Sunday, November 04, 2007
depressed again ...

well .. i shall explain first that I never thought I will see someone better den the amanda I once known ... bt this time , I'm wrong , she might be less prettier , but her character is tt kind of what I've said ... gentle , innocent , decent , cute character (anw , i've posted bout amanda few posts ago ... she is my first serious ex )

well .. I always thought I have a chance ... things jux happened , made me feel my hope to be wif her ... we were so damn close ... maybe closer den even some of the couples out there ...

bt when i confess ... she says that she only treat me as fren ... well ... of cux i expected something lik tt ... I too ugly to fit her ...

anw ... today i go to training ... den it's lik ... well ... still depressed ... sell ice cream tt time , if nt for yuan li , i would have commit suicide long ago i guess ... the feeling was terrible ...

didn't hope tt days b4 my bday , things lik this would happen ... hope my bday will b a hpy one ... hope hope hope ... 22hr more

plying basketball on 1:38 AM

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