Sunday, October 14, 2007
Sharpshooter borned
anw ... jux nw play basketball , te wei also there ... disliking leslie's doing more n more ... he's lik more n more boastful ... i shudn't had taught him basketball bck den , 4 yrs ago ... time flies ...
n nw , he's lik boasting bout he's skills to evryone in cc , bringing ugly n fat girls to display he's skill ... isit tt honourable ??? I swear tt i've nv brought girls to the court n just play with the noob players on one half of the court just to display hw gd i am ...
for two consecutive weeks , n more even b4 ( i've nvr been to my homecourt for long) he's been nt playing wif us n older and more pro players ...
lol ... i really want to laugh at this kind of unhonourable act , basketball is for fun , nt for shine , even if u wanna shine , shine when u challenging pros , unless court no pro ...
anw .. for myself , i get another title liao ... first i pattern kia , nw i sharpshooter , improving my mid range games ... n cux all my shots were fadeaways , it makes them almost unstoppable ...
it's lik , today play wif those pros again and me n te wei were lik one defensive and one offensive ... he's also the one who occasionally made some nic shots ... i felt i mus not lose out ...
leslie finally came n shouted next team , challenging Bryan , the court's 3 point king , and the left hand speed demon , n Bing Hao , the tallest young player in Bt Gombak ...
and leslie n he's "dogs" gt trashed ... only scored one n the King of Courts were like 11 ... omg ... pathetic one ... me n te wei and one uncle only lost by one when we were playing against KOC ...den the KOCs sat down n rest , den it's lik leslie tried to gather the not so pro de ppl to play 4 on 4 , den he tied to score after a rebound den it's lik say he sprain he's leg ... which the KOCs know ... especially Bryan ...
Me , as he's mentor in the past , of cux know tt that is just a mild knock by the oppoonent , bt he exaggerate it to show tt he can score if he nv gt knock tt softly n tt he wan to escape from the scene of nt scoring from directly below the basket ... come on man ... even NBA players missed simple n easy baskets at times ... y dun jux admit ??? n c hw u play nw ? i am really disappointed .... is this the same person who i squeeze my brain juice out n waste my time to mould ???
anw ... i went to eat myself ... thinkin of wad happened on Wed and Fri ... i deeply regretted it ... these two days ... mcast another two flashbacks for me ... y do i always did wrongs ? And the ppl I'm closer to , i will hurt them more ... especially those loved ones ... hais ...
mayb it's to warn me nt to b close to anyone ... bt i could have stopped all my actions ... bt y do i always let my devil side take control of myself ??? Everytime i try to stop things i try to do , i'm always too late ... my mental control is really nt getting stable ... These recent yrs , it's even more ... wad shud i do ???
Thinkin abt it all , all these actions can easily b stopped by me ... nt hitting tt person , being more cooperative wif teammates , nt forming the basketball team , nt sayin vulgarities easily , y do i always act so rashly n y my my brain can't control my movements at times ???
am i only condemned to the basketball court ??? think only psychologist can help me .... =(
anw , also made a new findng , the less i eat b4 dinner , the lesser appetite i have for dinner , n tt the burning of calories in my body is tt of two times the calories i take in evryday when i play basketball ... no wonder i've been severely underweight for tt long ... nw things improved ... hope it jux gt bigger , i mean my muscles ... looks weak
plying basketball on 11:14 PM
