Thursday, July 31, 2008
D D D .. y muz there b D ?
den Tuesday , same thing ... bt me n Jerrold get to ply ... haha ... den i did a survey for the NBA's success thing for my PP report ... hope it helps ...
den today , afternoon wake up den go acc teng to bus den i go meet yl den we go to west mall and eat while i pass the charge to my mum ...
den after which , went to CC to ply bball ... den it's lik ... I was slacking away den well ... I can uds Chin Shen's feeling when he's serious when I'm nt ... bt he shud also consider tt he's plying one man show ... I feel no motivation in plying ..
den at night , ply at 304 bball court n i was doing fine (motivated both on offense n dfense), most of the time distributing the ball ..den went to eat wif Ah Peng n Gran ...
ohya ... forgot ... CONGRATS to ah wei for discharge of the Probation Period ...
n hope I complete my PP report on time for friday ...
when was the last tym I felt there were always ppl behind me?
when was the last time there was everlasting support (at least it seemed lik it )?
how I wish the feelings will come bck ...
feel the love
plying basketball on 1:11 AM
Monday, July 28, 2008
Unstoppable freak ? at least for tt moment , i am
yesterday , woke up quite late n den I go to training .. den it's lik I train them to run first den chin shen come alrdy ... den he introduce some wierd activities which are for honing basics ...
well ... den we go to HKNCC ... den ply bball ... den v bored cux the standard of plying doesn't satisfy me ... den at night , den me , uncle magic , one china guy vs ah peng , gran n leslie ... wah ... i first match thought is lik no nid ply , sure lose .. bt den uncle magic inspired us by scoring two straight magic skyhook ... felt ashamed somehow ... for a 60+ yr old uncle to b the one motivating the team ... den I score n score ... n was unstoppable ... until the fourth match where it's 4-0 , we won all four match n won the 7 games series ...
n i thought leslie angry sia... bt in the end he did talk to me ... lol ... den .. I feel so unstoppable jux nw ... if only I am lik tt evrytime ... hmm
I wonder , I wonder ..
if it's time for me to make a move ..
bt I dunno hw to execute the moves ..
neither do I knw if it's alright to make a move ..
bt one thing i'm sure is ..
if I succeed , I will not make u cry anymore
plying basketball on 3:33 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
go out wif YTC
well ... morning , I have a one to one bball training wif mickey n i find tt it's progressive .. in the sense tt he learnt alot ...
den i went out wif teng , yuan li n chin shen , to marina den actually wanna watch movie bt we nv ... den go to eat some cheap stuff ... actually nt cheap bt there's free flow of ice cream n drink to compensate for it ... den there were two intresting shops ... one of it is the cosplaying shop where te guy dressed lik itachi n there were many cosplaying gadgets n collectibles ... den there is also a yoyo shop which is more for gathering den selling ... interesting huh ? the boss mux b rich ...
den we come bck west mall ... in the end , nv watch movie ... so go to slack n eat royce chocolate ... den we go to CSC ply initial d .. den it's lik .. wow ... i won guang wei in the first map ... he lvl 15 gt fire , shud b easier to win me ... bt i lose in anothr two maps to him as well ...
den go home , i going to slp ... jux lik tt ...
r u still the person i knw ?
do i still knw u ?
r u still the person I can say I dearly love ?
I dun knw it myself
bt anw , to u , it's none of ur business as well .. my feelings n all
jux wish I can still b the listening ear lik last tym
plying basketball on 2:54 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
finally do one workout
yeah !!! jux finished one workout ... didn't have it for a month or two due to injury and oso tiredness ... yarh ... nt an excuse anyway ... n i find myself lik an ol man ... after jux a min or two i alrdy strt to experience fatigue ... haix ... looks lik i'm going to age earlier den normal human beings
n ... jux nw , for the first time since dunno when , she talked to me ... i was v hpy , bt oso sad at the same time ... hpy tt i've heard frm her , sad tt i couldn't tell her anything now ... bt in my heart I knw at least I nv make empty promise ... it was so coincidental ... i was about to declare to mysef tt i will end my promise n she suddenly chat wif me as if to tel me to keep on to the promise ...
