Monday, May 29, 2006
'o' lvl day...
den i went 2 skool...rather depressed...if anyone did notice...mi eye is lik v funny lolx...evryone or anything i c oso use stare de...haiz...can't help mi mood bahx...wad can i do ...
den it's lik i look thru the window...i was shocked...i saw her behind mi in the reflection of the bus window glass...haiz...wad can i do...i guess i'm pure crazy... den i reach skool...butterflies in mi stomach...den suddenly...her voice came in2 mi mind ask mi 2 relax...WTF...i'm lik thinkin of her evry seconds...wad can i do?
den i go exam hall...den i was shivering wif fear...hu in the blue hell wun???haiz...when i nv even really study...den it's lik o lvl...nt mid yr lolx...haiz...den it's lik appeared 2 b quite ez when i use wad i think of...obviously...her...haiz...i rite bout the good deeds she's done tt make mi chng mi perspective 2 her...
den it's liok i nearly cry...bt of cuz can't...partly becuz i stomach v pain...no tissue paper...can't go toilet...of cuz...becuz of the essay...i dunno hw many marks it can bring mi...i juz rite 4 fun de...den it's lik paper 2 even more ez bahx...den after tt i go find her...den she cry on the bus...omg...den i wipe her tears 4 her...dun say i bhb...bt i feel tt it's dmth 2 do wif mi...haiz...bt she juz dun wan 2 say the reason...
den it's lik i oso feel bad...den keep wipin her tears 4 her...den it's lik den we go 2 her skool collect her results...den it's lik i wait there 4 bout lik 15 min???den we go yoshinoya eat...den it's lik so dam full lolx...hahaha...den we took 169 back...it's so damn FAST lolx.... den it's lik she v cold...bt wad else can i do...nth really nuch...mi status in her heart has decrease 2 a merely normal fren ...juz one step further frm a stranger n tt's it...
den it's lik we reach her hse den i ran hm...den it's lik i reach hm...saw mi new air con...a bit impressed...den vacuum the whole hse...den mi mum say later needa go pasa malang lolx...haiz...can't chat wif her online lerx...haiz...den it's lik ...haiz...
i decided on smth lolx...i nv really swear b4...though nt heavy...i will wait 4 her...
haiz...i dunno when...bt i promise her tt time i would pop the qn after 8 yrs...so i suppose eight yrs...i will marry noone bt her...if i really can't marry her...i would stay single 4eva...so ya readers r the witness...no matter hu i might stead wif...(smtimes things r unpredictable wad...)bt i wun marry em...i will marry noone bt her...
though this sound childish...bt den i thought it over b4...she's the oni one i think i would love...can't do without her...wa...later gonna go pasa malang lerx...bb
plying basketball on 6:41 PM
