Sunday, June 15, 2008
after a whole holiday of basketball thoughts ...
hmmm ... it's tiring ... to ply bbal continuously for so long , sometimes even stying till midnight jux to hone my shooting accuracy ... n also thruout , i've learnt hw nt important i cn b to my frens ... i always thought ... i could have been tolerated by them becux i have the skills they nid ... bt in the end , i nv ply they cn win better i guess... plus ... cnt stand how they sarcastically talk to me ...
n also... missed the teng who was not working n will always ply n talk to me ... i could have felt better with him ard ... (i'm nt a gay ) bt jux tt he always make me feel tt i'm better than i think ... n also becux we two have the team chemistry nt many ppl have ... the whole team only the two of us have ... smth lik if u watch mvp valentine's the gao xing n duan chen feng have one ...
i've also improved a bit on my shooting accuracy i think ... bt nt much ... i'm jux getting bck whad i lose ... tt's all ... den .. haix ... i oso dunno y ... i sometimes v gd at three pointer ... n cc plyers all think i have the kick at three pointer ... bt actually i sucks at it ... oso dunno y i sometimes lik super accurate there also ...
n also ... i jux discovered tt i shud have used the time on PP project n i whole holiday nv do it ... i'm lik ... deep shit ... 2000 words
n also ... haix ... it isn't always u knw this person more den is better.. i find it harder to ask or say things tt will make this person mayb feel awkward or angry or sad or whad ... nt jux yl n the rest of he wei ppl ... bt it even applies to the girl i lik ... sometimes i say something ... though i alrdy say it out ... bt i will regret saying it ... if nt i will keep some n nt say em ... it's kinda unez feeling ...
bt anw ... one whole holiday nt doing anything bt basketball is tiring as well as some sort of enjoyable to me ... though it's a bit affected by my recent lack of slp ... bt it's still quite too fun to be disturbed by these small obstacles ...
n also past r jux memories ... it's nt xinyi tt i want .. bt some other girl who at least cn b of the same caring level she is at ... n also , hope nw tt at least the girl i currently likes wun b angry wif me ... lol ...
bt anw ... one whole holiday nt doing anything bt basketball is tiring as well as some sort of enjoyable to me ... though it's a bit affected by my recent lack of slp ... bt it's still quite too fun to be disturbed by these small obstacles ...
n also past r jux memories ... it's nt xinyi tt i want .. bt some other girl who at least cn b of the same caring level she is at ... n also , hope nw tt at least the girl i currently likes wun b angry wif me ... lol ...
plying basketball on 1:37 PM
