Monday, June 30, 2008
biggest prob is myself

friday , go hm earlier , den go to ply bball ... den team wif leslie n jonas vs the wierd shooting uncle again , bt this time he team wif one uncle's son n china shaq ... den it's lik we won quite well in each match , without much effort from me ... den at night , go down to gdview , den go to 500+ de court den to 304 de court den bck to gdview court ... den my bike broke down ...

den it's lik ... after tt , Hong Xiong ask me to chng my shooting form abit ... n i set some time for it ...

saturday , i morning go to gdview bt noone was there so train myself till i ply wif my sec sch junior sbastian ... dn i go for he wei training liao ...

den it's lik we plyed 5 on 5 wif ex BBSS(bukit batok sec) , den we won convincingly , 60-34 , Jerrold being the star of the match , bringing steals n points to us ... den aloy did quite well too , completing an alley ply wif me ... so cool ... , teng hui n yl did v well too ... chin shen lik nt he's day , bt still did quite ok ... jonas oso saved one of my missed shot ... thx god ...

den oso , we plyed some matches where i showed my recent secret weapon , shooting frm nba three point line .. which is 1 metre plus frm the normal three pointer line .. den gt one part v funny , i scored both of the last ball of both matches , den i run bck ... to the other side of the court , first match i run back , teng hui shout at me say what the heck am i doing ? there's still the second match ... den second match one all say i crazy ...

den yesterday , plyed alort of matches bt most memorable is two pick n rolls frm me n jonas , each pick for the other n receive the pas each time ... v nice ... lol

den oso , i plyed wif wentian n teamed wif him the first time in my life ... i nv dreamed i would step on the same court wif him , even less den a metre distance at times ... wow ... den first match we won comfortably , bt second was a loopside lead by the opponent ... den i made one full blast lay up which somehow spurred the team , den gt one ball , wentian pass a bounce pass to me which i reverse lay up ... v nice ... den we frm 2:10 to 11:10 , we won a comeback ...

recently , i've been able to win in comebacks , in the past , i dun believe in tt , always believing only in the strt , bt thx to Boston vs Lakers Finals showdown , i strt to believe more n more in determination can help u win no matter hw much a blowout lead it was at the strt ...

den this morning , while boarding the mrt , i unknot the earpiece wires n found tt the most tricky part was actually jux the right earpiece's wire ... n i thought to myself .. sometimes in bball n in life , the reason for failure might nt b external factors , the main reason always lies in urself ...

plying basketball on 10:12 AM

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Thursday, June 26, 2008
ZY's first step

well ... today , sch is the same as usual ... hmm ... cn say is first time team wif darren they all ... haha

hmm ... after sch , i rushed home , den go to ply bball wif zy n zheng wei ... hmm ... zheng wei gt improve la .. bt zy is more awesome ... he's rocking hard sia ... haha

den .. uncle magic wif the uncle wif wierd shooting n one more china guy vs me , zy n one lefty kid so it's kids vs adults ...

den we won the first three matches , the third being a 11-0 trashing game ... n i have to acknowledge ... though i was the top scoring n all tt ... bt without zy's defense which is unexpected cux he alwasys seemed slacking on it ... n the lefties assurance n trust in my shots , i couldn't do tt ...

n fourth game , uncle magic they all rly determined to win... n they nearly done it ... i said nearly cux they scored a 7-2 lead on us ... tt was when i go on , scoring with the kobe's pump fake moves n all tt ... can say i turned on ... den ... 11-9 , we won ... yeah ... means we score 9-2 in the run ... hehe

den nv ply liao , eat dinner den go hm ... den chatted wif TSY n ZY ... haix ...

plying basketball on 11:30 PM

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
it's jux lik a dream , a sweet one

well ... i jux realised tt thru the june holidays , it's been quite a dream ... a dream which I would say wonderful , an unbelievable one ... bt after the holiday ends , things jux vanish in an instant ..

anw ... nw i kana 4 injuries ... my left thumb frm a close bt hard pass frm jun ren ... right wrist frm getting stepped on by xiao hei ... my left knee which is an old injury bt i seemed to worsen it ... n my right thigh which is a bang frm Cassidy ...

den nw ... i'm trying to do things less vigorously ..

