Monday, June 05, 2006
severe depression bahx...shud i say tt?

i dunno wad happen...i oni noe things tt makes mi v sad yesterday...i was wakin up ...dunno wad 2 do ...den mi mum ask mi 2 buy food 4 her...den it's lik i wanna go out she say cannot...den instead...i thought of bringing verock 2 mi hse...guess i call her liddat better bahx...

den it's lik dunno hw 2 say lolx...err...@ mi hse ...den we surf internet...juz keep surfing...i dunno ...nigel...a special stream person...haiz...nv even met someone frm this stream b4...so sure wun win de...no matter wad...i dunno ... izit i think too much???things juz go hay wire inside mi mind bahx...dun make verock sad...so didn't tell her...bt wad bout mi...mayb i shud juz close 1 eye...dun think 2 much bahx...

btw...actually it's nth much...i did tt often n loadxx last time...evrybody deceived by mi appearance... n nw i'm the 1 fooled bahx...was it or was it nt...1 thing 4 sure...i'm gonna gt depressed durin the chalet...

tokin bout the chalet...there's nth really interest mi there...initial d ...wad else...err... cycling...mayb...sun rise???...n last bt nt least...smth tt i wun stop lovin...basketball...

haiz...y did i devoted so much time in other things n neglect u mi dear ball...it's u hu always stand by mi n cry wif mi...@ least it looks lik tears 2 mi lolx...u grow up wif mi...frm dunno hw 2 shoot...2 using chestnut shooting...2 mi modified chestnut...2 lay up...2 one handed incorrect shooting...2 one handed correct shooting...2 jump shot...n 2 mi air zoom lay up...all these while...6 yrs...u r the one hu grows wif mi ...

u r devoted 2 mi n i'm devoted 2 u ...i juz love this game...if nt 4 basketball...i will still b a good 4 nothing...frm basketball...i learn tt each body size has it's own advantage...smaller or bigger size doesn't affect the game ...determination rocks...

i wun b posting lolx...@ least 4 the nxt few days...haiz...i dun really noe wad 2 do nw...i really dunno...is tacy juz correct bout her ???i dun really noe...the appearance dun look lik wad tacy say bout her...bt den i dunno bout those inside stuffs...wad if she is...den wad's her real motive...i dunno...can someone pls direct mi????tacy is 2 small 2 give mi the advise alrdy ...

haiz...evryone wish mi luck 4 the chalet...can???hmm...guess noone really care...

bb(SHINN ASUKA-ZAFT PILOT-DESTINY)

plying basketball on 9:27 AM

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