Wednesday, August 02, 2006
didn't wanna end all these...bt it alrdy ended...
den the teacher caught mi den ask mi rwrite apology letter 2 him...den after tt...kelvin return mi the comic...den i read 4 less den one min...den called again by the same teacher...still say nv pick on mi...den he say rite apology letter 2 the principal...diaox lolx...
den in the afternoon...thought whole day...wondering n wondering...wad shud i do ... it's lik ...in the end...still chosen tt path...it was discovered tt she merely scratched herself...
den it's lik...i had no chance bt 2 take this path...it's lik...can't tolerate it...gt cheated 4 many times...n can't tolerate the way she treat her stead bahx...
den it's lik...felt super sad la...den in the end...told her bout it...the story closed...n a new book is yet 2 b written...
den it's lik...felt v stressed n pressured 4 the whole day ...gt headache...n "heartbroken" oso la...bt den ... i really can't keep tolerating lies...nt the 1st time lerx...
den i slept considered early 2 mi...
i dreamed of it...i can't belive it...cried in mi dream...n it was there...really stained on mi bed...it was heartbrokening ...y n y ?i was the one hu chose tt path...didn't i ?
nxt morning...den went skool...gt counsiling...cuz tt time cried...den it's lik the counsillor ask mi bout mi stress ...told him all...emphasising on mi frenship wif joseph...wanna b fren wif him back dearly...
it's lik math test was chicken feet 2 mi...den the rest of the period oso nth much bahx...den after tt math remedial...after tt...i vow i will rmb this...went 2 caltex...den i was so fed up...ed kel n teng throw mi bag on the basket...on the floor of caltex...den i angrily go n pick up n throw edmund's on the floor...i can't tolerate him anymore...den he put mine in the basket again...
den i kick his bag...he step on mine...den i kick harder he stomp harder...den he pick up his bag n kick mi...i wanna kick his ass ...bt kelvin stopped mi...went hm after tt ...angrily...
den it's lik saw te wei...the cutest n second shortest in the whole of sec 4...he's oso the 1st person in our skool 2 noe the unique passing frm takumi fujiwara of dearboys...den i was the predessor...modified it ...bt still nt as gd as te wei's...he's oso the shortest skool team player...4 'b' boys...
den we tok bout dearboys...tryin 2 cool down lolx...den it's lik reach hm le...joseph online n say he will tel mi whether can b frenz back again...cuz mi n verock stead tt time is lik frm 19 feb till nw bout 6 n a half months le...so wanna make the matter rest lolx...
haix...i reall regretted v much...y i always zai shi qu cai dong de nan guo ...haix...i really regret v much...yesterday's stupid decision...tt betting wif the god...i really wish time can turn bck...when i was still wif her...gd tt mi aunt was smart...she read mi blog n tell mi...she was right...losing trust was quite an excuse...haix...hw i really wish 2 hui dao guo qu
haix...i dun wish 2 type anymore...mi heart turns sand...spreading away...into the big desert of gaara...too much enemies n regrets nw...
plying basketball on 6:43 PM
