Wednesday, June 28, 2006
haiz...wif this kinda sickness...i'm destined 2 b a lonewolf ba...
i did had one great real true fren...he's lik mi elder bro...we r lik twins....one twitch of the eyes all tt we can easily tell wad the other is sayin...we double team in basketball,cycle long distance wif bicycle,sing the same song,share the same drink,b each other's listening ears...(though i listen more den he listen)
den it's lik...due 2 joseph...hu say i backstab him by starting a relationship wif verock...things chnged...we go separate ways...nt frenz...wad we call..classmate...
i dunno wad can b mi pillar 2 let mi rest on nw...no true frenz...n the girl i love... a different feeling frm the past...oso the oni one hu i 1st had bad impression on n fall in love wif her in the end de...
she oso...haiz...i dunno...i juz dun realise any meaning of living...nth at all...i wanna vanish frm the world...haiz...feel lik doin tt...many things unfinished... wanna finish bt can't...i dunno wad i shud do...
bt den there r frenz hu truly care bahx...ppl hu i dare 2 tell em mi emotion n secrets...corrine,kaylin,daniel n teng hui(maybe verock too),others nt so close de... edmund,kelvin,mandy,etc...
i love sm songs lolx...bt can't put...actually sm can la...bt currently ...tian tian kan dao ni is the best...den superwomen,den yi lu xiang bei,den zhi dui ni shuo,dong jie n last bt nt least,lian ai da ren...
bb...gtg...i really dunno...actually ...verock...i dunno lahx...bt den it's lik nt completely lose feeling of cuz ...bt den becuz of sm incidents tt happen n "her",tt feeling juz fade slowly...hahaha...tokin lame things rite???bb...lonewolf's destiny is beyond
plying basketball on 10:30 PM
