Tuesday, September 19, 2006
feel lik dying...really feel lik dying...
den it's lik ...the 4th day dreaming...bt den ...haix...woke up n shed tears again...haix...gonna dehydrate soon...in the end...go skool...den so early...no ppl de...den i go sit wif the 4E1 students...den assembly lerhx...den go prelim lerhx...
2dae's paper... is the hardest paper i ever gotten...i completely luan luan do de...shudn't say is v difficult...bt is mi mind...y is she always on mi mind???haix...mi life really v miserable after friday...i really dunno wad 2 do ...
den i go eat at canteen...den eat wif jordan ...den joseph oso came...haix...den mitcheelll ask mi go up ...i noe sure i regarding the art thingy ...bt den i juz go up anyway...cuz i noe i wanna go up 2dae do mi prelim prep work de...
den it's lik ...b4 tt...aloy was tokin 2 mi ...den he suddenly ask her 2 come over...omg...y muz he call her of all ppl ???i really dun wanna c her face...i fear i will cry in front of her...i keep turning away...avoid her frm mi sight...haix...bt den i can escape once can't escape twice...haix...
went 2 art rm...2 c mitchell...juz when i thought i escaped ...the "twice" came...saw her bckview at the study corner...i walk past as fast as mi leg could bring mi ...i noe it had gone weak...wish 2 turn bck n c her again ...bt den i noe tt once i turn bck ...mi eyes will go watery again...i juz went off asap...
den it's lik do art the whole day ..do till mi eyes n neck n spine pain...hand oso ..knee oso ...omg...
den it's lik went 4 lunch ...at coffeeshop...we discuss on hw 2 improve our vocal...when someone walk past n drop a lollipop on the table...4 kelvin de...
den saw her again...can't belive mi luck...haix...den when she walk bck 2 skool...i watch her walk bck...mi heart sank 2 the bottom of the dead sea...haix...
den we go bck art box den suddenly...i saw her opposite...callin 4 kelvin...haix... c her again...den later even worse,,,they come 2 art box...i dun even dare 2 face outside...den it pains mi more when annabelle they all keep sayin amanda sia amanda sia...haix...
isit humilation or wad???haix...y muz the whole world turn it's bck 2 mi ???haix... saw em yet again...thought is other ppl lai de...haix...den heard her voice...haix...
i really v v sad...i really feel lik jumpin down de building nw...den hope ppl will burn mi paper money ...hell notes 4 mi when i go away...
bt den i juz tell her tt i goin 2 migrate 2 other countries...cuz i wonder hw will she feel if i break tt stupid idea 2 her...i noe it's stupid idea...bt den i can't help it ...v miserable...i really feel lik dying...
wish mi remaining days will b hpy...wan her hpy this few days...when i'm gone...it's blessing...i can sty by her side 4eva n watch her slp...lik mr hollow man...so cool...
i really love her alort...mi time is running up...wish there's a chance...bt there aren't any...haix...
bb...dear readers...burn mi hell notes if u care...wakaka =(
haix...wish i can b lik sai ...a feelingless person hu oni live 2 spy ... haix...
den i can die fast fast ...
wakakaka....
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2molo de art prelim support mi horx.....!!!! dun support i hit ur butt ....!!!!wakaka
...diaox ...
kkies...gtg lerhx...2molo wanna chiong lerhx...
b kind healthy good n smart...wakakaka
4e4 akatsuki rox ...brainest strategist...
this will b the most stupid gang i ever had ...
bt den oso the best in bball de ...wahahaha...muz survive 2 c em stead...wahaha
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lolx...i go n tell u all nxt time ... their lao po ... haha...
buaix.... i siao lerhx...haix...
buaix buai x buaix ,,,!!!@@@ =(
plying basketball on 9:49 PM