anw ... Monday , the bad thing is Monday Blues again ... den it's lik after sch , i go find XinYi .. cux i injured ... den c if she cn help me ... bt to no avail .. hmm .. bt still glad to c her fine ...

after tt , i jux got home n chng n got to HKNCC n ply wif Zhiyang den i go gdview alrdy ... den team wif the Legend of Gdview Garden , Hong Xiong ... i teamed wif him , first time in my life ... den it's lik i do more of a glue guy now ... which means i'm the one who set my teammates in positions to score , doing little things to make em feel ez ...

den last ball of the first match so funny .. i help hong xiong screen ... in the end , i kana bang n fall flat wif my legs high up on the floor ... bt hong xiong scored ... lol

den tuesday , went to conference room for lesson ... wow ... i felt lik i'm a workmen ... haha ...

den after sch , i went home , den i go out again , to the bball court ... den i score alot , since dunno when , wasn't being made the guy who shoot ... den i score one last ball on Gran , v happy cux he blocked me b4 tt ...

den it's lik ... at night , ply 5 on 5 .... n i saw how Jo dominatd the court , it's lik when Wen Tian's not around , Jo is the one who rules on the court ...

bt we plyed well too ... n i n yuan li sub each other n he was impressive in the first match , scoring 3 points ... wow ... bt he's second match scored 0 which he's total points still won mine ...

hehe ... i was more of the hustle freak ... i screen for Hong Xiong they all , seldom find open shooting space for myself ... bt the first match , Chin Shen go for a fast break after a steal , he nearly out when he pass n the ball reached my hand n i scored a lay up ... cool ...

second match , i pass to Ah Yong who pass back to me , banks it in , last ball , game finished ... yo ... hehe ... so i scored a total of two , one for each match tt i plyed ... cool huh?haha

plying basketball on 1:20 PM

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Sunday, June 22, 2008
bball is all physical

today , morning , wake up wif jonas to go to queensway ... den whole day i cnt manage to buy any shoes ... haix ... hmm ... bt i do hope i cn buy one soon ba ...

den i go bck hm n slack ... den i go ply bball le ... den it's lik ... still ply ok ... haha ... den later they all ply physical ... den i no use alrdy ... all i have is my quick hop jump shot now

den in the end , injured my right thigh , left thumb n oso ... my wrist injury worked up again ... haix ...

plying basketball on 10:34 PM

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neglect ... tt's it

today , go training ... den it's lik ... nth much spectacular happens ... evrything is jux so normal tt i dunno hw to explain ...

den marcus say he enjoys basketball more n more which i'm hpy to hear it ..

den ... he join he wei den cn kick leslie out liao ... lol ... jkjk

plying basketball on 1:57 AM

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Saturday, June 21, 2008
defense ... key to victory

well ... today ... it end up jux fine ... i went to sch , wasn't marked late , den i walked home wif edmund ... lol ...

going bck hm , make a change , come down ... den ply 5 on 5 full court ... actually i wasn't plying at first ... den leslie was v hao lian when they lead 10-4 .. well ... it look lik a loopside defeat as well ... den i sub tiger in ... leslie still score a three pointer ... n after tt ... they were scoreless ...

we went frm 13-4 or 13-6 to 22-13 ... lol ... comeback victory .. which is nice ...

den after tt ... today at goodview garden , n oso recently , i'm doing quite well on defense , compared to the past ... i always intercept the ball n oso made steals n alter shots as well ... hmm ...

den it's lik ... my three pointer still nt working well ... bt hpy is chin shen they all say they shocked when they c my defense ... smth i can still improve on ... lol

plying basketball on 12:31 AM

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Friday, June 20, 2008
playmaker in training ...

today .. went to sch ... den was released earlier den fetch chin shen to rp ... den he injured ... so we ply ... n it was easy teaming up wif him ... bt nt easy when i'm nt ... den ... my three pointer shooting stil ok ... bt still i hope for a higher accuracy ...

den it's lik ... ply three on three tt time ... me chin shen n jj vs ivan , kong ming and dunno who ... den it's lik we rallied on a come bck victory frm dunno 6-1 or 6-2 to 7-6 ... lol ...

den i come bck gombak ... den advice zhiyang to go fetch cleo after her chalet ... lol .. hope he will go ...

den it's lik ... ply bball at 303 court ... den gt one uncle teach me hw to playmake n make quick decisions n all tt ... thx ...

