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Friday, February 06, 2009
mentally exhausted ...


^Taken long ago , Me , Chin Shen , Yuan Li , Rong Bao , Teng Hui

Today , I reach David's house dwnstairs' bus stop wait for him for bout 15 min when I was on time , den he nv come down , I sms him dn actually he still aslp ... dn I go up he's house find him , wah , so long nv stand on condo ground alrdy , v nice , den the dog v friendly ... bt too friendly ..

lol , den David's com cnt watch live streaming videos so cnt watch the Lakers vs Boston matchup , den he make me cornflakes wif milk , v nice n healthy ... hehe ..

dn we set off to the gym alrdy , den we do the stuffs , waah , he's physical trainings rly v professional and tough , he did all those explanations and stuff ...

den I go bck to he's house , den we chat n wait for him eat lunch den we set off alrdy , he go work , I go home ply com n do some stuffs , den Jonas walk wif me to the bus stop near west mall , luckily we set off quite gd timing , going reach tt bus stop tt time downpour ... lol

den we n ah bu n pealyn go to shelter court , ply , dn my 3 pters are falling today as well ...

bt I was mentally exhausted n didn't ply v well ..

dn sit down eat my dinner , which is Mac , den go home tt time David teach me some new drills again ...

hmm ... rly gd to train wif him , he always give me something new to do , n I find tt I improve alot wif alot of he's creative drills ...

dn ... it's lik find tt these few days keep having hot temper over small things , probably becux I'm too mentally exhausted ...

dn Ah Bu sit bus wif me on the way home talk alot wif me .. I feel alot more comfortable chatting wif him n David ...

sometimes , I have to agree wif one sentence David said ... Friends are worthless ... I agree abt tt n I think if someone got angry n threaten u wif the friendship , it means he doesn't treat the friendship important ...

I have to admit , those guys in my picture above were not my best friends in the past...

Marcus , he was some sort of someone I didn't took notice of frm the strt when I begin to knw him again when he transfer to YISS ... bt we became gd frens when we strted to chat more .. n I also admit he's the best among them all ...

Chin Shen , we sort of become friends only last yr , n at the strt , I knw tt he didn't rly treat our friendship seriously , especially mine ... n becux of disagreements on the court , we r nt rly on super super gd terms for a period .. n gt one time late last yr , he punch me in the face for whad I feel is to show tt he is nt any pushover among our larger group of bball frens ... n he even accuse me of plying rough as the reason for punching me , bt I have to say tt after tt incident , becux of both of us being more tolerant of each other n forgiving , n he doesn't have anything to lose frm tt incident anw , so we gotten closer n closer ...

Yuan Li , he is I think , the one who took the longest , we lasted 3 yrs as rivals and enemies , n he keep using physical attacks on me , cx he wan to show tt he gain superiority against me ... bt thru sm incidents , me plying n winning him in a 1 on 1 , n me borrowing him money when he found tt he lost he's wallet .. he begin to respect me more n more as a fren ... N we were even at one period , I think , each other's closest friend ..

Teng Hui .. he used to bully me abit , though nt alot at first , bt he's character made him v sociable n we become best friends eventually , till now , cux we always share evrything in between us and accept each other's differences ...

many ppl claim each other as buddies , gan , all tt , bt do they rly treat each other as impt as they treat themselves ? For me , n i believe tt my group of best friends , all five of us , plus rahim n zi hao , we treat each other either as impt as ourselves or even more impt than ourselves ...

bt actually tt's nt the point la ... this is jux something I think of on my way home , actually , I was thinking of the crossroad tt I've been thinking for some time ... n I guess I nid a chat wif Joshua , Melvin or even Amber to discuss bout the things I'm going thru , I have to admit , I like the ppls in the church , alot of them are to me , v impt , though nt till lik my best friends ... bt if I nv go to church , I knw tt the friendship between us will surely b affected .. n tt's y I'm always hesitant abt discussing the topic wif them , bt I learnt smth , if the ppl rly treasure the friendship they have wif u , it wun b broken so easily ..

bt I feel tt I shudn't drag the matter till a point where there's no turning back ... haix , headache sia

David :"a bballer's greatest dream is always to perform greatly in front of the person he likes"

plying basketball on 11:48 PM