Wednesday, June 28, 2006
haiz...hpy 4 nth ...izit???
waiting 4 her sms all day lolx...den it's lik she nv sms mi...haiz...i really dunno wad 2 do...den i sms her frenz lolx...n oso sms corrine n ting...haiz...wad shud i say bout it...extreme boredom...started mi art...i juz love it...finally starting the cutting part...den it's lik...haiz...remedial...den after remedial...we went out...playin wif mi art cutter...den tenghui hold mi wrist n twist it...of cuz i turn back la...den i was holding the cutter wad den accidentally slice across oni...nt a deep cut...makin a fuss outta it...
den kelvin started blaming mi...wad the fk did i offended em lolx...juz an accident rite...???
haiz...den i went 2 the second hand shop wanna noe the price of second hand fone...it's lik...wa...80 dollars...wth...dunno la...liddat hw 2 return mandy her fone...wa...den it's lik...went hm...den courtesy 2 mi sixth sense...i noe tt the family members r all irritated by me...guess i shudn't have join in the family tribe or smth....n tok less 2 em...
i dun find a point if i keep pestering em...i might b hpy 2 tok 2 em...bt they aren't...den the call will serve no purpose...so...i shall juz control miself...if i noe it's em online...i try nt 2 click on their pop up n say hi...
haiz...actually i'm fated 2 b lonely lahx...tt's y i'm a lonewolf in class ever since pri skool...no real frenz...all betray mi...thought have kelvin as a true fren cuz interst alike...bt den...haiz...i dun thinki i will have any true frenz or wife in mi whole life...
standing at the same spot...still waiting 4 perhaps a miracle...a big one...one tt will make mi find a true fren n a partner 4 life...hu is willing 2 go thru thick n thin wif mi...
dun dare 2 even tok 2 her nw...suffers great pain in mi heart...n mi brain...i dun think miracle will come 4 mi...wad's the point of living 4 mi lolx...i sux 2 the core lolx...haiz...bb
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