Tuesday, November 14, 2006
one of the most tired days of mi life...
den we go to mama shop there buy some tidbits as breakfast... den we gt on wif our routine lerhx... the bout 10 km run ... lolx.. den wakao ... many things here n there... den reached outside yiss de court at bout 10 30 den we played bbal den disrupt by those soccer freaks... wan play soccer dun play at bbal court la... eye sight too poor dunno hw 2 differentiate bball court frm soccer court is it?
den i accompany leslie to eat n kopitiam bt i nv eat... den i go to skool outside... den we think of plans to go in ... haha.. den we go outside ... den played at the fence den i saw her playing bball ... omg... so surprised... bt she could shoot ... another great surprise...
den i go n train mi three pointer lerhx... this time i step half a metre away frm three pointer line n den i shoot high angle de... if consistent, i can gt 10 shots in out of all ten shots...
hais... den go eat KFC den go hm lerhx.. , saw ppl hu ask for donation .. they say tt they r frm our skool den suddenly one of em ask mi hw's mi n amanda... siao larhx... y muz evryone ask mi the same thing evryday de... hais...den whole day read mi dearboys... bought the new bk lerhx... haha...
den go to jurong east there wannaplay playstation wwe smackdown vs raw 2006 de den they say chng to gamecube lerhx... omg... den go to eat Ljs den go c wwe cards ... lolx... wish to buy the rock's deck ...
den go bck ... den saw her online ... thought we could chat .. bt den dunnno y ... kip saying irrelevant things i guess... den she v early offline... hais ... anyway... saw him in person face to face finally ... aiya...i oso lose hope in miself lerhx... was wad i doing a waste of time???well ... i didn't expected any return ... bt at least wish she can hpy ... bt den she oso dun seemed to b v hpy in her own life... hais..can't do anything to help .. felt lik an idiot ... standing here dunno doing wad..
n ... hais ... dun think i am cut to b a bball player as well ... mi family ... there r ppl hu can play well in sports... bt den y i can't?
argh...hais...
i wish i could play v well ... n b even better den em ... wanna b the 1st to b top academically n in sports...hais...
life seemed hopeless to mi as days past... after o lvl .. life seemed lik there's no direction , no path except one rocky straight road... to some where which i dunno
wish there's a junction in front tt i can turn to ... bt den there's still none.. ppl say tt the 1st one is always the most painful n unforgettable de.. it really is true...bt den standing here nt being able to help her is even more painful den one can imagine...hais...=(
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plying basketball on 11:13 PM
