Monday, October 15, 2007
my birthday wishes ...

anw ... today , class was normall ... except abt estee ... it's still her who is like furthest from me ... n though it's far , it's nt v far , when i peek at her , i can sense tt she know tt i'm lookin at her .. bt no choice .. u have to turn to tt direction at times , it's unavoidable ...it's liik he more i regret , the more i think of her , can toss ard the bed for times jux becux flashes of the wed n fri incident gets in my brain ...

anw ... my bday coming soon ... hoping something big will come ... lik ... having a great birthday wif teng hui n yuan li either before or after my birthday ....

receiving birthday greeting messages or comments ...

receiving great presents lik basketball , basketball shoe , gundam model or a self made card

pllaying basketball on my birthday n score my first fadeaway jumpshot .

going out wif frens on the bday itself ... hope it's a girl ...

n lastly ... hope to have a "her" who i can hold hand wif n kiss her forehead ...

bwahaha .. guess only the first two are more realistic barhx ... chounmeng was right .. smtimes , a person can't b so hum ji ... if i wan to apologize , i shud do it personally , if i wan to woo the person , i mux declare personally , if i want a present , mayb i shud ask for it personally as well =P

plying basketball on 9:15 PM

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