolx...den it's lik i dun lik it when we were walkin n she keep complaining...it's lik make a fuss out of lil things bahx...bt if it happens 2 mi i will oso a bit frustrated...bt nt as much bahx...alrdy nt tt obvious lerx...
den it's lik i calm her down while lookin 4 a bus stop back 2 woodlands...den the bus driver is the same lolx...den we went back...den she took the long cut home...den we rest @ the playground...den she go back...miss her loaddxxx lolx...den i eat @ Long John Silver ...addicted 2 it lerx...n 2molo i'm gonna eat there again lolx...hahaha...i'm gonna b the best customer they ever had...hahaha...
i miss u ...wish 2 c u 2molo...meet @ northpoint den go tiong bahru plaza 2gether lolx...hahaha...den it's lik so relaxing lolx...exam will b over bt still gt 'o' lvl chinese paper comin...the tuition teacher wanna aim 4 A2 4 mi...a bit crazy bt if i put in enough effort n hardwork nth is impossible...hahaha...den it's lik ...
miss mi laopo v much...14th feb,we watch i nt stupid 2 wif Joseph...14 March,a great day @ Marina South...14 April,book fair @ s'pore expo n a day @ Changi Airport...
i dunno y...all of em falls on 14th of the month...as if 14 is the day we stead... dunno y...evrytime 14 we will b v gd n 19 we tend 2 quarrel ...hahaha...14 is lik i dunno lei...evry 14th of the months r the best r goin 2 b the happiest day in mi life lolx... wish the 1st day we stead is 14 ...2 bboth of us...14 is lik more important den 19 n smtimes i mistooken 14 4 bring the day we stead...hahaha...
no matter wad...thx u laopo...i will love n miss u 4eva...wait 4 8 more yrs n i will pop the qn de...rest assure tt ...aiishiteryyu!!!!!
plying basketball on 9:25 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
the path 2 depression
haiz...2dae the day go so FAST lolx...i woke up @ 5 12 den i sms mi laopo...
dunno ...i miss her loadxxx...@ least 4 tt time bahx...den she lik tired...den i woke her up @ 7 30 again...den we keep smsing lolx...mi hp bill sure v high this month liaox...courtesy 2 overuse of sms...
i dun even noe wad wrong i've done...mi mum juz say dun go out this 2 days den i say 2molo needa study 4 exam la...she lik dun let...bt i suppose if she hpy 2molo she will let mi go de...if she doesn't...i nt goin 2 study even a single letter out of tt 2 books lolx...except 4 the cover page n the USEFUL exam tips...they r so USEFUL tt i muz thx the publisher...if i pass mi mid yr...
den it's lik i go online ...mi com lag den needa chng new skin again due 2 the loss of html codes...dunno hw 2 say...bt this com is nt gd lolx...i goin 2 chng the CPU quite soon bahx...
den it's lik whole day go so FAST lolx...i dun even noe wad i'm doin...keep watching naruto ...hahaha...den it's lik so fun...ROCK LEE rox...he's gd lolx actually...
hmm...bt den Gaara...i finally lik him ...he's fighting style so cool...his 2 feet dun even needa move n he can do devastating moves n his defensive barrier real damn strong lolx...
den it's lik i dunno hw 2 say...time flies...i search 4 naruto thingy den 4 smth lerx...den i quickly vaccuum the floor den bath den went out...i rush 2 the MRT station...mi runnning nose gt more n more serious lolx...
butterflies flies wildly in mi stomach...i thought i would b late...den she sms mi n tell mi 2 sms her 2 inform her when the MRT passes Khatib...den when i did...she say she will b late a LIL bit...i wait n wait...patiently ...until those fluid in mi nose keep flowing out...i pray hard tt she would come asap...
when i saw smone the figure n hair of beanna...i almost thought she n mi laopo came n wanna run towards em...when i realise tt it's nt...haiz...in the end...i waited 4 37 min...it's even more den mi travelling time...pissed off...hu won't...bt i dun wan her 2 b unhpy thru out the whole day...so i try 2 force out a smile...i thought they would c thru....(mi acting nt gd)lucky noone did...cuz noone understand mi well enough or wad lolx...hahaha...bt kelvin,leslie,crabbie or corrine might b able 2 tell lolx...cuz they 2 close 2 mi lerx...
den it's lik in the baddest of mi mood...still muz call smone younger den mi jie jie...though it's no big deal actually ...bt den it's lik i oso dun care bahx...lik it will pierce mi skin 2 call her tt...n she supports mi idea...Benson is a coward!!!
den it's lik mi n dear laopo... ... ... we went 2 Lot 1 n ate @ LJS...thx ...if nt i really dunno wad will happen 2 mi thru out the whole nite...as b4 evrything tt happened...i miss her a lot @ hm...she v filial lolx...went 2 ming shuang's hse 2 cook 4 her mum 2 eat...btw...4gt ...HAPPY MOTHERS DAY evry one...i mean evry woman n girl hu aren't les or nuns...