plying basketball on 12:35 AM

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Thursday, June 19, 2008
lik a dream...unreal dream

well ... i cn say today is real wierd ... so wierd tt i thought it was all a dream ... firstly ... i c myself nt sweating at all when we ply at cck shelter court ... n i was hitting three pointer quite well ...

den i rush home ... oso no sweat ... den the gel shud b better den the one i normally used bt instead , the effect is worse ...

den oso ... went to meet cleo ... first time in life ... she's prettier den in the pic ... den still gt her frens ... wow ... all so tall ... i lik dwarf lik tt ... plus all look so handsome n pretty ... lik paradise lik tt ...

den i ate wif kenneth n madeline n her stead ... den the food sucks man ...den on the ride bck home , i overslept n oso , find myself at chinese garden station den i quickly got down ... den ... reach hm alrdy v late ... hmm ...

plying basketball on 12:33 AM

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
24 hours without u will b terrible ..

den ... today , i ply bball full court wif some considered amateur bballers ... n i team wif ivan ... den later ... got ppl come challenge me n ivan n one 190cm+ guy ... den we won ... lol ...

den ... after which , i ate wif ivan den go bck to hkncc den ply bball ... until late night ... where i eat my favourite chocolate fudge ...

plying basketball on 1:31 AM

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Monday, June 16, 2008
mux history always repeat? sick n tired of it all

hmm ... today ... i style my hair into mohawk to sch ... lol ... sounds stupid rite ? bt i was testing my hair while it was wet in the bathroom n i saw it quite suitable ... so i try having it on for a day ... at least dun think i gt any negative comments for it ...

den it's lik ... after sch , raining heavily ... jux suit my mood ... feeling v down ... well ... nt ushing anywhere anyway ... when i come bck to hkncc , was shocked tt it didn't rain at all ...

den i ply bball ... den jia jia oso there ... jia wei oso ... den dunno ... cn say was dominant th whole day ... at least when i put in more effort , we r winning ... especially the full court match ... which i didn't even score a ball n we cn still manage to win 11-3 ... lol ... cool ...

den it's lik ... watch san jin they all ply bball ... n those phillipenes ... is lik watching nba matches without the dunks ... lol ...

hmm ... den it's lik ... whole day nth to b hpy abt ... except one okok girl somehow come n chat wif me ... tt's all tt is more hpy ... den ... leslie come use hand knock my head n stil say is xiao zhang knock one ... i straight away knock him bck n he say pain den say whad i cnt take jokes ... yarh ... i cnt take any jokes ... n i cnt stand u anymore ... jux fk ur life off ... it's nt rly lik we nid u as a fren or teammate ... u cn jux jolly well gt out of my sight ..

n i dunno ... bt i feel lik jux ... dun care bout anything except studies n bball frm nw on ... i should jux continue to b alone ... tt's more happy den trying to care bout ppl's grandma business .. i mean bout ppl's personal prob ...

anw ... evrytime lik someone oso same thing ... the girl will b wif someone during the period when i wanna confess ... den the girl will gt abit neglected n treat me lik a soft toy n talk to me ...

ain't it convenient ? dump the doll away when ur prince is within ur sight again ... the doll will den gt even more unoticed cux of the dirts covering it ... well ... at the v least , bball will nt jux dump me ... n i cn dump it instead(bt i didn't )

sometimes i jux missed the moment i have wif those more notable ones ... huimin , ming fen , yee teng , n of course , most imptly , xin yi ... especially to the first three , i didn't treasure them well ... n i dun deserve their feelings for me ... at least at tt time ... if i am to say the reason i hate leslie was becux of he's flirting , i must jolly well hate myself as well ... though there is some sort of difference ... however , xinyi , i did treasure her , bt mayb our distance is too big or she have too high an aim for studies ...

well ... in the past , i enjoyed myself ... nt caring bout the girls' feelings ... more self centered .. n nw it's my turn to b the one alone ... n it's even worse ... nw i have a curse as retribution n then , mayb , a v long time later which i duno when , there might come along a girl who will break my curse for me ... who knws?

plying basketball on 11:43 PM

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going to sch in less den 8 hours later

plying basketball on 12:43 AM

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Sunday, June 15, 2008
after a whole holiday of basketball thoughts ...

