Thursday, February 19, 2009
Demoralised again n again
^Hardwork is essential as noone always holds the victory
use failure as the source of motivation for improvement ..
Yesterday
read some bball comics b4 I go out , eat chicken rice den go to the court , there is one particular comic which I was v attracted to , was abt a china bballer's dream into making it into the NBA , how he work towards it , though the stry is short n incomplete , bt it's nice ..
den I reach there straight away ply full court , wah , strting still ok la , den ying ren they all made a comeback and eventually win us .. hmm , den after tt ply halfcourt matches , also like cnt ply , bt still win cux David and Cassidy r v strong ..
den we lose after dunno hw many matches come out , was demoralised and tired , bt I still wanna ply , bt I knw v hard tt ppl will ask me ply their team , n even Jonas was chosen instead of me when teams dun have enuff ppl , bt I cn blame no others la ..
den after tt Jonas and David go to another court , den me n one 13 yr old boy who is taller than me by 1 cm ... (WAAH!) join Ying Ren and Cas continue their match , den I decided tt I should try to strt my engine alrdy .. though nt super duper good , bt at least I got help out the team win comfortably ...
dn , after tt , suddenly Ying Ren suggest I ply wif Jonas one on one , which I nvr for a long time , bt I thought if we ply at the same intensity den should b able to win , bt , eventually , lose to him 7-5 .. rly dunno hw to say , lik dug a hole in the ground n cover my head inside .. bt I must admit my intensity n concentration rly sucks thru the match la , I missed three or four shots I should have scored ... bt I didn't expect to lose , cux at least in the past 5 times we plyed , I won n it didn't took me much those times .. dunno hw to describe the feeling , bt it sucks totally , nt tt he isn't strong , bt .. dunno hw to xplain , bt I am jux so fkin pissed ..
the only gd thing which followed up is I try to touch board lay up , managed to lay my finger on it alrdy , bt still , in match if I do tt , noone will notice cux no sound or v obvious showing tt my hand touched the backboard ..
den I quickly cycle home , bath , go eat mac wif Teng Hui , Chin Shen n Rong Bao , den Rong Bao drove us bck to fitness n ding dong there , den he use e brake .. lol , we all fly forward ... den another funny thing is when one bangala urine on the grass on the fitness , den we go warn him
den I today morning wake up , saw the desktop wallpaper , which is at the top of this post , den I feel tt it's rly meaningful , n I vow to myself , nxt tym if I face Jonas again , I must face him wif full intensity , the result is nt impt , bt I must try my best to win ..
demoralised again n again on the same day ... plus the fatigues n all tt , rly mux consider the sentosa trip to relax my body alrdy ..
cn i approach u when i need u now ? i dun think so
plying basketball on 2:08 PM