den i was lik so cold lolx...den mi laopo cover mi lolx...keep mi warm...den she's lik so cold...i'm v touched...hahaha...bt den ...when i cover her...i dunno y...she didn't gt warmer ...instead,she gets colder n colder...n i noe frm tt point tt the hug didn't help @ all...hugs r meant 2 provide warmth n security de...if smone can't feel the hug frm u ...tt smone has no feeling 4 u ...cuz even if it's frenz 2 frenz...there is still warmth if they have feeling of hug...dunno hw 2 define...2 complicated...haiz...
den it's lik so early gt hm lolx...miss her a lot bahx...bt when i reach hm...tragics juz happen ...bt i muz thx mi mum 4 being hpy lolx...she didn't scold mi @ all...if nt i really will unleash mi other self 2dae lolx...i dunno wad will happen 2 mi wall...tt time skool wall gt one scratch liaox...
i chnged the title...frm a hpy day 2 the path 2wards depression...let mi share wif u a stry...mi ah yee...(mum's sis) was always top in class...resulting in her gt ting boastful...den one yr she was nt nominated as the class chairperson...as a result...she suffer frm mental illness... after tt...she keep unleashing herself thru out the yrs ...bt den she was cured again n again of cuz...
den on the yr when Jordan was born...tragic happens...her husband have 2 help her wif her company work(they opens a interior design company) n take care of her after work...n have 2 take care of her baby ,Jordan...one day...mi ah yee's after pregnant depression comes wif her mental illness...nt oni unleashing her..bt even more 2 the extreme de...den it's lik mi uncle,her husband suffer depression due 2 all the stress these few weeks n tt day he dunno wad happen 2 her wife...both berserk n hold onto a knife each...
i really dun wish 2 b the second uncle...2 gt depression lik him n go berserk...cuz i gt 2 mental illness currently...so if depression is added 2 it...i will really collapse n faint... bt den when i went hm...i dunno wad happen...i found pics n ask mi laopo 2 receive em...den it's lik a bit spamming lik tt den she sound angry liaox...i juz wanna enquire her more bout those den she lik tt ...
she broken mi heart into 2 ... n it's lik nt 2 hide the fact,we keep quarreling 4 days...den it's lik i dunno wad shud i do... 14 May is comin...the day 2 commemorate the day we 1s met...i dun sppose we can carry on if things were nt solved after twelve lolx...haiz...den it's lik i dunno lahx...
wad shud i do???haiz...can heaven send a messenger 2 mi dream n tell mi wad shud i do????hmm...i try 2 lie on the bed n close mi eyes nw...tell mi the solution n i will work on it 2molo...plz...4 once...help mi solve mi marriage...i dun wan her 2 gt influence by her bloodline ...
i miss u ...wish 2 study wif u 2molo...aiishiteryyu
plying basketball on 10:20 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
hehex...hahahax...thought it would nt b so hpy...
hmmm...i oke up 5 am in the early morning...hahaha...den do nth lolx...i was lik half aslp...den wanna call laopo bt scared 2 early... den it's lik 6 12 den i call laopo...den it's lik she sound v sad ...den mi mum found out tt i using fone den told mi off...i lie on the bed n sms laopo lolx...hahaha...den it's lik we quarrel den i was lik ...2dae sure v wad liaox...
in the end.she slp n i online...haiz...2 mi "delight",no one online den suddenly mi mum ask mi 2 go bath...den we went 2 the tim sum restaurant...den i was lik damn bored...haiz...
den i quickly solve the prob wif mi laopo den go n meet her after mi breakfast... we meet @ the civic centre library den went 2 the library when she say tt she have drawing block @ hm lolx...den i was lik diaox...den we went 2 buy bubble tea n tidbits 2 her hse n try 2 plan a qn 4 her art project... in the vry end...
wad we accomplished:decided on which qn shud she choose 4 her paper 2...
hahaha...den it's lik diaox...den laopo @ hm lik quite rude...hahaha...it's lik v funny lolx...hw she tok 2 her maid n all tt...haiz...mi legs all gone weak when i step right outside her hse lerx...after we finished almost all our tidbits,she went 2 toilet den after tt we went down 2 take a stroll...hahaha...it's lik time flies...though 1 hr had past...2 mi,it's lik 10 min...omg...den we went up n watch holland village...it's damn nice lolx...
den it's lik her mum come back...here comes the dowager...though nt 100% confirm bt she might likely b mi mother-in-law...btw...laopo on the fone say her mum wanna c mi den i was so scared lolx...hahaha...den it's lik she say nxt sunday...nt the comin sunday,she wanna invite mi 2 have lunch wif em @ their church...haha...it's lik so scary...scared she wanna scold mi lolx...when she reach hm,mi legs r so weak n numb n i dunno wad 2 do...mi tongues r lik coil up ...dunno wad 2 do or say...millions of butterflies roam around mi stomach...
