Friday, October 12, 2007
didn't know wad to do bout it , so jux forget it ...
n the girls team played even better , especially number 7 , cute plus unselfish plus good passing skills ... think she older den me barh ... bt the girls were reallly strong in the inside ...
anw ... i duno hw to describe these few days , can feel the class alrdy hating me , at least a few of em ... really glad tt Daniel , Kennerve , Song Ren n Choun Meng still treat me like good friends , mayb they alrdy disliking me , you wun know ... bt they still cover it up so well ... if tt's the case , waah ... they r really wonderful classmates , n frens ...
still got still got ... u think tt's finished ??? hmmm ... there's still sophia , who though we nv communicated much , but when I needed her , she's always there . . .
n andrea who is lik my counsilor these few days , keep advicing me this n tt ... hehe ... still rmb tt she is called telepathy 1 by me when i dun know hw to pronounce her name ... there's still estee ... n this ... erm ... hard to say , i dunno y so sway ... bt things jux happen ... so ... well ... erm ... haha
anw ... today i became a party spoiler again ... woohoo ... it's lik hari raya or deepavali ... den shud b a joyous day but i somehw broke the sameness ...
there's a reason to evrything , this is not personal ... or mayb it is bt i nv realise ... anw ... it's also a form of coincidence ...
anw ... jux to cut things short ... yea ... i admit i have personal conflict wif some ppl ... for one of em , it's i keep the person's secret den she spread rumours abt me , ok , i take it as accidentally for first time , can say is joking matter , it's ok ... ii dun blame it , i warn the person , even told the person the real factual thingy , den the person spread again ... is it aids or wad sia ...hw many fk times muz she spread ?
den nvm ... bt i can feel tt i alrdy dun trust tt person , nvm , wednesday , it's a slack day for the ppl on the higher positions ... wtf is tt ... i can tell ... louise n estee ... I am sry ... bt this is the only way i handle things ... without much thinking ... sry for dragging ya down ... bt den i really can't tolerate it ...
den today , even worse ... it's lik a chicken feet topic tt i feel even if i dun study for ten yrs i oso can figure hw to do ... den they wanna short cut things , dun crack brain cells , jux plagia reference ... wtf ... we r here to study ... i dun care fk they doing , bt if faci know , i fall , plus i will feel guilty , lk hw i feel during science or computing ... bt den it's no fk way tt culture , enterprise or cognitive = copy ...
i can't stand it , really can't ... tell teacher , at least he knows it's wrong , bt oso , i know i'm in the wrong as well , putting poison to poison doesn't work ... bt den in the former class , i was used to do the second presentation , of course this was nt accepted in sem 2 , bt i hope tt at least this sent some warning to those teaming wif me , i am a crazy n cold hearted person who would selfdestruct to destruct others . . .
if that's wad the class is forcing me (or at least the groups) den i will hav to ... i can't tolerate , ain't no plagiarism ... n to estee , i am sorry , always treated u as one of the person who i feel i will b better wif in the class , bt smth lik tt happened , n twice , in these twice , u were in the same group wif me , so i dunno hw to explain this , bt the only thing i can do is continue wif this insane mode of myself n sry for nt explaining well to u or seeking for ur opinion nor accepting for ur help , cause getting involved wif ur presentation half way thru the middle makes me feel that I am plagiarising my own team ...
anw , signinng off here ... tomolo he wei first training ... watch out
plying basketball on 5:34 PM