well ... jux wild thoughts ... i knw she has alrdy a bf ... bt smtimes i rly jux wonder ... does she ever harbour any feelings for me b4 ?
haix ... looks lik the ans shud b a negative one ... dun nid to ask oso knw ... jux hope cn still have a linkage between us ... ohya ... almost forgot to say ... today i officially going to teach zheng wei (zhiyang's best fren ) n jonas some of my skills ... omg ... i find my students increasing ... lol ... even china shaq was there n he was v hardworking .. i wasn't telling him to do anything bt he watch my demonstrations together with zheng wei as I was teaching zheng wei things ...
den zhi yang ... he's super talent so i cn only say i cnt teach him anything for nw ... jux wanna increase he's shooting percentage first b4 i teach him stuffs ... it's a pact wif myself to train him to beat leslie ... though i knw it's impossible now bt in the long run , he might nt jux beat leslie or jonas or any other who i've taught , bt even beat me ... nth's impossible too ...
bt for nw , i guess he's nt into letting ppl teach him , he's more of wan to c the efficiency of the skills when used by someone den he copy tt person (lik jonas).. so tt's whad i cn do .. do some skills in matches which r possible for him to learn , den he will imitate it or consult me .. dunno .. mayb he will approach others as well ... hehe .. as long as he gets stronger ... =)
plying basketball on 12:11 AM
Friday, July 25, 2008
I shud break my promise?
hmm .. these few days , nt plying properly cux firstly no challenger , secondly , the weather sucks ...
den it's lik ... keep thinking .. i shud have given up alrdy ... she's nt in contact wif me anymore ... bt I made a pact wif her ... the worst thing is I try means to forget her bt things jux make me cnt ... lik recently gt one advertisement poster or smth which has the same name as her which make me feel so ... i dunno hw to say ...
n xinyi oso ... say wan meet up in the end nv even sms or tell me tt she cnt make it ... wth ... these few days jux bore the hell out of me ...
n my PP dateline ending soon ... omfg
plying basketball on 9:21 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
I feel invincible
well .. Monday I nv ply bball cux it was downpouring ...
den tuesday is lik i go ply ball wif ivan n gang in sch den yq oso came ... den he say he's one handed shot is last resort ... wahaha ... lol ... i wanna laugh in my heart sia ... hmm ...
den ... it's lik i ply quite ok ... at least it look unstoppable ... i did improve i think ...
den I go take d wade jersey from albert ... wow ... it's nice ... den ply 5 on 5 wif adults ... den i think i score a ball each match only in the first three matches ... where we won the first two n lose one ... bt at least i overcame the nervousness ...
den we rest awhile den ply again , den we won again , this time , i scored a 3 pointer , a mid range bank shot n a transition lay up ... cool ...
den yesterday was slacking den first time sit in yl's car ... quite comfortable ... except he's braking skills can improve a bit ... hehe... cnt expect much though ... bt he sometimes tend to break the rule , have to b careful though ...
sometimes I wonder whad's mine ?
is there rly someone out there who is waiting for me
lik i'm waiting for her as well ?
cn we meet earlier den expected ?
whad kind of situation will she bump into me ?
plying basketball on 2:02 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
tiring trainings ...
Saturday , morning , went to gdview garden to have training with patricia and the china boy ...
ok .. den it was tiring ... n we concentrated on training the china boy for defence ... den i go to church at somerset there ... i nt sure if i made a very very right choice ...
den sunday I went for He Wei's training .. I went to climb 77 storeys of steps ... on myself ..
den chin shen train us ... quite ok ... a bit tough bt some of the trainings abit unnecessary ...
den go to hkn cc ply bball ... den find tt I'm quite improving .. tt's it
argh ... where's my dream princess?
plying basketball on 2:37 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Justice prevails ...
Monday , I was plying bball den v shagged cux gt one uncle … u do correct do wrong he oso scold for dunno whad fuck reason … lik himself v pro lik tt ..
