Tuesday, July 01, 2008
y cnt u appear a bit later?
things jux gone bad , actually nth rly super bad , it's some sort of gd plus bad ... i'm v confused whether i shud view it as gd or bad ... bt it did affect my mood and bball ... was totally nt in the mood to ply today ... bt nt jux becux of tt matter , bt oso becux the opponents leave me with no motivation to ply well too ...
anw ... yesterday , things went great , i went bck hm den go to ply bball ... den it's lik lose the team have to kick out one member so i was v motivated to win ... n leslie was scoring hot yesterday ... we form inside outside tag team with him scoring frm outside n me going in for rebound n lay up as well as using speed mismatch ...
den i even ate wif zy , wei wei n yl den buy durian puff wif yl...
I rly try , try , try
v hard , n it seemed lik i succeed abit ...
bt it failed again when u surface again
I try to hate u .. for all the things i've heard
for deserting me
for leaving without saying goodbye
for making my rainbow back to dark clouds again
bt I hate myself more , for causing u to leave
bt guess u wun surface for long ..
u wil disappear real soon again ..
zy will b the only connection between us ..
hw I wish tt u uds hw impt a part u r plyin in my life ..
hw i wish u dun even appear ..
hw i wish i dun kpo n add u bck den ..
hw i wish i didn't sty up till 6 ..
hw i wish it will disappear frm my mind lik a sweet dream n tt's it ..
plying basketball on 11:11 PM
