Monday, December 29, 2008
Religion Crisis , New Life
n it's all becux I've chng to a new religion , actually , nt completely new to it either , I went to City Harvest , went to New Creation , went to another n was also involved weekly in International Baptist Church when I was staying with my aunt , so it wasn't completely a new thing
the only thing new about it is I'm currently surrounded by members of W320 , which is the cell group i belong to , I can't say i'm upset or unhpy abt it , bt I'm still trying my best to adapt to this new life , new believes , new theories , new logics , new devotion , new band of friends , it feels quite well , bt smth jus seemed to be in between me n the new life , i knw one of the reason is my parents , who my dad is a fortune teller , a feng shui master , a zhan tong , a v strong believer of taoism , which is definitely one big obstacle , when I have to act differently due to difference in religion at home and out , secondly , my best friends , most of which either free thinker or taoism , whom I would have to make sure I still remain as the same Gordan I was to them , at least these are the obstacles I knw of , but what's more dangerous are those I will not be aware of ..
Saturday
as usual , I ply bball , this time wif Wen Liang and Wei Xiang , den after lunch we ply again , wif Ba Gei n Yi Liang they all , n find tt my three point stroke was quite solid yesterday , so was lik keep shooting frm outside (especially in the evening when the inside defense was so tough)
n in between afternoon and evening , one tall guy approach me for he's driving , n also the improvement he shud make to make it into the university school team , so I gave him some advices and I do hope he succeed in he's dream , haha , guess I did something good =)
n Joyce n Damien they all were here n Joyce was like a great three pointer shooter , hmm , promising player indeed ..
den I think excessive stress on my ankles n shin , aching n pain , nt sure if it is an injury .. hmm , den ply one on one wif ahbu , n was lik 7-3 , lost to him , haha , den i ply wif the guy i nicknamed wu ke qun , ply 3 pointer shootout n i won , den we ply 2 on 2 against two china guys n won them , first match 11-2 , second match 11-0
den cycle bck home , thinking of y my driving in sucks , actually for nw , I'm considered rly fortunate , at my so called downpoint in driving in , i get to knw Mel and Damien cux gt them as teammates = no nid ply inside offense , thus , i cn concentrate on jux camping outside waiting for a pass for an open shot ..
Friday
Went for service , den i was sitting beside Amber , our cellgroup leader , I was so nervous n evrything , when I hear her sing , i felt so guilty cux her voice damn nice when singing , den when we were asked to give offering , I sit beside her , dun dare to jux return an empty envelope , so i search my wallet for a $2 , which I guess is the most I could have given at this period of time.. n through today's service , I learn to forget the past , look at the future , thus , I shud nt always jus say things lik "if i was sec 3 " , "i've done enuff by winning the silver " or "tt guy is my enemy " , all i shud do is forget n forsee the future
den we ply Holy War after the service n i felt so nervous n excited cux i'm plying as the lowest ranking christian , luckily i got the mediacorp talent cn fool ppl n i guess i camouflage well , nv kana any punishments , YEAH!!!
den , had dinner , n was plying catching wif sandrea , n omg , i shud nt tell u her age to make myself feel embarassed , haha
den ply bball after tt n was plying full court , favourite being my stepback fade away at midrange
, after which , sit down n chat wif Pearlyn , Ah Bu n Joshua , den go home , rest , guess i shud strt my running n daily routine alrdy
plying basketball on 1:30 AM