Den Tuesday , teng hui go eat breakfast with me den go to sch … long time no c him den grow taller …
Den after sch , go bck to ply bball … dn ply a lot of matches , the second last match of the day is me jonas ah wei vs two china guys n leslie … den we won them 11-0 …
Den I ply 5 on 5 wif adults … den I scored some baskets as well as having some assist … hehe …
Den yesterday , eat breakfast wif teng n yuan again … den at night tt time , there 4 four spectacular match … it was the rough china guy we plyed wif yesterday , the rough guy of HKNCC , the kao bei uncle and yuyang … den it’s lik first match , wif chin sheng , me , jonas n ah wei , we won easily … I even score a three pointer …
Den second match , chin sheng left … leslie joined in … n we still win comfortably , 11-6 , n I scored a dwyane wade style lay up …
Den third match strt they strt to ply rough … den we gotten beaten down 11-3 … I was lik feeling hopeless … cux they wan to ply lik rather foul n hit us hard den let us shoot … den fourth match , (actually we alrdy won the series 2-1 ) seven ball … den we strting lose 5-2 … I was a bit hopeless bt den when jonas n leslie n ah wei keep deferring the ball to me I’m lik having tt kind of at least try my best mentality so we push the score to even n even lead them 6-5 … n we won 7-5 … wow … I was so rejoiced tt I jumped around …
it showed me how the ones who ply clean win the ones who ply dirty ...
where were the people when I need em most ?
plying basketball on 10:53 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
still cant get over ..
On friday , Jun Xiong and Eddy came to HKNCC .. den we ply bball ... den it's lik nth much for the day ... probably except tt my jumpers were going in ..
On saturday , it's lik al sick ... evryone so late den come , only me n zhi hui reached there ... den when ah wei n xin xun came , it's stil an hour b4 the rest came ... lik no training at all ... bt luckily I climbed 55 storeys of stairs so I did trained something myself .. den the most spectacular play tt day for me is probably scoring a runner in Cassidy's face and stealing a pass n converting it into a lay up at the other end ..
Yesterday , cut hair den go to ply bball .. den it's lik one of the match was most humilating for me ..
Leslie , me , yuan li and han rong actually lost to Jerrold , Jonas , Wei Wei and Ah Wei after a 7-0 lead ... it's my fault ... last ball i should have score on myself ... it's one of the most demoralising loss in recent days ...
recently , been venting my anger on evryone else ard
especially myself
bt I rly cnt get over it
I missed the voice speaking to me over the fone
especially myself
bt I rly cnt get over it
I missed the voice speaking to me over the fone
I will learn to forget evrything ..
plying basketball on 9:23 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
getting past 4 ..
wednesday , it was quite some sort of boring at the strt when evryone nv come .. den Jonas and ZY they all came ... it's lik we plyed sudden death ... n i won the most lor ... hehe ...
den we ply four on four ... alot of match bt the last match wif Jerrold in , Jiawei , Jerrold , Uncle Magic and a china guy vs me , wei wei , ZY and Jonas ... it'slik we dun have the best of teammates ... bt we ultimately won ...
the second ball was the most fantastic ball ... guess it might even get on Haier Play of the Day ...
"Jonas screen for Gordan , Gordan fake going to the right to go on the direction of the screen bt crossover n get left .. Uncle and China guy with the help D , Gordan splits the defence and go for the reverse ... "
cool ... hehe
den yesterday , I play wif the china Shaq , den noone come den I teach the china Shaq some center techniques ...
n this morning , my mum n my dad ... haix ... I wanted to help bt he's my dad after all ... hope my mum's alright ...
I thought you would be alright ..
Bt you always seemed to be the same
that same sadness surrounding you
all I hope is that you will not suffer from any pain ...
N i recently felt so sick when I hear yl n chin shen coming my house ... i oso dunno hw to explain ... it's nt i detest em bt i dislike it when my house is lik a hotel ... it's so stupid ... n it's becoming a smoking area alrdy too ...
plying basketball on 9:32 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008
stucked in the middle
hmm ... today ... the whole morning , was daydreaming ...
den after sch , go to ply bball ... den it's lik ... without jonas , evrything seemed lik predictable to me ... when me , leslie n xiao zhang vs zy , jiawei n han rong ... n when me , han rong n xiao zhang vs jia wei , zy n wei wei ... though i didn't always get the best of teammates ... bt i'm able to control the whole game n didn't break a sweat ...
den ... at night , ply 5 on 5 with adults ... den it's lik v nervous n missed alot of shots ... haix ... den ... i scored 5 balls , wow ... ehehe
sometimes I just hope evrything was hopeless frm the strt
jus hope u cn tell me tt straight
now that I fall deeper n deeper , it's harder to get out.
bt i'm crawling slowly out of the cave..
