Thursday, August 24, 2006
mockings by peers...
hmm...
let's start frm tuesday...
i rmbred goin 2 skool...haix...the skol...looked so unfamiliar 2 mi lerhx...the gates were lik highway 2 hell...
wadeva evryone says...it's lik tokin bout mi...n whenever ppl look at mi straight in the eyes...tt eye contact delivers wad they wanna say 2 mi...
i can't belive it ...it's lik ... i thought tt these few days sure hell de...
den i went 2 canteen n cry there...haix...den we went 4 morning assembly...n all tt sort...dun really rmb much ...bt den wad i rmbered r hw evryone stare at mi n hw mi classmates mock at mi...
haix...it was really hell in skool...den it's lik after skool...went 2 kelvin'hse downstairs visit him...alot of ppl there la...went i really saw him...i was so shocked...the wounds ...omg...he's face was lik disfigured...all mi fault...
haix...i nearly faint larhx...den really felt v sad larhx...2 c him lik tt...
after visiting...we went bck 2 skool...wondering wad 2 do ...bt there's absolutely nth 2 do ...den went hm...
den nxt day...went skool wif amanda...lol...
even more serious...adam say tt there was an incident where 2 sec 4 guys play catching...ppl were laughing n lookin at mi...the whole skool...they all noe it's refering 2 mi n kelvin...evryone noes...n they were mockin behind...i really couldn't stand it...
it's lik den i had counseling session...den went 4 couselling...after skool still gt math mock exam ...super difficult...completely gave up on the paper...den it's lik ... went hm slightly later...training mi brawl ...
den it's lik ...went bck wif amanda n shermine they all in the end...omg...den it's lik went 2 kelvin hse...deliver workshts 2 him ...all tt ...den i lik advice him alot of things...even i oso think lik a mother lik tt...super long winded...bt it's becuz i really dun wan any more thing happen 2 him...
den it's lik nxt day lerx... which is obviously 2dae...i went 2 skool...was late bt catch up wif amanda...
waa...it's lik i went 4 math lesson ...den gt two guy gang up 2 tease mi la...as i walk pass their class...it's lik their whole class noe lerx larhx...
omg...so stupid...
denit's lik after skool...went 4 chemistry lesson...den went 2 kelvin hse again 2 deliver his work 2 his bro ...lol...saw amanda they all playin at playground...haix...i really no time recently 2 draw mickey mouse 4 shermine...bt she mi niece sia...muz fork time out 2 draw...tell her nxt monday give bahx...bt wad if i still no time on wkend???
hasix...
n had been fren wif joseph lerx...zheng shi de fren ...omg...den it's lik he's still a lame jooker lik b4...
i really felt so relax tokin 2 him...cuz wadeva trouble i have i tell him ,he will chgn the word 2 become funny la...lik i say nan guo,den he will say smth lik yang guo,followed by xiao long nu, den shen diao xia lu...
he's lik twisting n turning mi words den make mi felt relax...long time nv lik tt lerx...
den it's lik ...buddy...y muz u keep thinkin negatively la...it's nt hopeless...there's hope...it's u dun clutch hardly 2 it....
i really wish tt i could b wif her...lolx...so i did mi hmwk ...wish they r accepted by the teaches...a bit lik anyhw do de...lolx...
i love her...bb
plying basketball on 10:00 PM
