Sunday, May 28, 2006
frm this day on...@ least 4 nw...i will hate evryone...
den it's lik go play bball tt time den rain den i dun feel lik playing lerx...haiz... den i went hm...online...den tok 2 corrine n kaylin...kaylin's a nice girl...dunno hw 2 say...bt nt tt familiar wif her...n she muz b takin precaution bahx...since almost evryone of their skool heard about mi background info...
den it's lik i go 2 expo...on the way...thinkin of hw 2 find verock since she dun wanna tell mi where she is...haiz...den when i each there...i keep searching n searchin...bang by walls n ppl...2 crowded...i search 4 bout 5 rounds den i rest...i still can't find...when she say she's in the food fair...i think 2 miself...hw can it b...den it's lik i go search another 2 round till mi leg lik rotten gum or wad lerx...
den she finally say she finished her work lerx...den i quickly wait 4 her...i dunno...when i saw her finally...after 2 days...i really lik seeing an angel liddat...noone will really understand wad i mean bahx...haiz...den it's lik we went 2 take mrt 2 marina bay den back 2 cuzway...on the way...i finally ling ji yi dong...thought of 2 ways 2 ask her lerx...n i use both @ the same time...though nt super romantic...bt i guess it's better den askin her ..."can patch mahx"...smth liddat...too informal lerx...
den it's lik she say cannot...haiz...den it's lik mi whole heart shattered on the spot...on the mrt...juz lik dropping a packet of oreo on the floor...the whole packet shattered...haiz...den it's lik i walk her hm...i dun even think i needa eat anymore...sadness full mi whole stomach...
den it's lik she keep askin whether i wanna eat...i dun wan bahx...mi pride n evrything juz shattered into pieces...even a hundred hamburger oso can't satisfy mi...
den i walk her back hm...den she hug mi...sayin "dunno when can we meet again..."smth liddat...bt i juz knew...tt's as fren oni...mi tears alrdy come out bahx...den when the door close...i let out a thousand lone wolf cries...the whole condo might b able 2 hear it...2 mi it's alrdy v loud lerx...den i cry...frm there...all the way till i reach hm...till bout 15 min ago den i stop bahx...
haiz...i realise tt i keep wasting mi time on thinkin bout those thingies in the morning 2dae...haiz...hw should i open mi mouth n ask her patch,wad 2 do 2 maintain relationship...hw 2 treat her better...n mi character...try 2 stay as pri skool as possble...nt childish...bt other characters i've lost thru the yrs...haiz...i guess it's lik useless nw bahx...n when i'm cryin.... hu moes...hu cares...juz lik wad corrine's blog says ...though she say she rite 4 fun...
haiz...guess mi o lvl chinese result wun b any better den an f9 bahx...
plying basketball on 8:40 PM
