Friday, August 01, 2008
letting go might be the best for me ..
However , I knw we were not meant to be for each other ... how could a pretty angel fall for an ugly duckling ? Since she's also not into me and even worse , not treating me like a soulmate the same way she did in the past , I shall just try to let it fade as memories .
Then ... Wednesday , I forgot to say tt there was an incident when me n chin shen they all were plying bballl ... for myself , I totally give up on building chemistry with chin shen as he dun even give me the proper respect I shud have gotten ... den he also threatened my fren about rough plays jux becux of an incidental step on the foot ... n my fren wasn't wearing shoes as well ...
I dunno how disappointed I can get but I have degraded him frm idol alrdy to a slightly gd fren n nw , I dun even knw where i cn place him in ... well ... sounds lik small kid thing ... bt i feel ppl also rank their friendship deep inside but they jux didn't notice it at all ...
n yesterday I nv go sch den I go to ply initial d wif teng hui at jp .. den we bought each a new car , red color , he buy Honda Integra Type R DC2 and I bought Mazda RX-7 Spirit R Type A FD3SV ... den we name our card PR0.D lol ...
den afternoon I vacuum the floor den ply bball ... den it's lik ... ply 5 on 5 which was v lame ... bt still nt able to trash the opponents . den I ply wif Albert they all den when taekwondo start n we r nt allowed to ply ... den I asked the two malaysian frens for advises on my skills n find tt I gt alot to improve on ...
sometimes , letting go of u internally is better
it's nt lik desperately clinging onto u makes u mine
or shaking the ground on me causing earthquake or even a lil shake in u
nt lik when u r sad n i feel sad n u will b hpy again
haix ..
plying basketball on 1:17 PM
