Thursday, May 11, 2006
an unforgettable experience
den it's lik mi laopo dunno go where...in the end go so far...i was lik so many unlucky things happen so i was lik v upset n vent mi anger on her lolx...i dunno y...bt actually i oso ask her 2 either wait @ Khatib or Northpoint lolx...den she suddenly go so far...i oso dunno wad 2 do...den in the end...muz go city hall wait 4 her...
den it's lik muz use mi sharpened eyes 2 c the mrt whether she's inside or nt...den it's lik she finally come lerx...den we went 2 eat @ KFC...haiz...if oni i richer den can treat her 2 better food lerx...she follow mi lik tt carry on wif life so xin ku ...bt it's lik she still force a smile ...
den we went 2 toy s rus....den went 2 many hobby shops...denit's lik went 2 cinema...den after tt go carrefou...so many places lolx...hahaha...den i was lik so hpy lolx...cuz she dun really look unhpy...den her leg tired ...we rested 4 awhile...den went 2 take MRT home...
when we reach there,i bought ice cream den went 2 the park...den it's lik suddenly felt the feeling was right....bt it's lik she v unhpy...i dunno ...she cried...i wanna cry...this time really v nearly cry ...hold back b4 it reaches mi eye lolx...den i'm gonna b late hm lolx...reach hm lerx nth 2 do...
it's lik i felt so evil...haiz...i promise mi self...i wun even have any physical contact or eye contact wif her eva again...haiz...sry laopo...upset u loadx bahx... haiz...
den her helpful fren tell mi tt she cut herself...omg...i 4gt all bout the inhuman thingy lolx...den it's lik keep asking wad happen...mi sweat keep flowing lik river...den start 2 scratch mi self...bt i dunno y...mi fingernails nt strong enough or i dun wanna die... or both...i juz dun have enough strength 2 strangle mi vein...deni noe she really cut herself...i was lik...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do lolx...haiz..
den when we tok on msn...i was lik alrdy goin 2 cry lerx...keep sneezing n water in mi eyes...den it's lik suddenly 4gt wad she said made mi so sad till i cry lolx...lucky mi mum dunno ...haiz...actually this is the 1st time she noe i cry wif her bahx...actually it's alrdy 4th time lerx...haiz...4gt it ...lik i cry alrdy gt use...
i oni noe tt i have no choiuce bt if she carry on lik tt i will have 2 break cuz it's lik v wad lolx...she will oni b more tong ku lolx...haiz...sobxsobx...i oso dunno...1st in the morning i was so pissed off...den nw still lik tt...i think i'm slightly depressed lerx...i feel lik jumping off mi kitchen window...haiz...bt noone really will look @ the bright side of life @ this point of time bahx...did she ever remember tt we oso have happy times n moments 2dae???...
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