plying basketball on 1:37 PM

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Saturday, June 14, 2008
mood swing

plying basketball on 11:30 PM

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Friday, June 13, 2008
jealousy ? haix ...i deserve it ba

hmm ... this morning ... i thought evrything would go on smooth , but i spoilt the whole thing again ... hmm ... nv celebrate teng's bday wif him ... den i still cn ply bball ...

i deserve to gt pang seh by leslie ... who went up to e club when he said he is at the bball court ... bt nvm ... somehow polished my three pointer shooting... today's notable ply , two quite open three pointer ... hmm ... which made it easy for me to fake my opponent cux they thought i will shoot threes after tt ... hmm ...

den jux nw go ah wei's hus eat dinner wif him ... den go csc ply pool wif teng they all ... rly hope he lik the jersey ...

hmm ... smtimes i feel tt i jux dunno hw fortunate i was ... i saw hw leslie gotten a stead tt ezly n thought to myself ... tt mux b some sort of seeking for happiness ba ... he gotten it ... well ... he well deserve it for earning it ... i did not deserve whad i had , they jux flew towards me without me earning it ... n it's becux i cn do it effortlessly which made me nt treasuring the past ... made me regretted so much for evrything i've did in the past

n nw ... it will b the hardest difficulty b4 me ... n tt's her ... well ... i rly dunno whad's going on wif me ... she's treat me well jux becux she treats evryone else well ... bt i kip thinking having the thought tt she might lik me evrytime she sound caring ... whad was my dirty mind thinking?

i dun even uds myself nw ... anw , to zy , cleo , leslie , hpy first month n hpy steading ...

to teng , hpy bday ...

plying basketball on 2:10 AM

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Well ... the hairdresser v correct ... i cn b v gd bt if someone steps on my tail , i cn b a devil ... tt's whad i am now ... i'm outbursting all over ...

I feel that i should jux be right where I am now ...it's nt lik i jux outburst without any reason ...

well ... bt oso , this post is to thx to those who helped me thruout my basketball life ...

Firstly , Leslie Tan , thx for being my fren all over ... thx ... frm the MangaXpress , the first day we met , to plying till 11 pm tt night , till u watch my bball skills maturing , till now i half realised my dream of building a gd team ... Thx for ur motivation and also for providing me wif someone i can compete wif all yrs ...

Then , Uncle Magic , thx for showing me tt there is magic in this world , n being as old as u r , keep improving ur skills as weeks n weeks gone by , it's sort of inspire me to improve as well ..

Wen Tian a.k.a San Jin ... though i nv talk to u b4 n cn only idolise u frm the strt ... i appreciate how u shoot , ur hand , the way ur shooting since to pause the time ... thx for showing me tt

Brian a.k.a three pointer king ... another guy who show me more thru actions , shoots threes well as well , bt in quick release ... u r always motivating me n is my role model nt jux in bball bt in life ... thx

Ah Han & Cassidy ... the two of u have been trying to give me advices and i knw i'm a bit uncoacheable ... thx though for the effort n for showing me hw to use brain to ply bball ...

Ah Peng n the other guy dunno the name ... thx for telling me hw slack i was wen i'm plyng bball ... i strt to realise tt jux standing there still wun gt me the ball at my desire spot easily ...

Albert .. for being one of the best guard in finishing at the paint , for showing me all those moves n for being a gd fren to me thought we r nt close ... thx

Vincent of RP ... for being a gd vice cap n for telling me hw i should ply n follow n oso nt being blur on the court though i'm still tt blur ...

Hong Yuan of RP ... for being a gd captain n for being handsome =P no la ... bt thx for the advices n lessons learnt frm u , u r the role model in my heart as well

Ivan frm RP ... thx for giving me tips as well as analysing my skills such tt i have pointers n clues on hw to improe my skills ...

Edwin ... thx for being wif me when i form my first team wif leslie ... tt was a totally sucky team bt u joined us and made me had many sweet dreams n made me felt impossibles being possible

Jefferey ... same as edwin ... jux tt u r more handsome n u look v lik zhi yang , leslie's fren

FuYuan ... for how u communicate wif me n ply bball wif me

Xiao Zhang ... I have to admit , u r nt v v strong , bt tt's becux u r jux a beginner , work hard on ur shooting ... n oso , try nt to b so timid ... hehe ... thx for boosting my confidence when u praise me

Jia Wei ... same thing as Xiao Zhang .. except , u shud work hard on ur attitude instead , dun always underestimate ppl n give excuses when u lose to someone , lose means lose , u cn work hard n win again ...