at bout 7 , ate dinner wif them n their aunt who is v smart... hahaha...den it's lik she teaches em hw 2 wash the hamster cage which i wonder...it's basic knowledge y this kinda wash up they oso dunno...hahaha...
den it's lik we sat down n watch the channel 8 9pm show...v nice...den i went hm...b4 tt i realise smth...when laopo hold mi hand,i felt happiness...when we were @ the sofa... den she wear specs v nice...tt time 14 march she gt wear specs...no wonder thought y she didn't laugh lik tt time lerx...it's becuz she gt wear specs tt time n she nv wear specs nowadays...
now i really pray tt she will wear specs in future , slp early, n chat wif mi early 2molo morning...gonna slp...gd nitez
plying basketball on 11:44 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
an unforgettable experience
2dae...lady luck juz wasn't by mi side lolx...guess wad...the math paper 2 damn difficult...den it's lik mi fren hafiz khan nearly made mi wanna use mi Jyuken... den it's lik after tt 11 o clock still gt NE quiz...so hot up lolx..i promise 2 pick up mi lao po de ...in the v end...haiz...i was second 2 finish ...
den it's lik mi laopo dunno go where...in the end go so far...i was lik so many unlucky things happen so i was lik v upset n vent mi anger on her lolx...i dunno y...bt actually i oso ask her 2 either wait @ Khatib or Northpoint lolx...den she suddenly go so far...i oso dunno wad 2 do...den in the end...muz go city hall wait 4 her...
den it's lik muz use mi sharpened eyes 2 c the mrt whether she's inside or nt...den it's lik she finally come lerx...den we went 2 eat @ KFC...haiz...if oni i richer den can treat her 2 better food lerx...she follow mi lik tt carry on wif life so xin ku ...bt it's lik she still force a smile ...
den we went 2 toy s rus....den went 2 many hobby shops...denit's lik went 2 cinema...den after tt go carrefou...so many places lolx...hahaha...den i was lik so hpy lolx...cuz she dun really look unhpy...den her leg tired ...we rested 4 awhile...den went 2 take MRT home...
when we reach there,i bought ice cream den went 2 the park...den it's lik suddenly felt the feeling was right....bt it's lik she v unhpy...i dunno ...she cried...i wanna cry...this time really v nearly cry ...hold back b4 it reaches mi eye lolx...den i'm gonna b late hm lolx...reach hm lerx nth 2 do...
it's lik i felt so evil...haiz...i promise mi self...i wun even have any physical contact or eye contact wif her eva again...haiz...sry laopo...upset u loadx bahx... haiz...
den her helpful fren tell mi tt she cut herself...omg...i 4gt all bout the inhuman thingy lolx...den it's lik keep asking wad happen...mi sweat keep flowing lik river...den start 2 scratch mi self...bt i dunno y...mi fingernails nt strong enough or i dun wanna die... or both...i juz dun have enough strength 2 strangle mi vein...deni noe she really cut herself...i was lik...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do lolx...haiz..
den when we tok on msn...i was lik alrdy goin 2 cry lerx...keep sneezing n water in mi eyes...den it's lik suddenly 4gt wad she said made mi so sad till i cry lolx...lucky mi mum dunno ...haiz...actually this is the 1st time she noe i cry wif her bahx...actually it's alrdy 4th time lerx...haiz...4gt it ...lik i cry alrdy gt use...
i oni noe tt i have no choiuce bt if she carry on lik tt i will have 2 break cuz it's lik v wad lolx...she will oni b more tong ku lolx...haiz...sobxsobx...i oso dunno...1st in the morning i was so pissed off...den nw still lik tt...i think i'm slightly depressed lerx...i feel lik jumping off mi kitchen window...haiz...bt noone really will look @ the bright side of life @ this point of time bahx...did she ever remember tt we oso have happy times n moments 2dae???...
plying basketball on 9:04 PM
an unforgettable experience
2dae...lady luck juz wasn't by mi side lolx...guess wad...the math paper 2 damn difficult...den it's lik mi fren hafiz khan nearly made mi wanna use mi Jyuken... den it's lik after tt 11 o clock still gt NE quiz...so hot up lolx..i promise 2 pick up mi lao po de ...in the v end...haiz...i was second 2 finish ...
den it's lik mi laopo dunno go where...in the end go so far...i was lik so many unlucky things happen so i was lik v upset n vent mi anger on her lolx...i dunno y...bt actually i oso ask her 2 either wait @ Khatib or Northpoint lolx...den she suddenly go so far...i oso dunno wad 2 do...den in the end...muz go city hall wait 4 her...
den it's lik muz use mi sharpened eyes 2 c the mrt whether she's inside or nt...den it's lik she finally come lerx...den we went 2 eat @ KFC...haiz...if oni i richer den can treat her 2 better food lerx...she follow mi lik tt carry on wif life so xin ku ...bt it's lik she still force a smile ...
