Saturday, September 09, 2006
i love u ...feel so sry...i really misunderstand u lotx...
quick summaries 4 the few days...monday...gt remedial in the morning...didn't felt i learnt anything at all...
den i went 2 cuzway wif amanda shermine joey jolynn n ...4gt the name lerhx...den eat there n such...lolx...den it's lik at nite go c kathlyn's profile...yucks...omg...didn't belive she wrote tt...den still gt one girl call wad jomin de ...argh...
den tuesday...art camp...omg...there's loadxx of things 4 mi 2 hpy n sad bout...den it's lik ...omg...i finish mi bckground slightly off target...den it's lik go lunch den strt 3rd layer lerhx...
at nite didn't slp...lolx...bt den wasn't really doin cuzwork...
at 12 10,went 2 rooftop...den ...edmund they all dunno do wad...omg...
haix...
den it's lik was amazed at the sppeed of mi climbing up the roof top ...
den it's lik ...den we went bck...den tok 2 amanda in conference on the fone wif alot of her frenz...
den it's lik ...at 1:11 am of sept 6...she finally become mi the other half...
den it's lik ...i felt hpy of cuz...bt den i was insecure...dear readers...plz dun tell amanda bout this...bt den ...i really feel insecure bout it...amanda accept...it was out of mi imagination prediction n all the tions...really was shockin n unbelievable...i really wish it wasn't juz a dream...bt 2 mi...tt moment was lik a dream 2 mi ...n if it's juz a dream...i rather nt wake up frm tt dream ...
i really couldn't belive it...den i whole nite dunno wad 2 do ...gt around the skool...den slp 4 an hr n wake up...omg...actually i was headache all over lerhx...
den i noe mi coursework die lerhx...
i keep rushing mi coursework...den went 4 lunch wif yaxin ,mi nuer...den i go bck n rush on mi coursework...till 3 15 den i finish...den i bath n all tt...den it's lik wait 4 kel 2 finish his coursework...till 6 i can't wait anymore den go hm lerhx...
den thursday...went 4 math...late...den went 2 eat wif yaxin joseph n kelvin ...den i go hm...den online i think ...thru out the day...aloy lik v wierd...his manner 2 mi is nt tt frendly anymore...haix
den friday ...com plug confiscated...haix...den it's lik ...went 2 play bball wif yuan li they all...den mi pooh...her line activated...omg...well ...tt's gd...
den after tt ...i go n fetch huihui frm her cdac(i call her tt cuz hui is 3 letter den hwee is 4 letter...)
den it's llik go hm den saturday.....!!!!argh...2 more days 2 skool...prelim...
den went 2 play bball again...den nth much happen till teng hui broke the plastic container of the cookie...he offered 2 buy a new one...den i alrdy felt hopeless...
it's cuz it's accidentally den i felt scared de...i really v scared...yaxin tell mi tt amanda lik v close wif teng hui oso ...omg...he's mi fren...quite ok de fren...at least 4 10 yrs le...
haix...bt den ...he's more superior den mi in all aspect...if he wan...one shock 2 the eyes n he can gt the girl he wan...haix...i really dun wan tt 2 happen ...really dun wish 2 ...wad shud i do /
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is this all jhuz a dream ???can anyone tell mi ???if being wif her is oni a dream ...i dun wan 2 wake up....!!!i wanna b wif her all mi life...i miss her smile...miss her ...the way she hold her fone...the way she walk evry morning...i really wish 2 c tt...i really miss her ... n i muz try 2 trust her ...lik wad yuan li say ...bt den ...i really have no confidence...nt in her...bt miself...if i were on the top of the hill...i wun b here sighing...bt i'm at the bottom...the cliff...the cave...the villages way down ... the dead end...
i'm really scared i will lose u ...plz dun leave mi...i really dun wish 2 wake up frm this dream ...
sobx...
plying basketball on 9:41 PM