Aloysius ... thx for helping me when i feel down , for celebrating my last yr bday at the bball court ... for giving me an experience of a growth of a shooter ... for evry small things u've did n for taking extra training wif me in the past , hope u still train till ur hand blister in future ... injuries cn b overcomed physically bt nt mentally ...

Zhi Hui ... thx for letting me teach u bball ... jux lik aloy , u let me experience the growth in u , frm a guy who only cn shoot free throw to one who cn lay up , split defence well , do hang moves n eventually the floater ... u r oso one phenomenal guy , try to chng ur shoot first pass second mentality ...

ZiHao n Marcus ... thx for the actions ya have done on the court which makes me laugh ... u two r damn jokers n damn gd frens i cn trust ... thx for u all ...

Chin Sheng ... thx for some advices u have given me ... hw i wished u would tell me whad i can do to make u all feel less burden ... i feel lik a burden , drag down when i'm wif u all .. n sry for nt being tt gd teammate lik ah wei

Yuan Li ... thx for being my rival all these while , for making me feel more competitive in this team ... though i've nw reached higher , bt i'm stopping over here ... u cn overcome me , beat me , do all u cn n in fact , if u train as much , u would have been better lik u said ...

Te Wei , thx for letting me knw hw short guys can defeat big guys ... i could nt have been here plying without u ... i could have given up bball ... u showed me hw a 137 cm player cn ply well ... n tt's y u r one of the goal n obstacle of my life

Teng Hui ... thx for evrything u've done , u r perfect ... in bball ... i could't spell a thing i cn win u in nw ... u created miracles for me n make me pass more , shaped me into more of a shooter n sacrifice ur own body such tt i dun gt hurt inside the paint ... fo telling me nt to give up , for encouraging me , for spelling my mistakes , for pressuring me to do more den i cn , for winning matches when they look out of reach , for being evrything n i rly meant evrything ... it's going to b ur bday in min .... bt i have to disappoint u ... sry ...

n to the "her" ,sometimes i dunno if u r the truth .... whether u r jux illusion or whether i'm dreaming ... treasure the ppl ard especially ur bf ... he shud b the most impt ppl in life for u ... n oso ... it's going to b ur first month when tenghui's bday ticks ... so hehe ... dun always cry ... cux it shud b hpy first month ...


sometimes i jux find myself so damn useless ... i jux hope i cn control my temper tml ... if i hear a word , i will jux spoil the whole party .. so i dun feel lik going ... bt den ... teng's my best fren ... haix ... n i dun even knw whad i'm doing ... at all

plying basketball on 11:07 PM

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Enduring tears cn b hurtful

today morning woke up by my sister to run , bt i was too tired ... so slp further ... woke up 2 hours half later den do quiz for 2 hours n go to eat wif leslie ... den ply bball den ... Uncle Magic say my shooting form look lik Wen Tian ... wasso hpy ... cux Wen Tian is my HKNCC bball idol ...

den ... was plying bball ... n the blackboy Hanrong say words v disrespectful ... though is to leslie bt i hate it ... so i scold him ... n grabbed him a lil harder on the collar bone ... n warn him ...

den ... went to dabao food for sister ... den rush bck to the court ... den went to 305 court ply bball ... den ply ... nvm ... bt i cnt say nt well either ... bt jux i'm nt plying anymore anw ... so ... no point mentioning it anymore ... mayb i will jux take a vacation

well ... i jux cnt stand the biasness of my teammates towards me ... tt ah wei come in ... jux becux he small n cute , he gt recognised for even the smallest things ... n it means those who skills are jux a lil higher den average will gt blamed for lil things ... n it happen tt the whole team i'm the target ... in evrything ... they ply my name , ply my dad's name , sarcastic say i strong ... they enjoy doing tt isit ? wtf ... i nt strong i chao chao oso cn win at least 10 ppl in the team ... dare u come la ... (except jin sheng n teng cux they godly )

teng ... it's nt u ... n i will find time apologize to u ... bt the rest of the players ... i cnt tolerate it anymore ... jux becux i dun look fierce i gt laughed n criticised at for no reason , jux becux i look kind , opponent make me the first elbow n knee target ... v nice isit ?

