Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Enduring tears cn b hurtful

today morning woke up by my sister to run , bt i was too tired ... so slp further ... woke up 2 hours half later den do quiz for 2 hours n go to eat wif leslie ... den ply bball den ... Uncle Magic say my shooting form look lik Wen Tian ... wasso hpy ... cux Wen Tian is my HKNCC bball idol ...

den ... was plying bball ... n the blackboy Hanrong say words v disrespectful ... though is to leslie bt i hate it ... so i scold him ... n grabbed him a lil harder on the collar bone ... n warn him ...

den ... went to dabao food for sister ... den rush bck to the court ... den went to 305 court ply bball ... den ply ... nvm ... bt i cnt say nt well either ... bt jux i'm nt plying anymore anw ... so ... no point mentioning it anymore ... mayb i will jux take a vacation

well ... i jux cnt stand the biasness of my teammates towards me ... tt ah wei come in ... jux becux he small n cute , he gt recognised for even the smallest things ... n it means those who skills are jux a lil higher den average will gt blamed for lil things ... n it happen tt the whole team i'm the target ... in evrything ... they ply my name , ply my dad's name , sarcastic say i strong ... they enjoy doing tt isit ? wtf ... i nt strong i chao chao oso cn win at least 10 ppl in the team ... dare u come la ... (except jin sheng n teng cux they godly )

teng ... it's nt u ... n i will find time apologize to u ... bt the rest of the players ... i cnt tolerate it anymore ... jux becux i dun look fierce i gt laughed n criticised at for no reason , jux becux i look kind , opponent make me the first elbow n knee target ... v nice isit ?

jux nw one match alone , i kana two elbows in the mouth , one big big scratch in the chest n one whole body collision ... this isn't the bball i knw ... it's all abt skills ? i doubt so ... it's abt who have fierce or handsome look ... it all jux appear so logical...

plus there's no drive in life anymore too ... i'm sry to u ... bt i dun wan to b a pest anymore ... n i'm jux lik this ... sry ... jux hope u dun cry or ct in future n gt along well wif zy ...

lost an impt fren n my passion in life... jux instantly at almost the same exact time... sitting at the com wondering ... if i'm still alive ... enduring tears sure is making me suffocating ... haha ... gordan's encyclopedia page 4

plying basketball on 11:09 PM

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