den we went 2 toy s rus....den went 2 many hobby shops...denit's lik went 2 cinema...den after tt go carrefou...so many places lolx...hahaha...den i was lik so hpy lolx...cuz she dun really look unhpy...den her leg tired ...we rested 4 awhile...den went 2 take MRT home...
when we reach there,i bought ice cream den went 2 the park...den it's lik suddenly felt the feeling was right....bt it's lik she v unhpy...i dunno ...she cried...i wanna cry...this time really v nearly cry ...hold back b4 it reaches mi eye lolx...den i'm gonna b late hm lolx...reach hm lerx nth 2 do...
it's lik i felt so evil...haiz...i promise mi self...i wun even have any physical contact or eye contact wif her eva again...haiz...sry laopo...upset u loadx bahx... haiz...
den her helpful fren tell mi tt she cut herself...omg...i 4gt all bout the inhuman thingy lolx...den it's lik keep asking wad happen...mi sweat keep flowing lik river...den start 2 scratch mi self...bt i dunno y...mi fingernails nt strong enough or i dun wanna die... or both...i juz dun have enough strength 2 strangle mi vein...deni noe she really cut herself...i was lik...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do lolx...haiz..
den when we tok on msn...i was lik alrdy goin 2 cry lerx...keep sneezing n water in mi eyes...den it's lik suddenly 4gt wad she said made mi so sad till i cry lolx...lucky mi mum dunno ...haiz...actually this is the 1st time she noe i cry wif her bahx...actually it's alrdy 4th time lerx...haiz...4gt it ...lik i cry alrdy gt use...
i oni noe tt i have no choiuce bt if she carry on lik tt i will have 2 break cuz it's lik v wad lolx...she will oni b more tong ku lolx...haiz...sobxsobx...i oso dunno...1st in the morning i was so pissed off...den nw still lik tt...i think i'm slightly depressed lerx...i feel lik jumping off mi kitchen window...haiz...bt noone really will look @ the bright side of life @ this point of time bahx...did she ever remember tt we oso have happy times n moments 2dae???...
plying basketball on 9:04 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
2dae time passes slow n fast...
haiz...morning...i went 2 skool...late lolx...almost lahx...stroll in ...denit's lik yesterdae slp so early still can smhw nearly late...haiz...den so nervous lolx...cuz mi geog nv really studdy...lucky those mi teacher gt go thru in class...i do a different qn 4 section b lolx...cuz qn 4 is lik so difficult...
den it's lik 9 20 smth den release...i quickly nippon (light speed running) 2 bus stop den MRT den it's lik juz in time...i went 2 find laopo...den take her 2 Long John Silver...den we eat...saw meilin n Jolene ...hahaha...i was lik ...dunno... quite pai seh... hehex
den Rachel join mi n laopo 4 lunch...wif jian jun...jossy v over react lolx...i dun find jian jun lik teng hui @ all...his outfit his hair...dun look lik lolx...it's lik his shirt n jersey shorts is lik ice cream uniform 4 mi,kelvin,yuan li n teng hui lolx...soo normal de...we used 2 wear it when we work in ice cream de...hahaha
den Rachel was so rude lolx...she's lik nv ask b4 she sit down or eat mi laopo's food...poor thingy lolx...den i dun lik the way she tok...she's lik v noisy den the tone nt nice...plus v bastard lolx...scold ming shuang...which is beanna...until den...i dunno hw 2 pronounce ming shuang lolx...this name really real damn sweet n nice...if i gt a daughter nxt time,call her ming shuang oso...hahaha...
jian jun wa quite humorous bt dun fit his cool looks lolx...den Rachel ... she loves insulting her stead lolx...dunno hw he stand her lolx...he's lik worthless in her eyes lolx...bt den he v funny oso lolx...he say he thought i graduated frm sec skool...den rachel was so curious...keep askin laopo bout mi...bt she's crap lolx... insult mi oso...bt many ppl oso la...bt her previous actions made mi detest her...
den i was lik saw meilin n jolene again...den they call mi mei fu...i felt so embarassed lolx...luucky no ppl noe mi there...haiz...den it's lik saw adeeva...she's lik a nerdy B**** lolx...i dun lik her ....her eyes offended mi...i juz dun lik lookin @ it...she look nerdy bt her eyes is lik v think highly of herself lik tt...n her face write a sentence...(pls beat mi )...hahaha...bt of cuz i nv la...
hahaha...den it's lik i keep thinkin bout sparring lolx...the moment benson say wanna spar...i looked 4ward 2 it...bt he in the v v end say dun wan le i oso dunno wad 2 do...
i dunno wad 2 study lolx...den it's lik go 2 the park there...nth much...the whole day is lik v slow @ 1st...den suddenly v fast 5 45 lerx...i dun really even noe wad i did in between lolx...all became lost memories...den i went hm n ate potato wif porridge n fish...v nice...i lik potato lolx...dunno when started de...i lik tt kinda n fried de which is potato wedge n fries oni ...the others i dun lik of cuz..hahaha...hehex...den it's lik nth 2 do lolx...hahaha...scan mi foto lerx...go c mi frenster den can c lerx
i miss ya...ming shuang,sheryl,claire,corrine,kaiting,jolene(nt so cuz saw 2dae lerx)... n last bt nt least, victoria...aiishiteryyu 2 ya...
