Friday, June 13, 2008
jealousy ? haix ...i deserve it ba
hmm ... this morning ... i thought evrything would go on smooth , but i spoilt the whole thing again ... hmm ... nv celebrate teng's bday wif him ... den i still cn ply bball ...
i deserve to gt pang seh by leslie ... who went up to e club when he said he is at the bball court ... bt nvm ... somehow polished my three pointer shooting... today's notable ply , two quite open three pointer ... hmm ... which made it easy for me to fake my opponent cux they thought i will shoot threes after tt ... hmm ...
den jux nw go ah wei's hus eat dinner wif him ... den go csc ply pool wif teng they all ... rly hope he lik the jersey ...
hmm ... smtimes i feel tt i jux dunno hw fortunate i was ... i saw hw leslie gotten a stead tt ezly n thought to myself ... tt mux b some sort of seeking for happiness ba ... he gotten it ... well ... he well deserve it for earning it ... i did not deserve whad i had , they jux flew towards me without me earning it ... n it's becux i cn do it effortlessly which made me nt treasuring the past ... made me regretted so much for evrything i've did in the past
n nw ... it will b the hardest difficulty b4 me ... n tt's her ... well ... i rly dunno whad's going on wif me ... she's treat me well jux becux she treats evryone else well ... bt i kip thinking having the thought tt she might lik me evrytime she sound caring ... whad was my dirty mind thinking?
i dun even uds myself nw ... anw , to zy , cleo , leslie , hpy first month n hpy steading ...
to teng , hpy bday ...
plying basketball on 2:10 AM