Thursday, October 18, 2007
one yr passed ...
well .. though i can't say i still love her , bt it's lik a scar , mixture of happy n sad memories in it ..
anw ... in class , nth much happened , evrything was as normal , ut as difficult as ever ...
den after sch ,i go to sell ice cream , den play basketball b4 i really sell ... actually it's y i wanted to selll oso ... I dun care about earning money , clearing trolley , it's jjux bonus ... to me , my main motivation is to play basketball at different areas and courts to challenge against the top .
anw , the court i went today is erm ... well ... nt tt pro ... it's lik , ppl keep getting stunned and even teammates oso dunno when i pass , teng hui ask me stop doing more dribbling moves ... as i was lik fooling the ppl on the court ... well ... u can't blame me , it makes me feel satisfied this way ...
den when i sell ice cream , was damn tired n teng hui was lik clinching as much deal as he can .. i nv see such a money minded promoter b4 ... mayb tt's the fact of life barhx ... ppl keep asking for more moneey and spend them on things lik present n such which might nt b necessities ...
den anw ... he could tell tt i was thinking of tt incident a yr ago , came to think of it ... it's really long ... 1 yr n 3 month ago , met wif this girl who i lik , really lik , first time have tt feeling in my entire life ... n it chnged my life ... n in an instance , dreams n hopes turned nightmare for me ...
well , i could have closed one eye and trust her , bt i can't bring myself to , to me , it's all too obvious ... sometimes ... i really angry , bt i can't bring myself to ... bt i dun think i have any real relationship after her ... doubt i even have a fake one either ...
waah ... n class having outing 3 days after my bday ... omg ... den sze min's cousin look so kawaii n chio larhx ... if only i was tt young ... hahaha ... copy yesterday tt prob statement ...
plying basketball on 11:01 PM