plying basketball on 8:08 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
rain rain go away...
hahaha...i was lik ...haiz...this morning...super stresss...drink the chicken essence...haiz...went 2 skool...without anything in mi head except her...den i was lik so frustrated...i noe i whole day sure v frustrated de...dun wanna let her c mi mood...plus i dun wanna she accompany mi eat when she alrdy eat lerx...dunno y...den i decideed 2 call her tell mi dearie dun meet 2 dae...
den she was lik insist tt wanna meet...den we were lik quarrel..sry...i was lik juz too stressed out...i really can't remember a thing bout science chemistry... maybe all i think of is the real chemistry bond bahx...btw mi n mi dearie...dun wild guess...human body is biology nt chemistry...hahaha...
evryone were having butterflies flying in their stomach...till evry one receive de paper...evryone relax lolx...nt becuz it's too ez...bt becuz it's the opposite... evryone lose hope...cool down den anyhw tok crap in the paper...hahaha...wierd skool rite?bt it's western side de mahx...
den it's lik art exam i draw n shade...i think can bahx...cuz i color deficiancy... den i draw beanna n adam tt time notice 4 the 1st time hw beautiful she is bahx...n i think the pic i draw is more beautiful den the real person...i fell in love wif mi art work...nt tt kind of lahx...bt full of satisfaction i mean...hahaha...
after tt...i went lot 1 2 find dearie...she's still angry lolx...den i lik nv really give up...keep apologizing...hahaha...in the end...she's back 2 normal again... haha ...
den we went 2 the third storey again...dio chase out...haiz...so wad lolx...den went 2 take wedding foto again...stayed @ pretty in pink v long lolx..hahaha...den take de pic all she so adorable den i look lik shit...den nw dunno if i wanna scan or nt...can't lolx...mi mum they all will noe i took neoprint...haiz...
den we went 2 library 2 discover science...den i realise i dun need really study geog lolx...haiz...den it's lik we went 2 a park...dearie cried...sobxsobx...actually i oso bout 2 cry...bt it's inside of cuz...can't expect mi 2 weep lik a sissy...den i went hm...late...
starting mi mum wanna threaten mi 2molo can't meet dearie...i was lik hating her...den she say wan den ask dearie come jurong... dun wry...i will still fetch u hm...@ the most we leave earlier...i dun mind de lolx...
jos dun wanna teach mi the part 2 release strength on when using nw or nv...hahaha...bt i doubt benson can still defeat mi ez ly...even if he will 2 defeat mi...he's gonna have a hard time...
i miss u dearie...u miss mi mahx???
plying basketball on 8:55 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
difficult papers...
haha...diaox...2dae de paper v difficult...hahaha...math paper 1 especially... physics i give mi effort a1 liaox lolx... 1st time gt 2 noe sm formulas... hahaha...
den after tt went 2 find laopo...cannot c her...den she say she tokin wif her mum ... wa..so close...den we went 2 study...she did finish i still studying lolx.... in the end i skim thru den send her hm...time flies fast lolx...can't bear 2 leave her...hahaha...den went hm...saw a magic show...amazing lolx...can't believe it...den i did mi art...hahaha...den found a song...ol de... bt nice...hahahaha...den smone challenge mi 2 spar...actually...mi third lolx...1st n second is wif jos...nw i shall fight in the name of Joseph Lo jun zi...hahaha...his hand combat too gd liaox...copy his technique...hahaha...sound lik kakashi...bt his fightng style wierd so i wanna use lolx...hahaha...2 benson...gd luck in ur exam...i dunno if i offended u or nt... bt juz wanna ask u RIP as enemy,frenz 4eva as a fren 2 b...bb...laopo...muackz...
plying basketball on 10:14 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
happy day...bt wad gotten into mi...
this morning...i wake up...nth 2 do...wanna call laopo...bt the fone is in use...den it's lik on the com...den do nth lolx...hahaha...den she wake up...chat wif her...den it's lik go 2 kumon den tuition teacher nt there again...den i went 2 buy peanut roots...den keep bowing,apologizing n thankin the cashier...den they laugh...den i went hm...den went out again...2 find her...
she finally remembered 2 return her borrowed books 2 the library...den it's lik dunno lei...den it's lik we ate in KFC...den went 2 civic centre lerx...this time nt @ the opening...bt @ the smth lik a narrow pathment i shud say...where there r free music...it's even nicer...
it's lik ...i dunno y...we did smth which i think no one did bahx...it's lik err... wet kiss...4 1 hr or so ...den it's lik den we were dunno...after tt...sit down...den it's lik lie on mi...den i keep goin 2 toilet...dunno y...it's lik no mood 2 really study 2dae lolx...sian...it's lik leslie come again...i dun think i can enjoy peace again lolx...