jux nw one match alone , i kana two elbows in the mouth , one big big scratch in the chest n one whole body collision ... this isn't the bball i knw ... it's all abt skills ? i doubt so ... it's abt who have fierce or handsome look ... it all jux appear so logical...

plus there's no drive in life anymore too ... i'm sry to u ... bt i dun wan to b a pest anymore ... n i'm jux lik this ... sry ... jux hope u dun cry or ct in future n gt along well wif zy ...

lost an impt fren n my passion in life... jux instantly at almost the same exact time... sitting at the com wondering ... if i'm still alive ... enduring tears sure is making me suffocating ... haha ... gordan's encyclopedia page 4

plying basketball on 11:09 PM

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mayb i've alrdy longed crossed the limit i set ...

well ... yesterday ... was plying bball n finally gt do workout alrdy ... hope it doesn't affect my shooting or if it does affect , affect it positively ...

den went to eat n accompany jia wei n leslie go buy bubble tea ... was waiting for them ... den was daydreaming ...den replying cleo's sms ... den ... suddenly ... earthquake ... no it wasn't ... i was the one shaking , nt the floor ... i was having my bike side to side against the some sort of stairs cliff ... dunno whad shud i call tt ... i was riding on the bike n mayb i was leaning outside n jux topple ... den i use my knee to support ..

lucky me tt it didn't fracture ... bt it's still painful due to old injuries ... hmm ... i rly have nightmare using my limbs to support mywhole body cux twice this yr n it occur alot of times in my life where i get fractured or dislocation due to the same reason ...

well ... n tt stupid leslie still laughing ... jia wei i nt sure he gt laugh or nt ... bt he did ask if i'm ok ... den i dun wan lik too bias towards him ... ppl show concern of cux mux say fine ...

hmm ... den ply bball ... n was gd ... den i go for hair cutting ... den went to watch san jing n other pros ply bball at hkncc at night ... den it's lik ... well ... after which ... chatting on the fone ... n watching yi zhi du xiu dance ... lol ..

den my mum ask me isit my gf chatting wif me ... (well i admit last tym i m at least nt lack of any).. den she was surprised n say no meh ... my sisters oso dun believe ... den i dun care la ... den my mum mayb was convinced ... n suddenly tell me dun go disturb other's r/s , think of it in others' shoe , would u wan ur gf to lik talk to a guyy ?

well ... i dunno hw my mum knws tt it was someone who have a bf ... bt i only do knw ... she might b right ... last tym i did set a limit n strike a distance ... bt these few days ... i was too hpy tt i didn't ... guess i have to ... my mum's right , i will gt retribution for wrong things i've done ... jux lik amanda's case ... which is still clear in my head , making my life filled wif lesser n lesser colors ...


anw ... since my the other blog nth to do , i go use it as a quiz blog ... i oso dunno hw long i cn b determined to do quizzes bt i will try ...

plying basketball on 11:20 AM

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Sunday, June 08, 2008
tongue biting

hmm ... today iwake up quite late , 12 pm ... hmmm den i ply bball after tt , seeing tt noone online to chat wif ... i mean ... at least noone significant ...

den it's lik i ply 1 on 1 there n owns evryone ... actually nt evryone la .. jonas was gd too ... bt i still win anyway ... den it's lik v meaningless whole day no challenge at all ... den go for dinner ... den drag time .... den i go for shooting awhile , in the end , yl ask for a 1 on 1 wif me ... den it's lik ... second ball yl go lay up ... den he's shoulder bang my chin ... den my teeth bite my tongue ... it was a huge impact ... double damage , my whole body stunted awhile ...

den i told yl i cn continue ... den i thought i would lose ... cux after a few min , he comfortably took a 9-3 lead ... two more balls to finish ... n i blast my way ... i couldn't lose ... my dream girl will nt wan me to lose too ... n i blasted for the win ... 11-10 .. n i couldn't believe it ... i won ... scored 8-1 while i was on fire ...

n oso ... something to note ... when i was 1 on 1 wif jonas , i was on fire beyond the arc , 6 of my seven points are scored from the three pointer , remarkable huh ? haha

well ... this is my bball aspect of daily aim , to try to b undefeated or at least win more den i lose ... bt my life aspect of daily aim ? to make her hpy ... to my utmost limit

plying basketball on 10:25 PM

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2 hours is fainting ...

