Sunday, April 16, 2006
haizz....felt so super guilty...guilty lone wolf
haiz...i feel so guilty lolx...1st...i nv go 4 2 root 4 em n instead play bball...second is they lose...becuz i keep leeching her den she can't go 4 the training ...haiz... btw...juz nw after i wrote the post,i install msger plus...haiz...quite fun...den verock yesterdae tell mi lerx den i thought it thru...even if edmund n tenghui say crab...it wun hurt her or cuz her death...so i tell teng say all u wan...tenghui apologize n said wanna remain as frenz...den i say okkies lolx...den kelvin oso tok 2 mi ...smth gd happen...den mi n leslie went 2 mcdonalds 2 eat dinner 2gether...den we discuss the gd ol days...i thought i was a game noob till i remember bout wrestling games...hahah...playstation 2 smackdown shut ur mouth,here comes the pain n smackdown vs raw...i'm gd @ em...plus mi undefeated history of raw deal card game...legend user of Deadman inc n The Rock ... den he suggest tt we restart playing the card game...i still remember mi combo lolx...hahaha...den we walk till his hse den i run hm...hoping verock would b back n online...bt it seems lik she wasn't...i wait n wait...i can even wait n nv slp...so this is juz piece of cake lolx...bt i oni have till 10...haiz...den it's lik 9 40 den she online if i'm nt wrong...haiz...when she online,mi mum warn mi lolx...say oni 15 min left...den i quickly sank into severe depression...bt nv till mi mental prob come out...cuz it's rumoured tt i will turn inhuman...did it twice...when i was young...couldn't control...nearly kill mi uncle wif a chair cuz he snatch mi sticker book n nv return...second time is mi cousin play cheat in badminton den i use both hand n choke plus strangle hold him...he gt asthma...so i nearly killed him as well...nearly kill mi mum or miself juz nw...still brooding bout their loss lolx...it's lik i cuz it de...muz say sry 2 em...mayb rite em a testi as a letter of apology bahx...wish she will call mi the nxt thing in the morning bahx...hmm...i wun b slpin or will oni slp 4 awhile...i believe she will call...i believe in miracle...tt's y i will wait...hmm...she will probably call @ either 3 am or 5 am bahx...hahaha...so i will juz slp b4 tt ...den wake up den wait 4 3 hrs lolx...hahaha...nth much de mahx...bt i'm still rather depressed or shud i say...the depression is getting worse n worse...wish they wun provoke mi 2molo n tt ppl will make mi laugh ...juz nw watch naruto den admire his rasengan liaox...the 4th hokage rox lolx...kakashi oso...bt the best i think is neji bahx...real cool man...haiz...wish evryone pass their mid yr exam ...including mi...mi mum keep sayin i nv study bt in skool i concentrate on studies alot lolx...the teachers oso say this time de exam is based on wad they teach in class oni...if we concentrate hard can lerx den mi mum still cbcbkbkb(joseph's language 4 annoyin n irritating,nagging etc=chick bye chick bye kao bei kao bu)hahaa...funi rite?joseph's smart in these n games codes n cheats...hahaha...admire him 4 tt ... game freak...i'm better in card games...eg yu gi oh,pokemon n WWE Raw Deal CCG...hahaha...might play again bahx...the blog skin is dedicated 2 verock 4 those anime pics n her pics n those naruto pics r dedicated 2 kakashi...hahaha...haiz...dun rite lerx bahx...(depressed,guilty n lone wolf)sign
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