we went 2 the arcade...nt really doin much...i'm 100% bored...bt nv really show la...i dun feel lik doin anything except studying wif her lolx...or shud i say...have peace n quiet wif her...
i so scared she will have 2 stay up late lolx...n wry her result nt gd...haiz...denit's lik ate dinner wif leslie n her...dunno y...always think i can't have a third ppl de lolx...tt person will break mi peace wif her de lolx...den we had a walk in the park...den send her hm...hahaa...
overalll...i juz dunno...haiz...considered happy lolx actually...miss her loadxxx...wish evry one pass their exam...
plying basketball on 10:02 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
hehex...miss u loadxx lolx...dunno y...2dae especially bahx...
i wake up @ bout 6-7 lolx...hahaha...haiz...i dunno wanna call her or nt...den i was lik thinkin n thinkin ...den iwent 2 c lao po's blog...den it's lik her post sound so miserable lolx...i oso almost...till alicia n mi vow 2 miself come again...inhuman...den i was lik ...den dunno...she slept v late lolx...so i was lik dun disturb her...till bout 9 den i go 2 loo...den i realise it's bout time lerx bahx...den i call...den we meet @ 10 45...den went 2 eat lolx...hahaha...guess wad...tt took us till 12 lolx...hahaha...it's lik she needa chop sticks den i went 2 a vegetarian stall nearby n buy a packet of noodle den can share using it lolx... smart mi bahx...hahaha...no lahx...den it's lik she full lerx den i ate her leftovers den ate mi enormous bee hoon lo.x...can full mi till afternoon liaox...den it's lik we went jurong point...den on the way meet leslie...though he's talkative...smhw regret letting him tag along...bt he made her laugh lol...though being made a joke...bt i dun mind since she's smiling bahx...hahaha...den it's lik we went 2 play initial d ...den leslie play...though i didn't say in front of him...bt still @ rook lvl...(dun tell him horx...dun wanna upset him)...bt it's lik he can't turn real well lolx...no improvement @ all...haiz...bt it's lik mi turn 2 play...actually nt so frustrated bahx...tilll when i play...i ask him 2 notice mi cornering...nt say tt i'm pro...bt @ least advanced if there's beginner,advanced n expert...haiz...so it's lik i show him...nv learn is nvm bahx...bt i play juz 2 show him lolx...he nv appreciate n instead laugh @ mi when i made a minor mistake lolx...i was lik fk...i didn't do tt 2 b a laughing stock lolx...den it's lik i play bah fang lolx...den it's lik i play the up-down track den i nt familiar den it's lik he laugh lolx...i was lik hao xing mei you hao bao...den nv mind...i go 4 down-up track again...v sucessfull till the last cornering den i was lik purposely knock lolx...den he laugh again...fk lolx...so gd ask him drive himself lahx...den i played akagi again n again...though faulthy in the 1st cornering bt the 1st cornering in the 3rd lap i can drift lerx...so break a few records till 3 34...guess tt's the limit of mi fc lolx..i think using fd liaox...it's better @ speed n etc lolx...haiz...den it's lik i the last time...the rest is lik so gd till the 1st cornering in the second lap...one cornering n the speed diao so many...till can't even break record...fk lolx...den there's leslie laughing again...deni was lik ...haiz...dun care bahx...den it's lik we went 2 find library...there's no library lerx...den ps shop...den vcd shop ...den 2 woodlands lolx...den on the bus...after leslie alight...she lie on mi...so comfy 4 mi lolx... especially when she hug mi lik a booster...i lik tt feeling lolx...den it's lik dunno lei...a bus ticket collector...though it's ez link lerx...wanna mi remove mi edison sticker behind mi ez link card or he will retain it...fk lolx...sian ...nw it's lik so plain liaox...den it's lik go 2 the loo...so fed up...lao po help mi wash...haiz...den it's lik we go eat @ LJS...n dear man...the cashier is so funny lolx...den it's lik we went 2 the civic centre...wandering around till we found a perfet area juz 4 the 2 of us lolx...i'm quite sure i'm attracted 2 tt place n will study there again...cuz there's one important factor-peace!...den it was lik she no mood 2 study...so do i...den it's lik dunno ...den i did smth really great 4 the 1st time in mi life bahx... dunno hw 2 say lolx...haha...bt it's lik dunno hw 2 say...den btw...den i teach her sm maths sum...den it was lik ...dunno ...send her hm...n nth else lolx...den when i ran hm...dunnno...it's lik keep thinkin of sparring combos lolx...den it's lik she keep smsing ppl lolx...dunno y...juz dun lik tt...it's lik wasting her sms over stupid things..one day when she find she overuse...2 difficult ler lolx...it will turn habit if she sms too much n she will slowl juz 4gt hw many she use lerx den overuse...den ITE lerx lolx...it's the end...haiz...den the songs is lik dunno y cannot send or smth lik tt...haiz...though i miss her bt it's lik the sms...the ticketing officer...the leslie brat...n hw she react in the morning ...it's lik driving mi crazy oso bahx...bt still miss her loadxxx...so many things cramp in mi mind hw 2 concentrate on studies???haiz...plus mi art...actually wanna do lerx den it's lik take a foto of mi n her or use adam n beanna's foto bahx...den use 4 mi art paper 2...if she dun wan take neo print...i will use beanna de foto...bt she dun no will let or nt...haiz...if she let den tt will b great ...dun needawaste moni taking neo print...hahaha...2 all lovers n readers...hpy valentine...as long as u love each other lovingly in tt vry day...tt day will b ur true valentine's ...btw...we saw a v cute cat on her way back hm...the cat circular us...blessing us bahx...thx 2 the cat...bb
plying basketball on 8:48 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
haiz...am i reaching the end of a cliff???