hmm ... thursday i oso forgotten whad happened ... i only rmb tt u will strt to c a wristband on my left wrist frm nowadays onwards ... tt's all ...

friday , i went to queensway shopping center wif jin sheng n ah wei ... den it's lik we went to c our shoes and also order a jersey for teng hui's bday ... to say the truth , i was so so excited abt the present , wan to c he's reaction , wan to c him wearing it (imagining it was nice alrdy )

den we had some sort of mini bball training , yl , me , jin sheng n ah wei ... den i went home den yl n jin sheng come my house later on n ton at my house ...

den to my surprise , yl slept first , jin sheng flips around he's bed for two hours den slp ... n i was out of my bed ... was chatting wif cleo ... all night long ... i cn tell u ... my vision is quite blur n it hurts my eye damn lot ... bt i enjoy tt moment as well ... den 6 , i went to slp ... actually i do wait for her sms bt she didn't sms me ... so i slp ...

den ah wei called me n say he leg pain n jonas oso inform me say he cnt go ... den yl say he oso wan to slp more ... end up nv jog , i try to force myself to slp further which become a bit sucessful till i rmb mux gt online chat wif cleo ... in the end , slp for jux two hours ... den i go to teckwhye cc ply bball , den gt the fillipino cup , den we shift to bt batok shelter court ...

den it's lik .. at nite i continue to train solo , teng n jonas offered to sty behind ... so gd frens > < , i was getting hot n burning the house down ... i mean ... i hit shots even when i thought my hand twisted the wrong way ... hmm ... bt nt frm three point range ... is frm free throw line range ... which is quite far alrdy la ... haha ... bt i was extremely dizzy .. cux of overexercising n tiredness ... a few times i thought i would just fell on the ground n faint , lucky i still had the strength to take taxi wif teng they all bck home n nw sit in front of my computer typing all these out ... hehe

well ... i jux hope my besties , those who bday coming n alrdy gone , hpy bdays ...

n oso ... hope she is hpy ... at the least ...

smile my world!

plying basketball on 1:55 AM

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
59-3

hmm ... yesterday was a gd day , so was today , bt tt was only for bball ...

it's lik yesterday , i cycle to teckwhye cc den tiger say come bck to hkn cc ... fk ...

den i cycle bck to hkncc .. my legs aching lik hell ... den it's lik at nite time , it's been a long time since we've plyed bball wif adults ... n it's 5 on 5 ... n i was rather spectacular ... more of a clutch player den a full time scorer ...

ok , i shall jump straight to the final three games which we stretch a 3 game winning streak den lights out alrdy .. hmm ... first of tt match , i went for a stepback , n hit a pull up jumper , ends the game , it was the last ball

second match , last ball , teng hui fake a shot which my opponent went to attempt a steal , pass me the ball , i do a pump fake n teng's opponent frm inside jumpp up to attempt a block which opens the inside lane for teng hui who i pass n he score , again , it's a clutch assist ...

final one ... i went for a pump fake , drive n sudden stop , pull up jumper n score , i thought it was the last ball cux the first two were just plying till 7 balls n tt's it ... n this one cux is alrdy 9:50+pm den lights out soon so they say ply till light's out ... den in the end still win wif jin sheng scoring the ball n lights out , jux nice , it was lik the ball drop on the floor n the light's out , 8-7 , we won.... if it ends at seven balls den my shot will b a clutch one again ...

den it's lik i try to improve myself after tt... shooting after the games till midnight 1:10am reach home ... n i finally gt to talk bck to yl first time in my life cux i always thought i tt will spoil our frenship ... he said work so hard oso nt lik i v strong n i still weak .. den i was lik saying at least nw i'm way better den him ... den he keep quiet n nv say anything alrdy ... den chng subject ...

den it's lik this morning , v late den wake up , dn go to jog wif my sis , 4 km , y i say jog is cux i was jogging along my sister's speed to wait for her ,den i go hm slp , den go to court in the afternoon , ply 3 v 3 wif some ppl ... den ah wei n me n small brian ...

we won ... ultimately bt i dun lik it when we let our opponent score even a single point ... den ah wei was plying v unseriously n he add words to insult the opponents ... when they nv ply rough all tt ... i dun find the point to humilate the opponents ...

