Monday, August 21, 2006
hate miself...
i rmbed borrowing uniform frm kelvin in the morning...den i was late...missed mi bus den rush frm west mall till his hse...den we walk 2 skool
den in skool...we start doin sm hmwk...it all seemed fine...perfectly fine...
den we reach classrm...den we sat down...the whole day no mood 2 study de...dunno y ...den mi math...the best of all of us...nearly pass...bt still fail...kelvin oso ...he's is physics...best among us...nearly pass
den it's lik ...haix...had mock exam n all tt...kelvin slp almost the wholt time thru...den i drew heart shapes n all tt...waiting 2 give her...
den it's lik we played after eating...smth lik we call him mr attractive...all tt ...den dunno y he so fed up den chase after us...den i called him again...he chased mi...all de way...den he nearly tapped mi ...wanna hit mi ...den i increase mi speed....
i heard a sound den turn bck...he was on the floor....bleeding
i was shocked ...confused...nervous...dunno wad 2 do ...haix...i really dunno ...i caused it n i am so confused...we took him 2 the general office...den i waited outside...den it's lik ...thought of it ...den i cried...den kneel down ...den all tt...
so embarassing...came 2 thought of it...fancy a sec 4 ppl crying lik tt...i didn't really noe wad i was doin...bt den i heard tt i keep hurting mi self...wadeva a zhi bi zhen de ren will do ...
den it's lik i went 2 wash up
den many teachers surround mi n console mi...actually felt v pai seh sia...so many ppl lik consolin mi when i nt the one injured...bt really v sad la...we did so many things 2gether...den ihurt him ...felt so super remorse...
oni juz nw ,i hear he bck hm le...i so hpy...bt dun dare call him...wish he get well soon...
sry kelvin...mi best pal...
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