2dae morning...slp again lolx...den it's lik i go skool ...slp ...den paper 1 can't concentrate...y am i thinking of her in exam...haiz...n verock oso...nt say they v irritating lahx...bt it's nt the right time 2 appear in mi mind lolx...haiz...den it's lik tok crab in the essays ...den it's lik paper 2 same thing happen bt at least dun requre much thinkin bahx...haiz...den outside art rm...i was lik we all bullying jordan...evry one beat him lerx...left wif mi...den i was lik patting him...den strangle him...which he reverse den i quickly give him mi knee 2 the groin low blow...den after tt...dunno y...when ed n kel n teng bullying jo,i shouted @ em ...den they say ok la ...we bully u ...den i started out well...till they grab mi whole body...den left wif mi hand...mi left hand...which i lo blow em...n they nv realise...haiz...den i was fed up when i saw jo lookin @ the helplessly struggling mi...n nv help...nt as fren nv mind...bt nt even as his saviour lolx...den art...teacher nv come...so y do we needa stay...seeing all the alays left...i oso leave wif em...haiz...den it's lik haiz...dunno hw 2 say lolx...den i went 2 crabbie's hse below...i promised i will reach by 2 min...bt verock's lik reach by ten minutes lolx...haiz...bt nvm...den it's lik we keep walkin ...perhaps waiting 4 sm miracle bahx...she still nv laugh lolx...almost evry day same de...den we went 2 eat @ burger kings...den the library after comic connection...den it's lik in the library she no mood 2 study...i was lik v pissed off lerx lolx... bt of cuz can't scold her...1st becuz she's a girl...second is becuz it's the library...den we went 2 her hse...den i was singing shanghai 1943 lolx...den i play basketball wif a bunch of intermediate players bahx...nt say v strong de...bt they r youger den mi bahx... though they dunno...den it's lik went 2 7-11 den bought super big gulp...den drink on the way...den after tt ...realising tt it was late...i send her hm...actually i oso dunno y...didn't took the initiative 2 anything lerx lolx...i was feeling v wad lolx...dunno y her attitude 2dae lik tt...evryday alrdy lik v sad lik tt lerx... den 2dae lik more nt sad...except in the library when she saw her frenz...den it's lik i read some combo moves...v nice lolx...hahaha...den it's lik she took the 1st initiative...den i was lik ok lolx..since she already...den o quickly rush hm...on mi way hm...quite moody bahx...hu would look happy...when one nv reply msg den the other so moody ...fk lolx...though the other is juz a fren...bt she nv tell mi smth lolx...i ask her she nv ans...5 hrs or so lerx lolx...haiz...more den tt...den it's lik haiz...v sian...found the song tanned/tanning in ur sunray... n grand prix...remember mi...bt speedy boy n space boy rox man...love ya...wanna play initial d 2molo...gt the mood 2 play a bit sia... bb readers ...n mi dear frenz hu @ least i treat em as bahx...n u...muackz!!!wish mi stress will juz drift apart 2molo...