den the opponents ask us to ply full court 4 on 4 ... den xiao zhang is added in n we added a stranger to their team who in the end was v gd ... we still ply ok for the first , 22-16 , only won by 6 points n i was lik wtf ...

den they say wan second set den i outburst alrdy ... plus small brian went home alrdy for the second match ... it's 3vs 4 in full court , me n xiao zhang n ah wei , guess whad , my team nw i tallest , cux small brian is 17+ cm bt he left ... result :22-0 we trash them this time cux i ply v seriously ...

den their star player say wan to ply till hundred points ... i was lik thinking he v crazy n sore loser ... so i more angry ah wei even wan to tio wif him hit he's leg wif the ball , b i say sry n tt we wan to continue the match cux he say if ply till lik tt he dun wan ply

so we continue n we won ultimately , 59-3 ... they only score three...

den their star player forfeit den ah wei add petrol to fire , ask them y so humji , propose 100 points in the end 59 points den finish liao ...

anw , it was a nice experience to win tt much ... after tt still have some casual games n i was winning thruout the day ... hmm

n oso ... to Cleo , it's nt tt u r a loner , u have alot of ppl who still care for u , including me ... =)

days r jux wicked , luckily bball was ard wif me

plying basketball on 10:50 PM

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Monday, June 02, 2008
first day of holiday

Last week , Saturday , Me , Ah Wei , Yuan Li , went for a 5 km jog 7 plus in the morning when me n yl were slpin at 3 am and they both did superbly well . We den , went to eat Roti Prata while it was downpour heavily .

After which , the three of us cycles to find leslie and jin sheng dn we lombang them to shelter court ... At shelter court , I found my stroke at downtown , was hitting 3s , bt jin sheng found he's as well .. he was handling an astounding 80+ 3pointers in matches .

n me n leslie vs ah wei n yl ... n u knw ... me n leslie were double team since I was 14 , so we won ultimately , with second match resulting in a 21:7 points trash.Well ... yl of cux was nt v down wif tt ... he cnt believe he n ah wei lost ... n he strt to say i ply more aggressive now which is gd bt oso is rough ... well ... if u lose , jux admit a lose , u lay up elbow my face i nv elbow u bck is alrdy gd alrdy , it's nt lik noone in the team dunno u r the roughest player in the team ... it's lik a pot calling the kettle black ...

Den Sunday , we gotten to teckwhye cc ... den to bt panjang's block 600+ court ... den it's lik the day was boring until ah han share wif some pieces of advice wif me n i strt to feel more motivated n oso improved .

n today , I went to ply bball early in the morning ... wel ... it's nt lik it's uncommon ... den yl n ah wei go n tio wif an auntie and i peace things out ...

n it's lik today, ply matches , i was at least showing signs of defending ... bt Cassidy was nt v hpy ... i oso dunno ... sometimes , i feel the whole world is so biased to me ... evrybody make alot of mistakes n did jux one gd work n ppl rmb them for tt ... n i did qute a satisfactory to gd job , n i jux made one turnover n tt's it ...

den i was watching san jin ply bball , he was rly gd , rly the strongest player ever in HKNCC ... he's hitting threes n jumpers lik he's shooting frm below the basket ...

n after tt , the light is off den all go hm den me n Uncle Magic ply bball n i was training my three pointer , hit lik 50 plus three pointers bt i think i missed more den made ... bt the light was off so i think there is sure some difficulty to tt ... bt still , hope i cn improve ...

sometimes i feel tt i shud jux walk alone , b more independant n dun trust anyone ... humans can appear so gd , praise u at times bt u dunno hw well they backstab u , some jux c ur face nt hpy n dun lik u frm the strt ... though i admit i dun rly lik Leslie when he is boastful n when he sounds lik a flirt , bt he is one of those true frens who dun rly cover themselves wif shits .. Teng Hui is another who I trust alot ... well ... 12 yrs of frenship wasn't for nth ...in case u say i'm also sayin ppl frm behind by typin it out here , i did tell those ppl off in person jux tt if they argue bck den i keep quiet bout it n jux let the matter dissolve ... except for the biasness part cux tt one is also i'm at wrong bout it ba , for commiting turnover

wun dere b someone here to shower my lonely heart wif care n concern ?

plying basketball on 11:57 PM

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