Thursday, July 23, 2009
22nd July , best day in the whole of 09

plying basketball on 11:00 AM

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Monday, July 13, 2009
fly , glide , float ?

^Lakers for 3 peat

Well , the passing weeks were the same , i think , life is just keep repeating the same cycle , but it's how u make it different..





n my way of making my everyday different is trying to improve my bball .. sounds crap .. bt it's true , u ply bball better n better each day and u will find urself getting happier each day ...





anw , bt I feel tt I always cn only ply better when I'm needed , when I have a mentality tt I can b more dependant on teammates , my plying also tend to slack off .. dunno hw to chng tt mentality ..





passing few days were gd , chatting wif a classmate for more than a total of 2 hours per day ? hmmm , improvement sia ..





den plus yesterday go jog/walk 8-9 km , damn tired





life is abt giving urself chances , when u feel tt u fall down , someone push u away , get up wif ur own hands and ask for another pair of hands to walk with you

plying basketball on 2:11 PM

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Monday, July 06, 2009
Carefree ?

So the part abt nt being able to post pictures is correct n occurs to me too ..

hmm , for the past week , have some sort of discoveries ..

i feel lik i sort of live bck to when I was 13-14 years old , where I was independant , all alone , as well as after Os , bt at least tt period gt gf so nt counted ..

hmmm , sometimes , it takes being lonely to feel tt u r nt lonely i guess , I thought I've no much ppl who will talk to me n all tt after i leave my best friends' circle and also my so called new best friend ..

bt it didn't seemed lik tt too .. i find tt as long as u r alive , there will b ppl who still wanna b ur fren , though nt close , bt at least they wan to have a certain closeness with you , n i cn feel them getting closer to me alrdy , this close the gap between the relationship ppl have with me ..

anw , bball wise , though nt rly doing well especially with the current shooting slump , bt I guess when my mood is there , intensity is high , I'm doing fairly well .. n to further improve , I'm trying to improve on vertical , c if cn or nt ..

anw , to say the sad thing , I thought LOA was over n I finally will b getting some well deserved grades when my LOA will be extended .. I would rather they close the sch as a holiday rather den having it working as usual and jux eliminate a certain group of ppl ..

also , another sad thing , my muscle stretched when cramped last saturday , i mean during last saturday of june .. rly affected my shooting all tt alot .. n also , fall down stairs yesterday while typing sms ask iggy go down the court meet , plus gt one part of the fall my knee collided against the so caled sharp edge of one of the stair .. pain till dunno hw ..

aww , my world has rly run out of electricity , lucky gt bball , it's lik a candle out of darkness and it help me lit up several other candles filled with friends who do not give me up ..

hw i hope i cn jux live off bball , bball cn feed me , cn love me , evrything .. bt well , love me ? i guess it does , bt if i were to love it as much , practice probably 100 times more harder in the past , probably bball cn rly feed me ..

if only u were there to fix my switch n lit my world up again ..

plying basketball on 2:37 AM

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009
underdog

^so adorable , i rly hope she cn b my gf ..

well , didn't catch any of the symptoms up until nw ..

I rly feel v gd for my perimeter shooting at least for Sat and especially Sun , as they were v consistent in my perspective ..

n on Sun and today , even for Sat , I think I was able to ply quite at least average defense , even at times , slightly a bit gd defense ..

but of course , I'm most impress wif today's performance , plying a match where we won 11-6 den second match , we were quite complacent defensively n also the rest of my teammates were quite complacent offensively as well , n at a point we were down 3-10 den I got v v serious , n we made a comeback .. rly nice .. especially the wade-esque circus lay up i made , though it came wif a price tt i fall down n sort of shocked my left wrist which was once fractured ...

well ,smtimes i jux feel so not appreciate for alot of things ..

my mum , i knw i didn't help out in alot of stuffs , bt when i do helpout , she would jux say the negative stuffs ..

"her" , i nt sure hw many things which I've done for the first time of my life , n probably nth to gt bck in return , well , actually nt "her" fault , i mean , somethings jux cnt force , n tt's whad made me so sad..

n all the bball ppl ard , well , nt all , jux tt minority group of them .. i rly dunno whad i do tt's keep being wrong , i believe tt at times i've given quite alot of effort on defense , n i personally feel tt i didn't let my opponent have a good time either , which is whad defense is abt , bt probably ppl jux talk bout facts/stats , hardcore amt of stls n blocks , n evrything else , probably i shud b honoured tt they put such a high expectation on me ..



anw , quite sry to my best friends tt I dun wan any best friends .. probably i'm jux tt kind of human who cnt b too close to anyone .. i'm too selective for friends as well , probably u all grew up n chng in the course of the process or whad , bt i dun think we r alrdy who we r , at least as a group .. hmmm , hope we cn still b casual friends though

plying basketball on 12:54 AM

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