plying basketball on 10:25 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
social studies mid year examination 2006 XPres
hehex...2dae morning...i was lik go 2 skool...den it's lik i read mi social studies v hard lolx...i really i can pass at least all of the mid year paper...cuz mi math chi n art is pass de ...den i juz needa pass den gt higher marks 4 those plus english i think muz do quite v well de...den muz score v high 4 english 2 pass it...pass 4 humanities n science 2 at least gt em out of f9 ...haiz...so i was lik go in...den it's was quite ok de...azizah thx u ...u r a great humorous n helpful teacher... muackz ... i think i might pass...the source based quite okok bahx...structured... 1st one i quite sure can score high...den second de is lik at least can pass bahx... den it's lik i went 2 buy peanut biscuit frm caltex...jay walk again lol...den i was lik eating half den i started 2 feel v full lerx...den i stopped eating...den i went hm...online...watch naruto...find naruto pics...den watch Initial D...when smone tell mi mi lao po nt guai lerx...wondergin wad she did...it was lik frm their side it's her fault bahx...bt if i trust lao po which i think i shud bahx...she say is yi quan laugh de...haiz...den she's nt the one @ fault liaox...btw...they r giving cold shoulders 2 each other bahx...i really dunno lolx...bt lao po sa it will b v shrt term ...hu noes...might b frenz again 2molo...hahaha...den it's lik i went 2 khatib den find her...b4 tt...@ the back of the skool gate...i saw 2 ppl hu saw mi n call mi aloud..."hi verock's stead"...fk em lahx...they speak till real soft lolx... evryone face mi n look...v soft rite?lik being her stead v big lik tt...fk lahx...i juz lik nv even face or even look at them n juz walk away...when they say i rude or smth lik tt i suppose...i wish 2 point em middle finger den turn back n run towards em n give em each a chokeslam...bt it's lik outside their skool...they can ez ly report 2 teachers de...den i will gt record...den i was lik cool down...though i'm oso frm west side...which ed juz told mi bout...bt i'm still an express...den i went 2 eat @ food court wif lao po...terriyaki n groovy grape...i was lik fall in love wif tt drink again opps...hahaha..i will keep wanting 2 drink it lerx...den it's lik we went 2 library...on the bus,she slp on mi shoulder...den it's lik i wait her up by using the slpin beauty method...cuz 2 mi...she's a slpin beauty princess bahx...hahaha...den went 2 library...den we met a bunch of bratz studying v close 2 us...they nv really study de...juz joke about bahx...den i sent lao po hm quite early...sry bt i have tuition...haiz...i can't bear 2 leave her lolx...when we were outside there...i almost cry till i thought of alicia n n remember the inhuman thingy again...mi vow...haiz...actually though it's due 2 the accident bt i vow juz 2 weeks ago...haiz...den it's lik lao po gt a hi card lerx...den sms is so much...i goin 2 buy oso...hahaha...den it's lik tuition is @ 6 pm lolx...i was so damn tired lolx...haiz...den iate dinner ...den rite this post...b4 tt ...sry lao po...juz nw nt trying 2 scold u n it's lik lecturing lik tt bahx...sry...haiz...i juz dun wan u slp late lolx... evry one will start 2 wry 4 u de...haiz...try 2 slp early n try 2 b earlier den 10...hahaha...i miss n love u lao po...wish evry reader pass their exam tution 2molo...SNEAK PREVIEW:::2molo chinese paper...den goin 2 stay @ skool 4 art till dunno wad time...lao po...i love u ...aiishiteryu!!!
plying basketball on 8:58 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
nice day bahx...v nice lolx...except when i am hm...
hahaha...the whole day start wif a quarrel in the morning when mi mum saw mi tokin 2 verock...sian lolx...she say wanna call mother in law...no la...too early 2 call her tt...2 call verock's mum...den it's lik mi dear laopo can bring hp 2 skool lolx..den it's lik i went 2 419 de bus stop wait teng hui ...in the end late...damn him...4gt 2 inform mi when he comin down...he was earlier den mi sia...this kinda fren...den it's lik in skool...i was half a slp...it's lik i finally gt the calculator sticker lolx...if nt can't exam...den it's lik nth much really happen in skool ...till chemistry period when evryone gang up against mi n use smth lik a hand movement 2 agitate n irritate mi ...den i was lik doin suicide attack...keep hitting miself...hahaha...those guys were so irritating lolx...den it's lik they needa do push ups...hahaha...den it's lik dunno lei...art den zaku lik ignoring mi lik tt...den when she finally came...say pieces of crap bahx...dun really think it helps a lot...den it's lik search 4 new pictures again???...wad the...den it's lik stay till 4 ...den i hurry 2 cuz way point de library...the moment i sit down...i shiver a lot...at least i feel tt i shiver a lot...i was lik shaking wif fear...perhaps... haiz...nvm ... dun really wanna wild guess...bt it's all 2 coincidence lolx...cuz i went outside den nv shiver ler...on mi way in...i shiver...den nv shiver again when i sit down...den shiver again...all the way till i go up 2 the 4th storey...i studied social studies...bt 4gt a bit liaox...bt i can't wry...juz lik pri skool...i tend 2 can't recall nw den it's lik suddenly all came out frm mi mind when i'm in the exam hall...den i went 2 buy bus concession...den walk her hm...mi dear lao po... looked so stressed n sick...haiz...dunno hw 2 comfort her n all tt...she say she dun wanna slp when during the exam period...haiz...she shud oso have notice tt mi mood chng 4 awhile bahx...a shrt while...lucky i still remember smth...i'm inhuman...if nt i might juz cry in front of her ,kneeling down begging her 2 gt sufficient rest bahx...haiz...i went hm 2 hear tt nag again...den mi mum called verock n sm hw...nv scold 2 much...2 mi ...nt really considered scolding bahx... wish i can go 4 the chalet sia...jing ler quite handsome sia...hahaha...this song find it v nice...hahaha...wish evrything will b fine...wanna pass mi ss exam...bless mi plz...!!!
plying basketball on 9:36 PM
