Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Why should I be chnging when no1 notices my changes ?
today , went to sch as usual ... took the UT ... Jieying told me tt my labtop's A/C adapter was inside the facilitator's cupboard ... there i begin my UT ... everything seemed fine until when I had 1st breakout , sitting at a bench near yuyang ,junming , fazlan , zi jie and feroze , maybe some of them were kind n innocent ... in all sorts of way , but a minority caused them to be labeled as dangerous slackers ...
anw ... i nv offended them in anyway recently , n there they throw ice at me ... from what i rmbed ... n i was of cux vry fed up ... n of cux ... due to my total dislike of this white chick initially due to him being an opposite man under he's mask , I confront him to ask him why they thrown ice at me ... if i had jux slower down the pace by a few seconds n let the classmates witness what did actually happened .. but since none witness , noone belives in me ... I dun nid them to show any utmost kindness ... nevertheless any caringness ... which i know from the start , was jux trying to act harmony ... who don't know that they were like acting ???with that kind of forceful faces sobbering from wall to wall ...
but wad the mother fking thing did i done which makes that white chick so credible and me being so unsounded ? lik i'm the one strting the flame and getting the whip off ... i could jux have clear my doubts ... if zhouji was there ... he's always my good fren , and he's te only one hu believes in the story till now ... bt of cux i mux thank it to mr white chick for being my guest to let me know alort of cock and bull tales ... the sad thing was i still didn't let the chick lay it's egg ... or let a fox tail gt out of it's bckside ...
bt i know that for sure , he is a coward , for hell god knows he has a backup chick army , duck, spiked smoke eagle , smoke falcon and that frozy duckling ... y nt jux say he has no guts to face it alone ? bt nvm ... eventually , i still learnt smth from itall ... impressions counts ... i might be doing work now , being more positive , trying to interact better , think further a bit before i speak , but there is smth i lack of which zhou ji tells me , the strong appearance ... i've always been lik a little laughing nut in the class ... n i know by tt time jojo was teaching me smth wrong ... it's nt tt ppl dun accept me becux i nv do work ... nv play basketball well( to him bt nt to the others in the class hu i know ) or wadeva shit else , but becux i dun look ferocious ...
and from now on i know from the start what i should do , jux be cool n stop smiling for this jolly well days n who knows .... I'm topping the class , it isn't a dream ...
plying basketball on 12:35 AM