I'll seek a new path , wait n see...
plying basketball on 11:54 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Result of Hong Xiong's training
friday , me , leslie n jia wei nearly lose to zy , jonas n wei wei ... wtf ... he's again an unstoppable machine ...
den saturday , I went to Gdview in the morning ... something I wun regret after i complete ..
jux three words ... it was hellish ...
well ... it was Hong Xiong's training ... bt it built my confidence ... i dunno y ... haha ... n built a bit of my strength n all tt ...
n the result speaks for itself today at hkncc ... i was shooting well ... n consistent ...
hmm ... n yl gotten a bit of he's old self ... haha ... which is a gd sign ... n i wanna find teammates for 3 on 3 ... haix
U r nt mine ...
I cant force or expect anything frm u
the only thing i can do
is to forget u
plying basketball on 11:05 PM
Friday, July 04, 2008
Mr Fighting's fan
Well .. wed was not schling , was wasting my time away , den watch mr fighting .. v cool ... lik the romantic parts ... whew ...
den .. go to ply bball ... den it's lik the one i cn rmb r zy n wei wei two vs me ... n i didn't win super convincingly ... though it's a two on one ... bt i shud try to lead more ...
den it's lik .. leslie oso quite on form when he came .. haha ... okok la .. den i go eat wif chin shen ... den buy durian puff wif yl again n watch mr fighting ...
den yesterday , after sch , no plying bball in sch so i went to find zy they all .. den me , jonas n zy convincingly win the china shaq , wei wei n jia wei ... two match we won ... den third match is mix team den ...
me , jia wei , china shaq vs jonas , wei wei n zy .... wahh ... strting i thought cn still win if i try my best ... bt it was a difficult task ... jonas is too gd , jia wei n shaq two defend him still cn score , no choice , i mark him bt he cn always pass to zy to score where zy is still oso quite gd .. bt still , in the end , we won ... i found jonas so invincible , he is lik an unstoppable machine ... den at the evening , dunearn vs others ... i thought we would have blowout wins ... bt in the end , we won the first two match bt lost the third n fourth ... cux we were too complacent on defense ... n jonas made use of tt ... den game 5 we won bt nt convincingly ... haix ...
hope evryone is hpy ...
mux we rly b enemy ?
cnt we b frens ?
=(
plying basketball on 8:52 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
y cnt u appear a bit later?
well .. the whole day seemed so sucky to me ... actually it was all well ... me going to sch , slacking , do nth in sch ...
things jux gone bad , actually nth rly super bad , it's some sort of gd plus bad ... i'm v confused whether i shud view it as gd or bad ... bt it did affect my mood and bball ... was totally nt in the mood to ply today ... bt nt jux becux of tt matter , bt oso becux the opponents leave me with no motivation to ply well too ...
anw ... yesterday , things went great , i went bck hm den go to ply bball ... den it's lik lose the team have to kick out one member so i was v motivated to win ... n leslie was scoring hot yesterday ... we form inside outside tag team with him scoring frm outside n me going in for rebound n lay up as well as using speed mismatch ...
den i even ate wif zy , wei wei n yl den buy durian puff wif yl...
I rly try , try , try
v hard , n it seemed lik i succeed abit ...
bt it failed again when u surface again
I try to hate u .. for all the things i've heard
for deserting me
for leaving without saying goodbye
for making my rainbow back to dark clouds again
bt I hate myself more , for causing u to leave
bt guess u wun surface for long ..
u wil disappear real soon again ..
zy will b the only connection between us ..
hw I wish tt u uds hw impt a part u r plyin in my life ..
hw i wish u dun even appear ..
hw i wish i dun kpo n add u bck den ..
hw i wish i didn't sty up till 6 ..
hw i wish it will disappear frm my mind lik a sweet dream n tt's it ..
plying basketball on 11:11 PM
