Monday, April 17, 2006
haiz...sank deeper n deeper ...miss u ...loadxxx
hmm...haiz...juz nw i was eating...mi mum nag @ mi cuz tt time last yr,i merely say fuck...nv refer 2 anyone...den alison,mi youngest sis tell mi mum,mi mum's younger bro,oso mim uncle,heard tt den say hw dare u or smth lik tt...den i was lik stare @ him...he stare back...lik wanna fight lik tt...i stand there...keep staring...den he pull mi 2 mi room...den mi right hand,(though left hander bt when it comes 2 punching,left is 4 more accuracy,right is 4 strength...)was badly injured due 2 the basketball match hurt plus teach leslie the arm twister tt time let him demo on mi...den it was damn hurt...den it was lik...he punch mi in the chest...sending mi knocked back...i clench mi fist...wanna punch back den it was lik he saw den he say "wad wanna fight back ar?"den i stunned...he's mi uncle after all...den the followings r rated violence...he slapped mi hard in the face..knockin mi back on the wall...he wanna fight come la...use words 2 stun mi den dun let mi hit him...coward...den i wanna turn back n punch him...bt b4 i turn back,he charge 2wards mi n bang mi on the wall...(which cuz mi spine 2 knock onto the wall hard...tt's y i'm a lil bit hunchback n spine hurts deal pain at times...mi hand put in mi pocket smtimes is oso 2 straighten mi hand den in the process,straighten mi back...)...(warning:plz dun try these @ hm...)...so ...i nv tell mi mum though tt i suffer internal injuries...she oni saw the slap...which means disrespect 2 the deadman...i was so furious...i hated him v v much since i was v small when he keep slapping mi liaox...he did tt n i hate him 2 the core liaox...mi mum keep saying no hatred can't b resolved...bt it had alrdy leave a scar on mi brain n cells...the sentence...i will seek revenge...by bball or playstation or wadeva or by sparring...i muz defeat him...things gotten wrose when she keep things frm mi...i dun understand...really dun...hmm... secrets... mayb i too kpo bahx...bt ez link card...i dun find wad's so difficult in showing her ez link card pic...dun tell mi she still dun trust mi...haiz...nvm 4gt it...n crabbie...i thought i would have a whale of tme chatting wif her...healing mi pains...etc...bt she appears offline after mi dinner...haiz...smtimes really fed up wif mi fate lolx...2 others...sound nice...till they experience it den they will regret de...nt always smile or face dun look mean means nt troubled...i will post again later bahx...go do mi geog hmwk...i drag frm 5 smth till nw...hahaha...
plying basketball on 8:36 PM
