Sunday, September 10, 2006
wad can i do 2 make u trust miiie!!!!!

haix...the whole day ...frm yesterday...haix...it was so bad...becuz of a few words i said...she gt v freak out...haix...den nw...she wanna disown tenghui...i can't allow history 2 repeat...i dun wan 2 b the second aloy or even worse den wad aloy did...haix...

this morning...the same issue is raised...haix...den aloy helped her 2 lecture mi... 2 b lecture by a sec 1 ...sounds disgraceful...bt mi brain is even worse den a sec 1 ...haix...

i really dunno wad i shud do ...aloy ask mi 2 call her when she offline...bt i juz dun have the guts 2...haix...y ?...can't belive it...i dare 2 do all sorts of stupid things others can't...bt den when it come 2 things which i MUST do ...the gut in mi juz vanish...haix...

i wish i could b tt angel beside u ...bt i can't...

i really wish i could wake up 2 c ur morning msg...wish i can c it again when i'm in the middle of mi lunch or when i'm exhausted halfway in a lesson in skool...one when i'm gonna pull up mi blanket n slp...

maybe it's too much 2 u bahx...haix...i'm askin 2 much ...did i ???

haix...

i wish i could b wif u all day...look at ur face...ur expression evrything...

n when i thought it's all over...new conflicts starts...i dunno wad's it gonna do wif mi...haix...

so dear readers...sry 4 it all ...bt den 2 avoid such conflicts...those i love i rank em in order this time frm most important...haix...


n i oso put a social circle thingy on mi others section...

wish ya would view it when ya free...though it's a bit lame oh how...

haix...

in the nite...the most joyous things were 2 eat pizza as dinner...n chatting wif yaxin,omi biao yi,cally jolynn n joey...haix...dunno hw 2 repay em ...bt den i really wish i can b of help 2 em in the future...

i really dunno y u dun trust mi...since we r together...trust muz b build...if there's no trust...this relationship is nt strong...it will trumple anytime...

haix...i tried 2 b hpy bt i can't...all mi haha n all tt...they r juz the opposite of wad mi minds r really thinkin ...i really wish these days were juz test 4 mi n will b over soon...i muz try 2 give in 2 her...n break thru tt obstacle between us...

thus dear readers...plz give in more 2 ur other half...haix...dun b a useless bug lik mi ...can't even provide her wif hpyness...felt lik dying outside...drowning in the dead sea...haix...

plying basketball on 8:38 PM

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