Monday, June 26, 2006
there's no perfect day....
i realised tt there's no perfect day...perhaps it's oni 4 mi...haiz...morning...wake up...den slp again...whole nite couldn't slp soundly...cuz skool's gonna start...i scared i will gt detentions...den she oso goin 2 skool...imagine wad will happen... i can't watch over her...even if smth happen 2 her...i wun noe...
i went 2 skool...den the principal crap talkin 4 dunno hw many min or hrs...den we go back 2 classs...gt our new timetable...juz 2 find out tt it oni last 4 2 weeks...diaox...den wad's the point of the timetable...den tuesday 1:15 den release le...i'm so hpy...i really dunno hw 2 describe...thought 2molo can finially c her again...heart filled wif joy...haiz...
den recess...i ate a bowl of porridge...nt enuff...second round...haha...den went 2 eat laksa in the second round...guess wad...this is the 1st time ever since 19 feb tt i eat so full in skool...haha...den went back 2 class...den eng lesson's gonna b mi favourite lesson lolx...i juz love it...
miss clarisse ng tell us 2 rite letter 2 her...den i say
"dear miss ng,
i'm gordan tay tze yong frm class 4e4...i'm a skinny,short n weak person ... i love basketball n believe in hardwork n determination...i oso believe strongly tt size doesn't matter in basketball...i have other interest such as badminton , ice skating, listen 2 music n chaating on msn messenger...i will try 2 improve mi english mi doin 10 yrs series n reading more books...
lonewolf(signature)"
den it's lik she gave us her handphone number n email address ... i juz lik tt feeling...haha...den we went 2 coffee shop putside de skool ...den i eat the slowest again...haha...den it's lik went 2 skool n play basketball...i realise tt in skool...i'm juz a shooter...they call mi cool shooter which means look cool n calm lahx...bt den i dun think i really am...plus i prefer 2 drive in n lay up...a better option den juz shooting frm the outside...bt den theorical ppl lik mi r mostly shooters...cuz theories r mostly on shooting fundamentals...
n i dun help in defend...lik the san pu in dearboys lolx...i dunno hw 2 say...he juz stay cool n calm even in the tournament...nv make any mistake n nv attempt 2 go rough...juz stay at his position n waiting 4 a pass frm teamate n shoot...at the defensive side...he juz do wad's given 2 him...nv really help teamates 2 double team n all tt...
i wish i can b lik the main character aikawa...juz keep driving...haiz...wish she can help mi 2 choose between a cool shooter or a basket driver...
things juz gt badder...i reach hm 2 find out tt mi phone bill is still 80+...haiz...i had no other choice bt 2 return mi mum the fone...or shud i pay her the money?
bt den i scared she say cannot pay using the money frm the bank n muz pay frm the salary...i dun have enuff frm there...i still needa treat mi frenz 2 k box...
haiz...den i went online at the wrong timing...when she's goin offline...i'm sinkin rite 2 the bottom of the sea...bt when i look back...there r hpy moments...bt den sadness juz overwrite the happiness...
haiz...need her the most nw bahx...bt no choice...aiishiteryu 2 her...bb...
plying basketball on 7:06 PM