Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Stucked in a crossroad

^phenomenal performance by Kobe Bryant , 61 pts in MSG , 20 for 20 frm free throw line

well , yesterday , woke up n find tt David gt msg me for training , so go for he's training , den I rush there without eating my brkfast or lunch .. Reach there , did some shooting drills b4 David arrive , den he trained me alot on confidence n I think I did gotten the confidence I needed , but I hope I will not be over confident ... I dun wish to b lik the past , I mean I feel v gd , bt it's nt the rl thing I wanted , what I wanted is recognitions frm others , not myself ..

dn Ah Bu came with he's injured knee , den we train together awhile more , dunno y I gt headache , I knw my stomach is groaning bt dunno y , I guess the hungriness affects my brain , dn I ask David if we cn go and eat , firstly I thought he will b angry or smth , bt he wasn't even the bit , n we went to eat n he share alot of stories with us , den I told him abt the fake coach I had , den he say he knw the person n he was wanting to bring ppl challenge us (the group tt the fake coach is "coaching) , lucky he nv .. haha ..

dn coincidentally , lik 5 plus tt person who is called Gary came , he nv come b4 one , dunno wtf he come for .. lol , dn we ply 3 on 3, dn I same team wif him , I dun even bother to ply , few times i was under the basket they pass to me , I could have shoot bt i pass , bt dunno y another teammate who has amateur skills is so accurate , haha , den the Gary disappointing la , den I show him hw to lay up , score one easy driving lay up , in the end 10:10 , David score n win , lol

dn Desmond they all come , this time I see him closer den cn recognise he's Desmond , the star of Eng Tat Hornets ..

Den I go to yuhua , den dunno y i so sway , Yu Song buy NBA 2k9 PS2 pirated edition at the shop , Yesterday I go out of stock ...

I go to training after tt , some Ganon Baker stuffs , n injured my knee (bleeding) , den ply match , I think I score quite aplenty bt stil nv shoot my threes , cux not required to shoot since it's always 3 on 2 n it's unneccessary for either side to launch a three ..

dn I sty at Yu Song's house cux my body rly cnt take it , plus injured , cnt walk home lik tt , so I rest at he's house , watch Ganon Baker's video and ply NBA 2k9 ..

dn cnt slp well , for dunno whad reason , i think is too hot , go home , on com , fal aslp n wake up at 1 40 , lol

well , I am really blessed to have two players who I consider good players n David I would even consider one of the best few players I've seen , last time thought he was v dao n didn't dare to talk to him , lol , bt slowly , when I chat wif him , he is a v v gd guy , n he's willing to teach me .. haha

U might ask y I go for both , David , didn't thought of me as a lousy player , even if I am .. n he rly helped me improve alot in my skills and mentality as a player , though he only trained me twice , I cn feel the difference ...

YuSong , partly , is becux of he's heart in teaching me , alot of times , I frankly would say I wan to give up on he's training cux I dun c immediate improvements, bt it was he's so called loving of the students , the heart to teach which motivates my heart to nt let him down n b present for the trainings , sometimes I also dunno y , in sch will say I wun go bt in the end still will turn up , lol .. n I slowly oso find tt there is some improvement , mostly frm the mentality side

both I would say , concentrate on diff things , bt it all boils down to the same thing , they wan me to improve as a player ..

n nw , I'm stucked in a crossroad of believes , I wouldn't say I dun believe in either religion , I dunno whad choice I shud make , if u rly ask me to choose one , taoism , represent my family , chrisitian , represent my frens who though are new , bt ply essential part in my evryday life .. if you ask me to choose one nw , I cn definitely say I'm afraid to choose right nw ..

evryone always say believe in whad u believe in , bt I wouldn't say either of them dun exist , in fact , to me , both co exist with each other ..

do you knw hw painful it is to be so near yet so far ?

have you ever notice tt someone right here is waiting for u ?

can you imagine a person 18hrs/7days thinking of u ?

tt person is me..

plying basketball on 8:36 AM