Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Jealousy ... Despo ... am i ?

Today , i went tu sch in a quite depressed mood , bt cux i saw yida on the mrt so at least gt me away frm it ... the experience yesterday ... though we haf tu admit we faced a strong team , bt losing is losing , even if we win morally , there's no prize or trophy for tt ...

hope at least someone could morally support me ... saw some of the teammates holding hands wif their gf on the way there ... make me feel so left out...

den in class ... still the same ... i still chat wif Maji a bit more den the other classmates ... lik he's the onlie fren in the class ...

bt i noe he oso nort considered tt close fren cux the most we chat r on songs n singers ... nth much more...

smtimes i wonder if the class n the basketball team nids me ... when i going fer semi dinner b4 the training ... hong yuan come tell me tt i dd well ... in fact , evryone on the team says tt i did wel or smth lik tt ... is tt insulting me ???humilating me ??? i know i didn't score any point yesterday ... bt it wasn't juz my fault rite??? They pass too high for me ... i'm nort michael jordan ... vincent oso said i was at my best yesterday ... he did spelled out my "acheivements" la... the saving of the ball , the no trnovers,nv commit fouls , bt i think he was jux saying tt out of fun .... i knew it tt i'm nort strong ... n tt's y for the following matches ... i muz score at least 3 points ... if nort , i dunno hw tu face my frens n foes le ...

n hope ... there will b somemore moral support frm people ard me ... n hope my special someone can appear b4 me asap ... =P

plying basketball on 12:16 AM

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