Friday, May 05, 2006
haiz...am i reaching the end of a cliff???
2dae morning...slp again lolx...den it's lik i go skool ...slp ...den paper 1 can't concentrate...y am i thinking of her in exam...haiz...n verock oso...nt say they v irritating lahx...bt it's nt the right time 2 appear in mi mind lolx...haiz...den it's lik tok crab in the essays ...den it's lik paper 2 same thing happen bt at least dun requre much thinkin bahx...haiz...den outside art rm...i was lik we all bullying jordan...evry one beat him lerx...left wif mi...den i was lik patting him...den strangle him...which he reverse den i quickly give him mi knee 2 the groin low blow...den after tt...dunno y...when ed n kel n teng bullying jo,i shouted @ em ...den they say ok la ...we bully u ...den i started out well...till they grab mi whole body...den left wif mi hand...mi left hand...which i lo blow em...n they nv realise...haiz...den i was fed up when i saw jo lookin @ the helplessly struggling mi...n nv help...nt as fren nv mind...bt nt even as his saviour lolx...den art...teacher nv come...so y do we needa stay...seeing all the alays left...i oso leave wif em...haiz...den it's lik haiz...dunno hw 2 say lolx...den i went 2 crabbie's hse below...i promised i will reach by 2 min...bt verock's lik reach by ten minutes lolx...haiz...bt nvm...den it's lik we keep walkin ...perhaps waiting 4 sm miracle bahx...she still nv laugh lolx...almost evry day same de...den we went 2 eat @ burger kings...den the library after comic connection...den it's lik in the library she no mood 2 study...i was lik v pissed off lerx lolx... bt of cuz can't scold her...1st becuz she's a girl...second is becuz it's the library...den we went 2 her hse...den i was singing shanghai 1943 lolx...den i play basketball wif a bunch of intermediate players bahx...nt say v strong de...bt they r youger den mi bahx... though they dunno...den it's lik went 2 7-11 den bought super big gulp...den drink on the way...den after tt ...realising tt it was late...i send her hm...actually i oso dunno y...didn't took the initiative 2 anything lerx lolx...i was feeling v wad lolx...dunno y her attitude 2dae lik tt...evryday alrdy lik v sad lik tt lerx... den 2dae lik more nt sad...except in the library when she saw her frenz...den it's lik i read some combo moves...v nice lolx...hahaha...den it's lik she took the 1st initiative...den i was lik ok lolx..since she already...den o quickly rush hm...on mi way hm...quite moody bahx...hu would look happy...when one nv reply msg den the other so moody ...fk lolx...though the other is juz a fren...bt she nv tell mi smth lolx...i ask her she nv ans...5 hrs or so lerx lolx...haiz...more den tt...den it's lik haiz...v sian...found the song tanned/tanning in ur sunray... n grand prix...remember mi...bt speedy boy n space boy rox man...love ya...wanna play initial d 2molo...gt the mood 2 play a bit sia... bb readers ...n mi dear frenz hu @ least i treat em as bahx...n u...muackz!!!wish mi stress will juz drift apart 2molo...
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